Colleen Brown's Blog, page 49
May 24, 2016
I’m slipping into love, but this time I’m not closing myself off or rejecting the truth....
I’m slipping into love, but this time I’m not closing myself off or rejecting the truth. I’m embracing this feeling. I’m going into this with my arms and heart wide open.
May 22, 2016
Who would have known that losing you would have made me happier.
Who would have known that losing you would have made me happier.
May 19, 2016
“I’ve always been here.”
“I’ve always been here.”
May 18, 2016
"I want to be swallowed
by you. I want you to
take me whole and see
all the ways I will
benefit..."
“I want to be swallowed
by you. I want you to
take me whole and see
all the ways I will
benefit you.
I want to be the thing
you rely on.
I want you to take
me as often as you
need me, but I can
assure you that I can
last throughout the day.
That I can keep you
occupied as well as
satisfied. I want you
to want me to help you.
And I can promise
that if you try me out
I will be the best thing
for you.”
- “There are no side effects,” - CB
by you. I want you to
take me whole and see
all the ways I will
benefit you.
I want to be the thing
you rely on.
I want you to take
me as often as you
need me, but I can
assure you that I can
last throughout the day.
That I can keep you
occupied as well as
satisfied. I want you
to want me to help you.
And I can promise
that if you try me out
I will be the best thing
for you.”
- “There are no side effects,” - CB
May 16, 2016
"Being without you
feels so much better
than I ever thought it would.
I don’t wake up in the..."
“Being without you
feels so much better
than I ever thought it would.
I don’t wake up in the morning
panicked, wondering
if you made it home,
or who you went home with.
There was no closure
in our demise, mostly when
you burned yours in the flames
that used to be our love.
But I don’t need your final
words on how you tried
so hard to make it work
while I just tried to get out.
Because that was never
how it went, and if it did,
I was too distracted by the way
your hands kept telling me to go
whenever you touched me.
And now that I’m finally gone
you’ve given me even more proof
that I was never wrong
when it came to decoding
what it really was you wanted to say
and what it really was
that you wanted me to do.”
- “You didn’t have to say it when I could read it on your hands,” - CB
feels so much better
than I ever thought it would.
I don’t wake up in the morning
panicked, wondering
if you made it home,
or who you went home with.
There was no closure
in our demise, mostly when
you burned yours in the flames
that used to be our love.
But I don’t need your final
words on how you tried
so hard to make it work
while I just tried to get out.
Because that was never
how it went, and if it did,
I was too distracted by the way
your hands kept telling me to go
whenever you touched me.
And now that I’m finally gone
you’ve given me even more proof
that I was never wrong
when it came to decoding
what it really was you wanted to say
and what it really was
that you wanted me to do.”
- “You didn’t have to say it when I could read it on your hands,” - CB
May 13, 2016
lolitashaven:
spent the past two days making music, art,...
spent the past two days making music, art, memories and realizations - it’s nice to hang with someone who can see past my past and who can tolerate while enjoying my eccentric tendencies.
May 8, 2016
I’m letting you go for my own good.
I’m letting you go for my own good.
May 7, 2016
"I want you to know
that I will always love you.
Even though loving you means
holding the door open..."
“I want you to know
that I will always love you.
Even though loving you means
holding the door open for you
while you walk out of my life.
My grip around the handle
means I don’t have a hold on you.
You not turning around
means that you have nothing here
worth saving anymore.
I know that sooner or later
you’re going to ask me how I could
let you leave so easily.
That sooner or later you’ll see
that I never wanted to strip you
of your freedom, and that I would
rather watch you exit my life
than have you feel like a prisoner
inside the home that is my heart.”
- Colleen Brown
that I will always love you.
Even though loving you means
holding the door open for you
while you walk out of my life.
My grip around the handle
means I don’t have a hold on you.
You not turning around
means that you have nothing here
worth saving anymore.
I know that sooner or later
you’re going to ask me how I could
let you leave so easily.
That sooner or later you’ll see
that I never wanted to strip you
of your freedom, and that I would
rather watch you exit my life
than have you feel like a prisoner
inside the home that is my heart.”
- Colleen Brown
May 6, 2016
"I stopped caring about whether or not
you were going to come back
when I realized that I would..."
“I stopped caring about whether or not
you were going to come back
when I realized that I would always
be here waiting on you
if I left it up to chance.
And I can’t do that to myself,
not anymore.”
- CB (via mostlyfiction)
you were going to come back
when I realized that I would always
be here waiting on you
if I left it up to chance.
And I can’t do that to myself,
not anymore.”
- CB (via mostlyfiction)
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