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[edge]

Hallie you need professional help

[Hallie]

I guess, yeah.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I would find out eventually, because you are probably the only one that I have met on here who is on every single day, if you just miss one day it's in everyone's head that you just rage quit'd and slit your own throat or something.

[edge]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "I would find out eventually, because you are probably the only one that I have met on here who is on every single day, if you just miss one day it's in everyone's head that you just rage quit'd and..."

hey dont give her ideas

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

And no one can deny it because everyone who cares about you is just holding their breathe until you just do it.

[Hallie]

Actually, I can manipulate that with the help the other social media I have.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I know that I am being harsh, but it's the truth, and I am sure she already thought of doing this, more than once.

[Hallie]

Although, I never thought about slitting my throat, though..... That would be easy, too.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I don't have any other social media, so it would not get to me, I would have to assume you killed yourself.

[edge]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "I don't have any other social media, so it would not get to me, I would have to assume you killed yourself."

dude!

[Hallie]

But I can convince others who will pass on the information to you. And I just came up with a plan that could prevent you from assuming that.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

Not if the blade isn't sharp, it would just keep getting more and more painful until you pass out from the pain, and are left with a huge scare and no death, I know this because I have tried it before, the knife has to be sharp enough to cut the hair off of your arm.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I will eventually find out because you wouldn't be on here, you are never not on here.

[Hallie]

Sharp blades? Oh getting one of those is pretty simple. And I could go somewhere else and do it so that people don't find me until I've lost too much blood and died already.

Although, the simplest is jumping off the building. And maybe hanging, but I rarely have the house to myself for that.

You won't if I delete this account and still live.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

Why do you want to kill yourself? what good does it do?

[Hallie]

Ummm..... Get rid of me from this world, obviously. It doesn't need me. Neither do you or anyone I'm real life. You guys can have much better lives without me in it.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

You don't need me, but does that make it right for me to kill myself?

[Hallie]

What about the rest of your friends? They do.

[Hallie]

You said so yourself that you're that guy everyone comes to for help. Who's going to help them if you're gone? They need you. So you can't die on them.

I don't do anything of that sort.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

That was only one, and the reason she did it is because no one tried to stop her from doing it but me, I was her only friend, and I failed her, but I will not fail you, I will not let you kill yourself, I will do everything in my power to make you not kill yourself.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I go to you for help, who am I going to go to if you die?

[Hallie]

You specifically mentioned everyone, and have you ever counted the number of people who rush to you on your reviews and book updates? Omg thing I've decided: I'm never going to stop trying to kill myself. Ever. No matter how many times I fail or what happens.

[Hallie]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "I go to you for help, who am I going to go to if you die?"

You don't come to me for help. I mean I've never helped you.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

You are looked up to you, when ever I ever feel down or anything, I take one look at you, and it's like my pain is gone, you are the one thing helping me get better, if you die, I will lose it and last time that happened I almost could not go back to normal, I will not be as nice as I am, I will be hateful, to everyone, I will probably make other people kill themself's, do you really want that? I am a huge role model to a lot of people on here, are you willing to destroy the one thing that they look up to, just to kill yourself?

[Hallie]

With what? Getting irritated?

[edge]

Hallie, all hes saying is that its a bad idea to die.

[Hallie]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "You are looked up to you, when ever I ever feel down or anything, I take one look at you, and it's like my pain is gone, you are the one thing helping me get better, if you die, I will lose it and ..."

You're just saying that to defend your point. Every single day, I make at least one self-loathing comment without fail. How could those possibly make you look up to me? Also, you are nice and always have been long before you met me.

And even if you do genuinely look up to me, you shouldn't be looking up to me. I do have the perfect analogy for this, but it might be deemed offensive according to the Goodreads rules. But in no way should anyone for that matter take a horrible person like me as their role model.

[butterbean]

edge wrote: "Hallie, all hes saying is that its a bad idea to die."

edge is right, dying doesn't solve all your problems.

[edge]

Hallie wrote: "⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "You are looked up to you, when ever I ever feel down or anything, I take one look at you, and it's like my pain is gone, you are the one thing helping me get better,..."
Exactly.

[Hallie]

I'm sorry I'm acting like this, but I'm not going to let myself get convinced to not do it. Besides, solving my problems isn't the only intention I have by doing that.

[edge]

♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧ℓσνє ιѕ α тяαgι¢ ƒαтє✧♛ wrote: "edge wrote: "Hallie, all hes saying is that its a bad idea to die."

edge is right, dying doesn't solve all your problems."
Exactly too.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

Well, I am sorry, but I do, just like I don't think that I am a good role model, apparently I am, people look at you differently then you look at yourself, and you don't have to believe me, but I can get mean, there is a dark side to all of the shit that I have been through, test me, I dare you.

[edge]

Guys please... Shes getting annoyed and its not helping

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I don't think that she is going to do it, because if she was, then she would have one hell of a long time ago.

[butterbean]

edge wrote: "Guys please... Shes getting annoyed and its not helping"

Oh, right we should give her space. All I want to do is help, but I just remembered i'm not so skilled in the social category of my life. You're right edge, I'll just leave her alone. . .

[Madyson]

hey everyone * looks around awkwardly *

[edge]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "I don't think that she is going to do it, because if she was, then she would have one hell of a long time ago."

Dont lose your shit here seriously

[edge]

Madyson wrote: "hey everyone * looks around awkwardly *"

Hey whats up :)

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

I am fine, Hallie, I know that you are still there, what will make you not do this?

[edge]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "I am fine, Hallie, I know that you are still there, what will make you not do this?"

Leave her alone. She needs space Harley. Leave her the fuck alone

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

Alright, nut, please, I am near tears, just please, I won't let my bad side get outside again, oki? just please come out.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

*But, not nut*

[Hallie]

I'll just come out and say this: You know what? I don't care. I legit have an insignificant impact on everyone no matter how much you try to argue otherwise. I don't care if it hurts anyone. If it's going to trigger something unwanted, I still don't care. I'll be dead after all.

[Hallie]

I'll play the 'you-barely-know-me-and-haven't-seen-the-true-side-of-me' card one more time. Oh really? So is the purpose of my life to bully people? Is the purpose of my life to hurt and make people eat dirt? Because that's all I've done and will ever do, and I'd rather not exist. Yeah, I definitely make a difference in people's life as that girl who's trying to ruin your life. Don't believe me? Take a look at the last few posts of this page.

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

and, Hallie you said that you ruin everyone's life, how have you ruined mine?

[Naofumi Iwatani (from The Rising of The Shield Hero)]

You never answered my question, Hallie, How have you ruined my life?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie, no, don't do anything pls, trust me, it's not worth it.

[Hallie]

Now before I say anything else, I need to scream!



My queen is back!!! And she's awesome!!!

[Hallie]

Mykayla wrote: "Those people are narcissistic assholes who don't know who they are talking about. I don't care about anyone else's opinion. I dont recall any bullying going on at your hands, or making any logical ..."

That happened years ago, Mykayla, and in reality it was my fault. I don't even regret what I did back then, though. They know exactly what they are talking about, and I'm never going to let them off the hook. Unless I die of course.

[Hallie]

⚡Harley_Quinn_Moormann⚡ wrote: "and, Hallie you said that you ruin everyone's life, how have you ruined mine?"

By being in it. Haven't I ever been rude to you? Made you cry? Well, if not, that's what I'll do someday in the future.

I've had a lot of online friends before, and every single one of them I betrayed and hurt. They said they like me and will always be my friend, but then I hurt them. They hate me for it now even though they said they never will. It's me we're talking about.