HastyWords's Blog, page 34
April 30, 2019
PROMPT- Write a love letter to poetry
Poetry taught me to listen to my own tears. Decipher why I felt what I felt. It helped me hold onto myself during my darkest fights with depression.
If you could write a love letter to poetry what would it say? Feel free to write one and leave a link to it in my comment section. I’d love to read it.
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You were the words
Bubbling to the surface
The fight inside my bones
The breath I tried to hold
The smile I searched to find
You flowed like electricity
When the darkness came
Rushing to the surface
Feeding me the lines
Helping me to communicate
The S.O.S faithfully typed
From impulse to redemption
The white flag I waved
When I felt like I was sinking
I owe you my life in many ways
But I owe you my gratitude
For you saved me
When I had no idea I needed it
MY PUZZLE
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I’ve always felt like a small piece
Like there is a place waiting
For the exact right shape
To fit within its little void
I feel a part of the sun
Of the swaying trees
Of the raging storms
And the crashing sea
A part of so many things
But never fully have I fit
Nor did the world make sense
At least not… until I met you
And we naturally fit together
Puzzle pieces that fit perfectly
And only then did everything
The sun, the trees, the sky, the sea
Only then…
Did this world feel like home
LONG DISTANCE
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The days slowly crawl
From sunrise to sunset
The same words echo
Until they fall silent
The sky mourns us
With determined drops
That fall heavy
Even maybe a bit angry
At our solitude
Because
Even heaven understands
Our torment at being apart
April 18, 2019
ALL THE STEPS
I saw a butterfly/moth on my bedroom window screen. It was beautiful. I’m glad for the day. For the steps I’ll take. For my daughter and for my person. For my family and friends.
Recognizing the beauty in the day. That’s hard for some of us. It takes practice.
Today I am finding beauty in all the little steps.
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How many steps
From there to here
Have you stepped
Do you keep count?
On your fingers
On your toes
Inside squares
On electronic walls
Do you think about
How close are you
To that deep smile
Of a precipice
That waits to hold you?
To catch you like
A fast running river
That catches a leaf?
Patient in its magnitude
Magnificent in its capacity
Yet so unassuming
It’s nearly invisible
You know not at all
When your step… step..step
Will be one too many
Only that there is
A one too many
And yet fearlessly
Or carelessly
Or haphazardly
You continue forward
Without too much thought
About that ghostly ledge
That will carry you
From here to there
April 12, 2019
FIERY BUTTERFLIES
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I was thinking about our ancestors. All of them. The cultures and the sacrifices made for the good of the next to come. And who we are now. What we will leave behind.
My dreams
Turned into fiery butterflies
Colorful pin points of light
Dancing free among stars
Until a strong wind came
And blew them all away
Leaving their sweet wings
Sacrificed, soft and broken
A monument of their life
Lying restless at my feet
Fragile little wings moving
And absorbing the moonlight
Fluttering around my feet
Slowly began hugging me
Covering my face
My arms
My feet
Attaching their colors
To my body
In order to carry me
Toward the stars
Where I had been hanging
All my dreams.
April 11, 2019
A LOOKING GLASS
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Made of bubbles
Sat and stared
A thousand eyes
Full of color
My color
Was black
Your color
Was white
And together
We held
The entire
Spectrum
Between us
April 9, 2019
THE ABSURDITY OF PERSPECTIVE
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At the time it seemed
I was stuck inside an hourglass
Big chunks of stone
Surrounded me on every side
I could barely move
And when I did… it took forever
So much strength was needed
And I felt so weak… so small
But time kept sifting through
And I kept climbing over
Shifting landscapes under me
I look back on those hours
And the boulders are but sand
Tiny little obstacles of life
No longer jagged and sharp
But smooth and soft
And I wonder at the absurdity
Of perspective
April 5, 2019
RAINBOW SHARDS
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I feel the glass under my feet
Sharp and cutting deeper
With every step forward I take
I feel the sticky cling to my soul
And the burn begin to compete
With all the lies I once believed
Move over sweet grim reaper
I’m not losing myself just yet
I refuse to bleed out
Over this broken path
I’ll make it to the other side
Breathing embers if I have to
I’ll set fire to the biting shards
I’ll melt them smooth
And marvel in their colors
No, I don’t need a pot of gold
To motivate my advance
I just need poetry
And a little bit of ingenuity
To build this rainbow road
April 4, 2019
CRY INTO ME
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I cry tears
That never make it to the ground
Into me they fell
Weightless acidity
They swallow my sensitivity
Filling my insides to the brim
They turn the air around me
Breathless
And absorb whatever time it is
Magnifying my numerous regrets
With clear and honest luminosity
Heaving over sobs like a xylophone
Accumulating into a desperate crowd
Like a churning sea pounding
Forever inside my expanding chest
But not once have the drops
Ever made it to the ground
April 3, 2019
SUN’S SCRUTINY
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The blurry streaks
Of silver white
Scraped along
My tender sigh
I knelt to pray
But lost my way
And fell flat
And prone
And heartbroken
Under the scrutiny
Of the light of day


