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like he randomly owns like a giant house for no reason and i just knew abt it now
and hes trying to hire me and groom me to take over his business because my brothers wouldnt
BUT LIKE.
ugh
i mean i want to like I WANT TO
but like


if it was her in my place and i said no, shed just forget abt it like it was nothing

Dont get me wrong, I love my boyfriend. But i look after him like how id look after a child. As i watched him brush his teeth after asking him to, i thought to myself, “this is my life now.”
When i lived alone, i wasnt healthy but i was at peace. I only had me to think about, and my cats.
It is nice to care for someone, yes. But my boyfriend isn’t expected to do the same thing for me, nor would he.
Everybody blames me for not wanting a child, never my boyfriend. I should have more reason to not want a child, since id be bearing it if i do decide to have one, which I won’t.
Now hes back in bed, a little upset that i told him about how hes spending too much time playing and not looking after himself. I feel like the bad guy and i know im not but i still feel like one.
I look at myself in the mirror everyday and hate how i look now. I made dinner for us, it was a little salty which made him not want to eat it, even after i fixed it. And now im left to eat food for 2 all to myself. Can’t throw it out because id be wasting food. Cant eat it all cause id get fat. First-world problems.

Everyone says i should care for my partner
Everyone says i should have a child
Everyone says i should bear the burden men are never ever expected to do and if they do, celebrate them, praise them.
Being a woman is a lifelong sentence.


Currently beefing w my neighbor. Reported his kid to social services and his car for being insanely fucking loud at 5 am. He figured it out but im gonna deny defend depose lets go luigi mangione

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i noticed how her socials are all inactive. is she dead? i even texted her boss but he never read my message? is he dead too?
i tried to contact my aunt but she decided that im a plague. idk