Colleen Brown's Blog, page 58

Hi. I hope you don't mind me asking and you don't have to answer if you're uncomfortable or anything but I was wondering if you were still with the guy that you posted pictures with last time when you said you went to visit him or he came to visit you I'm

Thank you for being so sweet and sensitive. I don’t mind answering anything. But yes, we are no longer together.

Little unfinished illustrations that go along with Lana Del...

Little unfinished illustrations that go along with Lana Del Rey’s songs, Video Games, Shades

of Cool & Radio - More to come.

“And I don’t want to stay here forever.”

“And I don’t want to stay here forever.”

"And there is nothingthat I would rather dothan to pack up everythingI own, leave this city,and..."

“And there is nothing

that I would rather do

than to pack up everything

I own, leave this city,

and never have to think

about the memories of you.”

- CB (via mostlyfiction)

"And there is nothingthat I would rather dothan to pack up everythingI own, leave this city,and..."

“And there is nothing

that I would rather do

than to pack up everything

I own, leave this city,

and never have to think

about the memories of you.”

- CB

"But all I know at this moment in time is that I wish I could see your face in this light and see the..."

“But all I know at this moment in time is that I wish I could see your face in this light and see the image of your body pressed against this skyline because right now is as beautiful as you are to me and all I want to do is soak in all these colors from the sky.”

- “Messages from me to you,” CB

I wish I had someone I could send pics of myself in lingerie to

I wish I had someone I could send pics of myself in lingerie to

"Here we are againwith hands full of emptythreats and with our heartsfull of hope that maybethis..."

“Here we are again

with hands full of empty

threats and with our hearts

full of hope that maybe

this time will be our time.

Why has it been so hard

trying to let go?

How can we love so much

but know so little?

I have your voice

playing on repeat

in my head. There is no

white noise inside of this tune.

I find comfort

inside of your melody

and inside of this chaos

that we have not

yet learned how to control.”

- CB

tell me to stay. tell me you don’t want anyone else. tell me this is enough. tell me...

tell me to stay. tell me you don’t want anyone else. tell me this is enough. tell me you’d do anything if that meant being together. tell me something worth my while and my love.

"Imagining your lips on mineagain is a thought, no, a daydream,that gets me through this messthat..."

“Imagining your lips on mine

again is a thought, no, a daydream,

that gets me through this mess

that I caused for myself.

How am I ever going to clean

this up? How will I ever find

purity again when my skin

has been stained by your print?

I find myself touching my everywhere

when the image of you starts

circulating in my mind.

I don’t stop my hands.

All they want is your body against mine.

My tongue starts to spell your name

on the inside of my mouth

and I can’t help that all my anatomy

wants another taste of you,

just another feel of you,

just one last time.”

- Colleen Brown