Colleen Brown's Blog, page 65
August 29, 2015
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August 27, 2015
"You can call me
anything you want
but you’ll never
be able to call me
yours."
anything you want
but you’ll never
be able to call me
yours.”
- CB
I remember you mentioning your bf was in the military and I was wondering how you deal with that? My bf is thinking of joining and I just can't picture him leaving. We've been together for 5 years and best friends for 8.. I just can't.
You just have to let him do what makes him happy or what he thinks would be good for him as well as the both of you. It’s hard, but time goes by fast and I know that soon we’ll be together again. It’s not being able to hug him or even see him in person that makes it the most difficult, you know. But I love him too much to let him go and to not wait for him. Because I know that he’s worth the wait and the pain and the impatience. It’s hard but it will be over before you know it. If it’s what he wants to do, no one can really stop him, mostly if it’s going to benefit his life and your life in the long run. You don’t have to be together to not be able to truly be together, if that makes sense. I hope you feel at ease soon though, love.
You in that dark lipstick makes me weak at the knees my god.
Your sweetness is making my heart feel all warm.
August 26, 2015
August 25, 2015
"How am I supposed to
forget you when everything
about my past is drenched
in your memory?..."
forget you when everything
about my past is drenched
in your memory? Everyone
tells me to not look back
but how am I supposed to
keep going when I don’t know
what I’m running away from?”
- CB
"I’m tired of your silence.
Fuck the way people tell me
that you don’t need to
constantly fill the..."
Fuck the way people tell me
that you don’t need to
constantly fill the empty
noise with words.
What’s the point of having
a voice if you can’t use it?
If I wanted white noise
I would listen to the sound
of my own heart going in
and out of its own despair.
I want your words,
I want your emotions.
I want the soft and roughness
of your vocal chords
all throughout the day.
We can be quiet when
we sleep. But for now
I want the tune of your tongue
filling in all the empty air
that surrounds us. I want you
to tell me everything
and anything and I don’t want
you to think that I would
rather take the silence
over your voice.”
- CB
My dear Colleen, how do I do to make our distance seem shorter?
By either seeing each other as much as you possibly can or filling in those miles with your memories. Don’t let the distance tear you apart. Don’t let anyone tell you it’s not worth it because there is someone who lives closer. If you love, don’t stop trying. If you love, don’t stop moving. If you love, don’t let anyone make you think that it’s not worth it.
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