Colleen Brown's Blog, page 62
October 20, 2015
have you ever had a connection with someone that is so unlike anyone you have ever met? you felt that that one specific person was placed on earth for you and that your souls are meant for each other? but then life gets in the way and things change a bit a
Yes, yes, a thousand times yes. And when they’re gone it feels as if a piece of you is missing and all you want is for them to be by your side so you can feel invincible and warm again. All you want is for them to make you a permeant part of their world so you can be filled with light and love and everything that makes people write, paint, sing, dance and become inspired to be the best possible version of themselves. It’s a strange feeling, isn’t it? Not being able to hold on to that one person that you know you’re meant to be with because the obstacles of life seem to be much more powerful than the connection you have between one another. But I like to think that life will give me a short cut one day and will align everything to be perfectly right so that one person that I know I’m supposed to always be beside will feel it too and it will just be right. And all that time we lost won’t matter because we have each other now and that’s enough to ease the diminishing of time.
October 12, 2015
“Let’s just stop talking.”
“Let’s just stop talking.”
October 7, 2015
"You keep asking me
what I want
and all I can say
is you. That’s not
good enough though
because you..."
what I want
and all I can say
is you. That’s not
good enough though
because you want
answers without
riddles
and all I want
is for you to tell me
that I am enough
and that you would do
anything if it meant
that I would stay.”
- CB
"You keep asking me
what I want
and all I can say
is you. That’s not
good enough though
because..."
what I want
and all I can say
is you. That’s not
good enough though
because you want
answers without
riddles
and all I want
is for you to tell me
that this I am enough
and that you would do
anything if it meant
that I would stay.”
- CB
October 6, 2015
for the anon who asked for new(er) photos of me - here are sum...
for the anon who asked for new(er) photos of me - here are sum from my snap
October 3, 2015
"I feel like so many of my poems
have been sounding like songs
by Lana Del Rey. Where I am
always..."
have been sounding like songs
by Lana Del Rey. Where I am
always chasing after someone
who doesn’t want to be caught.
Or how I am in love with a toxic man
whose lips bring me back to life.
There is nothing wrong with loving
someone who is bad but there is
something wrong with loving someone
who never wanted to be loved
in the first place. This is a realization
that I need to stop writing about you.
This is a realization that Lana had it
wrong all along, that you don’t
need to be bad for love to be good.”
- “I’m not a bad girl, honey,” - CB
"How you never kept your promises.
How you didn’t hold me when all
I needed was your touch.
How you..."
How you didn’t hold me when all
I needed was your touch.
How you never seemed to care
if I wanted to stay or go.
How you couldn’t see my side
but never failed to shine a light
upon yours. How every love song
reminded me of you and how
you never listened to what
I needed you to hear.
How your future didn’t have
enough room for the both of us.
How I loved you more
and how you never tried.
How I could see you inside
of my forever and how you could
be fine without me by tomorrow.”
- “How we didn’t make it,” - Colleen Brown
"I’m telling myself that there is
still hope for us. That sooner
or later you will change
and we..."
still hope for us. That sooner
or later you will change
and we will pick back up
from where we left off
before all the messy feelings
pushed me away from you.
It hasn’t even been a week
since we ended and I am
still trying to find ways
to mend these broken pieces
of our love back together.
But I can’t seem to get around
all the sharp edges without
cutting my hands and seeing
the evidence of our fate
making its way to surface
of my scarred skin.”
- CB
September 30, 2015
"I’m giving you back everything
you never wanted to give me.
I don’t need this weight on my
shoulders..."
you never wanted to give me.
I don’t need this weight on my
shoulders anymore. Your voice
that is full of melancholic sympathy
is enough to make me remember why
I didn’t want this again in the first place.
But still, I came back and opened up
my arms for you while you took
everything from me that I would
soon need when it comes to
ridding of you for good.”
- CB (via mostlyfiction)
"I’m giving you back everything
you never wanted to give me.
I don’t need this weight on my
shoulders..."
you never wanted to give me.
I don’t need this weight on my
shoulders anymore. Your voice
that is full of melancholic sympathy
is enough to make me remember why
I didn’t want this again in the first place.
But still, I came back and opened up
my arms for you while you took
everything from me that I would
soon need when it comes to
ridding of you for good.”
- CB
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