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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
Home sweet home! Not really, but less bitter than Wales.
Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "*hugs Hallie and cries on her shoulder*"*hugs back* What happened!?????"
Sorry, I just wasn't feeling good about the response one of my magazine submissions got.
I'm honestly being ridiculous. I need to remember the walkout. That puts things in perspective... *sighs*
*hugs Alia* Um, want some... Uh biscuits? I'm about to say the same, old, boring dialogue, but you can learn a lot from that response and become better :)
By the way, since people were protesting that my birthday gift for my brother last week should not be my last to him ever. Well, it won't be because I didn't get him one. I know, I'm an idiot. But I didn't get him one. That means last year's gift will have to do.
I don't wanna sleep! I wanted but I got all the sleep I need!!!
I probably missed tons of things but I'm here to say that I've missed you!Stupid question: have you tried counting sheep? I haven't and it doesn't sound like it'll work for me, but I need an answer to why cartoon characters do it every time they can't sleep
I missed you too! *hugs Maya* I had like three cups of tea at my grandma's house, and everyone were staring at me because they believed that I don't like tea. *shakes head* Muggles!I tried, but I ended stressing over the sheep because the number on one side was not equal to the other side and every time I count one of them, one new sheep magically appears from nowhere on one side and one that I already counted disappears from the other side, and I keep suspecting that I'm counting the same sheep over and over again which drives me nuts.
Sorry that probably sounds really weird, but that's how my brain works xP So in nutshell, it doesn't work for me. How do cartoon characters do it???
But then I tried counting pages of a book, and eventually ended up leaving that as well because I wanted to see the name of the book, check whether it actually does have the same number of pages on its book page on Goodreads, and read the book as well.
I'm considering deleting my Goodreads account.
Alright everyone stay away! I'll murder the first person I see :/
I swear one of these days I'm going to explode.
Murdering other people feeling is gone; murdering self feeling is pretty dominant right now.I don't want to, but sometimes I want to. I've got more pros than cons. However the cons are kind of.... Overruling the pros for some reason.
Thanks for the support. It's a lot of stuff. More has happened since. Tidbit of good in English, most bad. Won't go into details.Please don't delete your account. Half the time, you're why I come to visit here. Seriously.
Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to come.
I'm supposed to be free. Then why the fork do I feel stressed out and exhausted?
Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to come."
Eh, it's not life's fault, it's mostly my own.
So you've recognized that I'm not writing the way I used to. XD
Okay, thank you! :) True. But there would be a void.
Here's Some Parent Trash
My mother, my incompetent hypocrite of a mother (forgive me if it's grammatically incorrect. I'm not thinking straight) is advising some relative to show her kid friends who are better than him and compare him to them to motivate him.
I really hope she ignores mum because....
I wonder how her own daughter has the self-esteem of a...... Wait a minute. I don't have any.
According to Mum, her kids are so *good* at academics (um my average is 50% this year) because she always compares us to other kids better than us.
And look where that got me. Remind me to add this in my suicide note the day after tomorrow :/
Anyway, yesterday my dad came to pick us up at the railway station. My train stopped near the back gate (or something) but Dad was at the front gate. It took a lot of time to get there and my dad, impatient as ever, began to screw my mum and she began to screw him for being insane. Direct translation from Welsh by yours truly.
Later in the car, they got into this pointless arguement because neither of them could shut their mouths and stop being hypocrites while I sat in the backseat slapping myself. Yes, I literally slapped myself because I am personally ashamed to even know these two. I was thinking, "If anyone asks, I'm adopted!" From now on, that will be my answer to every question that demands why I'm different from the rest of my family.
Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to come."
Eh, it's not life's fault, it's most..."
I'm pretty sure life has its part to play. Yeah, I was hoping that you'd be back as yourself after a couple of days xD
Uh well, I do really want to stay, so I can assure that the chances of me actually deleting my account is around 10% :)
Hallie wrote: "I'm considering deleting my Goodreads account."No don’t pls Hals
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'm considering deleting my Goodreads account."No don’t pls Hals"
I'll most likely not, so don't stress over it :) It's supposed to something I should be tensed about, and not you guys.
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Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to come."
Eh, it's not life's fau..."
Perhaps. But fyi I've returned to myself! Sorry about that episode yesterday. I'm continuing to explore its origins, although I don't have much time because I have 3 major tests coming up (which I'll get back to studying for shortly). One of my teachers is infuriating me but I'm mostly content because math is back to being enjoyable. Also, guess what! I submitted my course registration form with two history classes! :D
Except I almost believe
Anyway, I promise that's all the rambling you'll get. Guess who's not going to be here in English the next two days :( But we are doing essay peer review tomorrow, and I'm planning to get mine critiqued by the other strongest writer in the class. I've never done so before. Will let you know how that goes!
Oh yeah, and I got to miss a lot of gym today XD Small fortunes!!
Hallie wrote: "Maybe I'll learn some Japanese? Hallie, don't you already suck at four different languages?"
One adult and three friends of mine say they love Japanese! You should learn it XD
ok fine :/
sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself these days.
Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to come."
Eh, it's..."
Yes!!!! Eloquent writer Alia is back! *picks up pom poms to cheer* Well, I don't even know how to hold these things, but good luck Alia!!!! I'm sure you'll do amazing! You don't need to apologize for anything. *hears the words Math and enjoyable in the same sentence and drops pom poms* Oh wow that's cool! People who don't like memorising usually don't enjoy history. They go 'It's full of dates!' But there are some people like me who read all those dates once and in the exam, just remembers all of them. Oh wow Mr. Knox's counterpart! xD
That's awesome! Good history teachers make the lessons even better. Did I ever mention that I once took a history lesson for my entire class when I was in year 7. I was so scared I'd mess up because I got so nervous and began to forget the sequence of the events. Hats off to teachers that successfully teach without leaving out stuff! Haha xD
Aw.. Oh oh I'm hoping you get some good critique (I actually think you will).
Lol xD
Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Maybe I'll learn some Japanese? Hallie, don't you already suck at four different languages?"
One adult and three friends of mine say they love Japanese! You should learn it XD
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I love Japanese too. I can even sing in Japanese :D (horrible voice and horrible enunciation, but at least I can). I think I'll do that!
Good luck again! :)
My inbox contained two messages: One from my amazing friend because I asked for her help, and the other from one of the group members. The second one made me laugh out a lot xD I'll explain why after a week.
Crazy insomniac hyperventilating here!I just posted on my aesthetic journal. I haven't been there in forever, so before I posted, I was surprised that 55 people had already seen it.
And then I posted one little thing, and the view count is now 61! How?!?! What?!?!
To-do List
• Guitar practice (it's been long!)• Create appropriate topics and send out D.E.A.R newsletter
• Finish makingkingand rebel• Update Character List
• Do more for the group• Plan stuff to do in Harry Potter group
• Basically withdraw from real life and live in Goodreads (except for guitar)
This game scares me so much sometimes. Whew!
Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as a reason to com..."
Awh! I'm not even that eloquent here. I write in rambling run ons with commas left out! I wouldn't know how to hold them either so XD Ah well I'll just picture my old science teachers rooting for me XD Well, my math teacher is the best after Mr. Knox (and sometimes I think they're both #1 because they're incomparable) so I'll need a good math period to get through the day without Knox around. Thank goodness my math teacher wasn't around when he said 'boo, math' when a counselor was describing math courses! Wow! I can't just look at them once, but I have a pretty good memory. Also, dates are not that important in class. People and events carry more weight. If anything we'll just be asked did the Boston Massacre come after the Tea Party or something.
Oh my gosh that's so cool! I would love to teach for a day, lol! Although I would stay seated if I was supposed to replace my two best, out of respect for them XD Exactly! I'm sad to say one of my teachers is really bad at that.
Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ummm *hugs again* Life, what have you done to my eloquent writer Alia?!I'll try not to. You still do have the other half as ..."
*chokes on tea* You are not eloquent?! Let's take a moment to read my choppy, most likely grammatically incorrect, non-sensical posts and compare them with your qualitative and quantitative posts. No wonder why the cheerleading team never bothered to acknowledge my existence xD My math teacher in my old school was my favourite, and yet I hated math. I had to go to tuitions to make it more bearable, but then he passed away and I went back to cursing every time I had to do it. I just love that Mr. Knox actually did that xP Although, it wouldn't be that pleasant if your math teacher was present as well... My memory is weird. My friends really despised this because I barely took any time for dates. Wait, that's it?!?! We had to arrange events in chronological order along with the dates! Half the paper was about dates and the other half was about people and events (that was busy because just write and mix some dates in it). Oh my goodness, the mentioning of the Tea Party just made me remember my first English class in this school!
I sucked, though xP Aw that isn't good! But every school has some inept teachers.
I just watched A Silent Voice, and oh crap! Don't look inside my head because it's full of a thousand different ways to die. Drowning, hanging, cutting, overdose, carbon monoxide poisoning....
Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself these days."
theres like severe weather warnings and schools had to shut down and basically my school had exams (I wasn't there I had a head injury) so they have to put it back lol! there hasn't been snow for like 5 years uh I'm so excited
sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself these days."
theres like sev..."
I haven't watched the news in like forever, so it's that bad?? My classes were cancelled anyway. Head injury?! What happened?!?! I don't know.... I'm just too depressed to be excited. Literally everyone is talking about the snow.
They named the storm Emma?!?!?! Do I really live in this country?
Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself these days."
th..."
Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"
Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself these days."
th..."
yep its bad......a couple of people have already died. my school is so ridiculous basically u cant go on trains because its a risk so they said come to school then they said leave because a storm is happening da fuq?!??!??! yeah I fell in school and banged my head so I went A&E and they said I have a head injury. why are u depressed?!???!
Hallie wrote: "They named the storm Emma?!?!?! Do I really live in this country?"looool
sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really not myself th..."
Yeah, I finally got word from my brother about it. He doesn't have work tomorrow owing to the snow, but has to stay today because he has to interview someone. Weird school! I was thinking of going to the library tomorrow, but looks like I can't :/ *gasps* I hope you're better! Ugh my mental health just went haywire since my grandpa passed away, and people just keep adding more crap.
Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really ..."
thanks! and hopefully you'll get better - I feel you, my grandma died last year x
sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just sno..."
I remember that! Out of the entire family, I'm the one who spent the least time with him, so when everyone else is talking about him, I just have no memories.
Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "sara wrote: "itssnowingitssnowingitssnowingITSSNOWINGGGG"Yeah, my friend said the same thing, and I was like, 'It's just snow.' I'm really ..."
I’m so sorry Hals :(
My aim for this year is to get as minimum sleep as I can.
To-do List
• Finish making rebel
• Talk to Abigail about collaboration• Read and review Steelheart
• Sketch out synopsis of new story
• Write a poem or two
• Update Types of Magic
I don't feel like doing anything on my to-do list.
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*hugs back* What happened!?????