Colleen Brown's Blog, page 70
July 27, 2015
the flower garden in my town makes me feel things
the flower garden in my town makes me feel things
July 26, 2015
I started dating this boy two days ago and I don't know if he's being genuine. He'll call me babe and beautiful and super sweet things but I find it kind of strange because we just barely started dating. Lately he's said things like 'I'm hungry for you' an
If he’s 13, yes he is. I’m sorry, but being a 13 year old boy is literally the furtherest away that a boy can be from almost total maturity. He’s 13, he’s most likely just starting puberty, so he’s feeling different and having even more different thoughts, mostly sexual ones. Please listen to me when I say this and do not find offense: You will not find true love at 13 years old. No matter what film / book says to you, you will not find true love inside of a boy who is 13 and who you do not know. You are 13, you do not need to be experiencing sexual behavior for sometime. And I know people might tell you that you can do what you want, but understand that you are 13 years old and you just became a teenager. You both are literally in the first stage of teenage hood and you have 7 years to experience the horrid feelings of being a teenager. Do not date this boy. Actually, do not date anyone for a long time, mostly boys, because at this age, that is all they want from you. Unless this is some indie film where two kids meet and they fall in love as they grow older, you need to stay as far away from boys until they become men. So until you graduate college.
July 25, 2015
"I want to give you everything.
Take it all, because when it comes
to you, I don’t need anything..."
Take it all, because when it comes
to you, I don’t need anything else
but your presence soaked in love.
You’re never asking for too much
when you’re asking me
to come back to bed or for
one more kiss before either of us
leave. I want to give you
everything you want and I don’t
want you to be afraid to ask for it.
You mean more to me
than gifts and money doesn’t
always mean happiness
or comfort when I am not
sharing that security with you.
So take it all, take everything.
And even though I know
that all of that stuff is trivial
when it comes to us, I still want
you to know that I would
give it all up if it meant
you could see how much
you really do mean to me.”
- “All I want is you,” - CB (via mostlyfiction)
"I want to give you everything.
Take it all, because when it comes
to you, I don’t need anything..."
Take it all, because when it comes
to you, I don’t need anything else
but your presence soaked in love.
You’re never asking for too much
when you’re asking me
to come back to bed or for
one more kiss before either of us
leave. I want to give you
everything you want and I don’t
want you to be afraid to ask for it.
You mean more to me
than gifts and money doesn’t
always mean happiness
or comfort when I am not
sharing that security with you.
So take it all, take everything.
And even though I know
that all of that stuff is trivial
when it comes to us, I still want
you to know that I would
give it all up if it meant
you could see how much
you really do mean to me.”
- “All I want is you,” - CB
July 23, 2015
"And even though I know
that no one can ever really
belong to anyone, my heart
still tries to..."
that no one can ever really
belong to anyone, my heart
still tries to convince me
that you will always be mine.”
- CB
July 22, 2015
someone draw me so I can make it my icon while crediting you & your artistic skills
someone draw me so I can make it my icon while crediting you & your artistic skills
come and take a seat in the flower garden with me.
come and take a seat in the flower garden with me.
my cousin and I snuck into a vineyard and this was worth almost...
my cousin and I snuck into a vineyard and this was worth almost getting caught
"I can feel you growing
tired of me. Tired of all the things
you used to say you loved most
about me...."
tired of me. Tired of all the things
you used to say you loved most
about me. Like the way I wake up
before you, nudging you to gain
consciousness so I don’t have to
spend the morning alone.
Or how I never finish cups
of coffee that you made for me
before making another one
for myself. I wonder what
made you love these irritating
parts of me before.
You say that you still
admire them, but I can hear
the vines of annoyance
wrapping around your tongue
as you try to ease my overwhelming
feeling of never being enough
or being too much.
And even though you constantly
reassure me that you are not
growing tired of me,
I can see the restlessness
blooming in your eyes
every time you look into mine.”
- “I’m tired too, just not of you,” - CB
July 21, 2015
"Of course they’re not going to understand how you feel if they’ve never felt it. Why..."
- “When I asked my father why the person I loved couldn’t understand why my feelings were hurt,” - CB
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