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[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Whoa...........sad poem but still well written

[Hallie]

Blah I think it's pathetic.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I see potential in it

[Hallie]

Are we looking at the same one?

[Hallie]

I'm trying to search for good Roleplays servers on Discord, but no luck. They are either not very well organized or uninteresting to me.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "Are we looking at the same one?"

Yes

[Hallie]

Hallie wrote: "I'm trying to search for good Roleplays servers on Discord, but no luck. They are either not very well organized or uninteresting to me....."

Maybe I should make my own.

[Hallie]

Is it just me or is Discord just impossible to keep organized?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Not just you Hallie

[Hallie]

Thank goodness!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I never use discord because A) it's blocked and my tablet sucks and B) I forget about it a-lot

I think I'm having a Deja Vu moment listening to the song "The Ballad of Mona Lisa" by Panic! At the Disco

[Hallie]

Well, I do need all the distractions and getting frustrated with the layout of Discord helps me not slash my wrists open.

Never heard that song, but I should listen to it tomorrow...

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Okay so, Hallie would I be a good therapist?

[Hallie]

No, you'd be a great therapist.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

:P *Hugs Hallie* I do my best to make other people feel loved.

[Hallie]

*hugs Raven back* Yep, you do, and you succeed as well!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs you both*

[Hallie]

Group hug!

[Hallie]

Just strangle me in the process.

[Hallie]

SHINE wrote: "No! *puts you back in SHEILD HOSPITAL*"

Lol I didn't realize I ever left that hospital!

[Hallie]

Well, does Shield Hospital have a euthanasia program?

[Hallie]

Okay Hallie, stop! You're killing off all the unicorns.

[Hallie]

I want to go to Master Thanos then!

[Hallie]

Whaaaat?!?! Nooo!!!!

[Hallie]

But Shine, I love you! 💖

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

*Tackle hugs Hallie*

[Hallie]

You are a sister to me, Shine :)

[Hallie]

And I accidentally swallowed conditioner...

[Hallie]

Short... Whatever

My mum has two SIM cards: one in her current phone and the other in her old cellular phone. She wanted me to put the second one in her first so that she could use both from the same phone, because viola - all other times, everyone wishes I'm dead but when it has to do with computers and electronics, 'Yo Hallie! We literally have degrees related to this and you don't, but somehow you're better than us at this crap and we're just very, very lazy, so do this for us'. Boy, they are going to lose a hell a lot of money, time and energy when I'm gone because switching off and on a phone is rocket science.

Anyway, that's what I was doing. I ran a couple of tests to see if it worked, and Mum came over to see. So I started to explain to her how to use it, and I had just said, "By default, your phone uses the first SIM. To- oh wait, Aunt S is calling!" Which was strange because the same aunt had already called a few hours back. That's how I knew that whatever was coming next would be bad news - most likely someone's death. (The rest of my family are really dumb in that way. I mean it's the exact same reaction to a particular situation every damn time. How do you not see it coming?)

Mum picked the call and I was right. Initially all I understood was 'oh my god' and 'younger brother', but then she said 'Then we can't go there' and I ventured a guess again. Since 'we can't go there', it's most likely my dad's brother's wife. We had planned to go to their house soon. My aunt is a sweet soul and my mum was telling her sister that the younger brother was a nice guy who wasn't that old either. I kind of wished it was but true and the chances of that happening was good because I suck at Welsh and I suck at keeping track of my relatives. I also heard something that I interpreted as 'died as soon as he got hit'. Why do people that family know keep dying in accidents?

Then Mum ended the call saying that my dad's brother might call later and we'll get to know the details when that happens. Okay, the chances of me being wrong and now very less. Dang! Then she came back to me and asked me to resume the explanation. I did and just when I finished, she said, "Cousin C2's uncle passed away in an accident." And me, being the heartless monster I am, replied, "Oh!" I knew that already, Mum. Not psychic, just an excellent listener.

And then I changed the settings for her so that she did operate more easily, and after that, she went to tell my brother. I bet he said the same thing, too, because both of us don't really remember meeting our cousin's uncle. My dad was in the bath, but when he came out and heard this, he kept pushing for details and Mum was like, "It happened just a few hours ago, and apparently not even your sister-in-law knows. How on earth would I know?" We still don't know anything else, but someone will call soon to tell us.

The thing is I am legit begging to die here, and random people in Wales, who want to live and whom people love die. I know I'm being insensitive, but honestly, I have no idea how to react to news about someone's death, so my defense mechanism is thinking of my own. Oh wait, that's my defense mechanism for everything.

Anyway, it's shocking, though. My aunt had to get her toe fingers amputated a couple of months ago (which she is hiding from her own parents), and her father suffered from a stroke this time last year because her sister's husband went to prison. Apparently it was the tension about his daughter's plight that caused the stroke and that's the reason why my aunt didn't tell them about her leg. He still hasn't recovered completely from that stroke, and I'm worried what's going to happen there. Both my cousins are out of the country, and I doubt Cousin Q can fly back from Malaysia, and unlike Hallie, those two know their relatives very well and would feel more emotions. Agh!!!!

[Hallie]

I just watched one episode of The Good Place, and I already love it because the very first episode mentioned Ariana Grande and played her song.

[Hallie]

Who created this show? It's so good!

[Hallie]

All I hear right now is about that relative who passed away. They even reported it on the news and it was really saddening to hear when Mum read it out.

[Hallie]

Why?

[Hallie]

Goodbye....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hals no!!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "Short... Whatever

My mum has two SIM cards: one in her current phone and the other in her old cellular phone. She wanted me to put the second one in her first so that she could use both from the s..."

IDK how to react to death either

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "I just watched one episode of The Good Place, and I already love it because the very first episode mentioned Ariana Grande and played her song."

Oh my Mom watches that, she's on season 2

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Really good show

[Mystic Orange]

Once I first checked out Discord I straight away disliked it. It isn't for me at all. Very disorganized and it frustrates me. Also the topics are so past me there is lot of spam.

[Mystic Orange]

This is the last place Hallie has contributed. I hope she is okay.

[Mystic Orange]

We need you.

[Mystic Orange]

We need everyone in this journal to support Hallie.

[Mystic Orange]

Same. If it wasn't for her my group wouldn't have been existed.

[Mystic Orange]

There is no other people I can trust to talk about anything personal.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

She might also be busy, all we can do is hope she's okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie....pls be okay....I love you so much

[Hallie]

Uh hi....

[Hallie]

I'm alive. Unfortunately. Barely.

[Hallie]

Nearly got caught doing something you all will not be pleased to hear and had to go away.

[Hallie]

But I swear the next time I disappear like this, I won't come back.