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[Lillian]

Dude where are you?

[edge]

i am here i am queer i funk shrimp up

[edge]

i am not actually queer (cringe unbased blue-pilled) i know im sorry

[Lillian]

Dude are you ok? I was so worried about you

[Hallie]

Edge! You're finally here and we were scared :/

[edge]

Hallie wrote: "Edge! You're finally here and we were scared :/"

Lillian wrote: "Dude are you ok? I was so worried about you"

yeah im fine lol. its just that its finals and im a bit too preoccupied atm im sorry for worrying you guys 🥺

[Lillian]

It's ok im just happy you're ok

[edge]

Lillian wrote: "It's ok im just happy you're ok"

awwww.🥹

[edge]

ok im studying and i took a cute-ish picture (i thought it was cute when i took it) but looking at it now i realize that wow i am ugly

[edge]

also i am trying this water diet where you dont eat or drink anything but water for 72 hours

[edge]

so if you feel hungry, drink water

[edge]

apparently it helps speed up cell regeneration after 72 hours

[edge]

anyway. im putting that picture here in case i need it in the future

[edge]

but i dont wanna put it in my profile because creeps

[edge]

that reminded me of how i tried to convince my mom to leave her boyfriend, i mean i know its not my place, but i can see that he's the reason why shes being whatever she is

[edge]

my mom's giving us a house. like. a house. for us. to live in. for. my boyfriend and me. to live in.

[Lillian]

What?!

[Zestial-Morde&Echo-genderfluid-child-of-loki]

edge wrote: "my mom's giving us a house. like. a house. for us. to live in. for. my boyfriend and me. to live in."

edge thats so cool! i hope things keep going amazing for you

[edge]

Lillian wrote: "What?!"

yeah. i mean. we'll be paying for mortgage (yuck) but yeah. a house. yeah. it has 2 floors. a big yard. yeah. wow. yeah. he said yes he's coming here but he's gonna need some time (so am i) but yeah. yeah. its still sinking in. but yeah. a house. in my name. he's excited. im scared. i barely know that city. ive been there like twice.



i feel like it's too fast. i need some time to process this.

[edge]

we're gonna need a lot of shtuff. he said he'll pay for furniture, he said it's the least he can do or some nonsense like that.


i still think we should just lease that house out to pay for mortgage. we could live in a cheap apartment in a dumpster neighborhood idc. im not paying for mortgage.


but apparently, i am. we are. still wrapping my head around it. my mom loves max. so like yeah. its going smoothly. but too smoothly. i mean. this is too easy. i am 19. he's barely 20. and we have a house. isnt this like for 25 year olds or something.


this is too fast i think.

[edge]

but its an opportunity. and if i give in to my suspicions, im gonna let it pass. like here's a nice future handed to us on a silver platter (with mortgage). do i look a gift house in the mouth?

[Zestial-Morde&Echo-genderfluid-child-of-loki]

i think you should take a leap of faith if it doesnt work out you can always set it up to be rented or sell it right?

[edge]

true.

[edge]

shit

[edge]

i dont wanna delete this journal tho

[Zestial-Morde&Echo-genderfluid-child-of-loki]

watchu mean?

[edge]

i almost failed my intermediate accounting exam. time to shitpost away my sorrows

[edge]

yeah so i had to disappear for a month

[edge]

gawd idk if my ex is still reading my posts. i hope hes not please let me rant in peace

[edge]

like i said, im not deleting this. i started writing in this journal when i was 16 ok

[edge]

or like 14 idk

[edge]

my first post was apparently made on jun somethingth 2017 so i was indeed 14

[edge]

i just made my first tiktok and i promised myself in 2016 that i wouldnt so

[edge]

i finally graduated from Superiority Complex College

[Lillian]

Hi Edge!

[edge]

HI LILLY ok am sorry i havent been here a lOT bro i wish we could talk more somewhere else??????????????????/ (like insta or fACEBOOK jeez or discord idk)

[Lillian]

I have insta :)

[edge]

basedddd

[edge]

wow who knew 6 straight of hours of intermediate accounting would cause emotional damage

[edge]

6 gay hours would cause emotional repair

[edge]

I AM ACTUALLY LOSING A BUNCH OF WEIGHT YES

[edge]

doing cardio for sexy time 😈

[Lillian]

Sexy time is cardio

[edge]

oh trueeeeeeee 😈

[Lillian]

😈🥵

[edge]

🫣

[Lillian]

Lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

edge hi!!

[edge]

hiiiiiiiii

[edge]

its crazy how after youre mad, all other emotions come flooding in

youre happy
then youre sad

anger really does numb you