Colleen Brown's Blog, page 57

"Tonight I will learn your bodylike how a priest has learned the Bible.I will memorize every..."

“Tonight I will learn your body

like how a priest has learned the Bible.

I will memorize every line,

every texture and every scar

that has a story inside of its damaged tissue.

Just like how a man of God

studies the scriptures and takes in

all the holy, I will do the same

with your limbs. I kiss your neck

and you think that I’m trying to

suck your soul through the pores

of your skin, when really I am trying

to take some of that purity for myself.

My sudden love for you, my sudden

desire to kneel down before you

and to only follow you, came to me

in a dream. Like the way someone

tells you how they became saved,

how the light of the Father entered them

when they least expected it, is exactly

what happened when I first saw you

and realized that after this moment

my life would never be the same.”

- “A New Testament,” - Colleen Brown

"He fucked me like he loved me,and I mistook his passion for dedicationwhen really all he wanted..."

“He fucked me like he loved me,

and I mistook his passion for dedication

when really all he wanted from me

was a moment of pure and electric bliss.”

- CB

"It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to the one who holds your heart everyday. But..."

“It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to the one who holds your heart everyday. But the difference is neither of you want to go on for another moment having to hear anything but the sound of their voice.”

- CB (via mostlyfiction)

"It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to each other everyday. But the difference is..."

“It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to each other everyday. But the difference is neither of you want to go on for another moment having to hear anything but the sound of their voice.”

- CB

"It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to the one who holds your heart..."

“It’s true that being in love means not having to talk to the one who holds your heart everyday. But the difference is neither of you want to go on for another moment having to hear anything but the sound of their voice.”

- CB

"When you touch meI can feel the loveyou have for herfading on the surfaceof my sensitive skin."

“When you touch me

I can feel the love

you have for her

fading on the surface

of my sensitive skin.”

- CB (via mostlyfiction)

"When you touch meI can feel the loveyou have for herfading on the surfaceof my sensitive skin."

“When you touch me

I can feel the love

you have for her

fading on the surface

of my sensitive skin.”

- CB

"Fuck youand your 2 a.m.text messages of how you wishyou were with me instead.Because now I’m..."

“

Fuck you

and your 2 a.m.

text messages of how you wish

you were with me instead.

Because now I’m wondering how

I was so easily persuaded

by the love I could taste on tongue,

when I can feel the poison

of your devouring heart

circulating through my veins.

”

- CB (via mostlyfiction)

"Fuck youand your 2 a.m.text messages of how you wishyou were with me instead.Because now..."

“

Fuck you

and your 2 a.m.

text messages of how you wish

you were with me instead.

Because now I’m wondering how

I was so easily persuaded

by the love I could taste on tongue,

when I can feel the poison

of your devouring heart

circulating through my veins.

”

- CB

Did your relationship end because of the distance? I had asked a question about my boyfriend joining the Marines a while ago and just was wondering if that played a factor in it.

It wasn’t as much of the distance as if it was the amount of communication. Or in his case, the lack of communication. I just felt like he didn’t care about me as much as I did for him. It’s just a big messy mess and I still love him and always will.