Colleen Brown's Blog, page 51

When forgetting youis the only thingI can’t seem to do.

When forgetting you

is the only thing

I can’t seem to do.

"I won’t let this happen again.I can’t let thishappen again.I won’t let..."

“I won’t let this

happen again.

I can’t let this

happen again.

I won’t let someone

make me believe

that my love

would always be

enough.

I can’t let someone

make me believe

that I will always

be enough.

Mostly when

it never has been.”

- “I’m enough for myself,” - CB

"I woke up comfortablythis morning -I didn’t see youin my dreams last night.I..."

“

I woke up

comfortably

this morning -

I didn’t see you

in my dreams

last night.

I didn’t wake up

reaching

for you.

I had a big breakfast,

swallowed my pill

and I let the hot water

from the shower head

wash away the words

that you’ll never

be able to

take back.

They’re circling

the drain now.

I’m almost

clean of you.

”

- “You’re almost gone,” - CB

Sooner or later I’ll be myself again.

Sooner or later I’ll be myself again.

"She can have your dial tone,I don’t need the sound ofyour unreliability anymore.She can..."

“She can have your dial tone,

I don’t need the sound of

your unreliability anymore.

She can take your tongue

coated in whiskey,

I don’t need the feeling

of regret pressed

inside of my mouth.

Mostly when it’s a taste

that I will never acquire.

She can make a home

out of your heart,

I don’t need the eviction notices

every week, only there

when you think you know best.

She can have your love,

I don’t need the weight

of never being good enough

on my shoulders anymore.”

- “I don’t want it and I don’t need it,” - CB

"Deleting your numberdoesn’t meanyou can’t reach meor that I can’t reach you.It..."

“Deleting your number

doesn’t mean

you can’t reach me

or that I can’t reach you.

It doesn’t mean

your words

hurt me any less.

It doesn’t mean

the memories

we made together

are any less haunting.

I don’t know your number

by heart,

and I don’t know

where to find you,

but just because

I deleted you

out of my address book

doesn’t mean that I can

do the same

when it comes to

the inside of my head.”

- “It might help,” - CB

and hopefully I’ll be fine when I tryto forget you.

and hopefully

I’ll be fine

when I try

to forget you.

if our application is accepted, this will be my new bathroom in...

if our application is accepted, this will be my new bathroom in my new house

I’d say I can’t believe he could do this to me, but then again, nothing he does anymore can surprise...

I’d say I can’t believe he could do this to me, but then again, nothing he does anymore can surprise me.

I’ve been fixed on eyes lately.

I’ve been fixed on eyes lately.