Colleen Brown's Blog, page 50
May 6, 2016
"I stopped caring about whether or not
you were going to come back
when I realized that I would..."
you were going to come back
when I realized that I would always
be here waiting on you
if I left it up to chance.
And I can’t do that to myself,
not anymore.”
- CB
May 4, 2016
"And just like you,
I do not belong to anyone.
I go where the wind takes me,
and I’m hoping that..."
I do not belong to anyone.
I go where the wind takes me,
and I’m hoping that wherever
it leads me, you will be there too.
But we’ve always taken
separate paths, and I shouldn’t
be wishing on anything
when it comes to being about
you. There isn’t much
I can say but that I’m sorry
for the way things turned out.
And that I’m sorry for the way
you felt when you finally worked up
the courage to tell me
everything that I had been doing
that was wrong. But we are not
the same, and no matter
how many times we try to find
the similarities between the two of us,
one of us comes out always feeling
like the other never really cared.
But I did care and I still do,
even when you spill your bitter
thoughts and reflected insecurities
on my lap and tell me that it’s all my fault.”
- “We weren’t cut out for this,” - CB
(via mostlyfiction)
"And just like you,
I do not belong to anyone.
I go where the wind takes me,
and I’m hoping..."
I do not belong to anyone.
I go where the wind takes me,
and I’m hoping that wherever
it leads me, you will be there too.
But we’ve always taken
separate paths, and I shouldn’t
be wishing on anything
when it comes to being about
you. There isn’t much
I can say but that I’m sorry
for the way things turned out.
And that I’m sorry for the way
you felt when you finally worked up
the courage to tell me
everything that I had been doing
that was wrong. But we are not
the same, and no matter
how many times we try to find
the similarities between the two of us,
one of us comes out always feeling
like the other never really cared.
But I did care and I still do,
even when you spill your bitter
thoughts and reflected insecurities
on my lap and tell me that it’s all my fault.”
- “We weren’t cut out for this,” - CB
May 3, 2016
"So to answer your question, my sweet peach, I do not have anyone to put my love into." Dear Colleen; then may I suggest your love to be poured onto yourself, the entity that most deserves your efforts and emotions. The words will come to you in time, I d
You are completely right. Two years ago, if I would have saw who I am today, I would have been like ??? are you ok?? because I never once relied on anyone to make me happy or complete me. I need to get back in that mindset. I need to stop seeing others before I see myself. I need to stop taking care of everyone who can’t take care of themselves and start focusing, for once in a long time, on myself. I hope you can wait in the light. I want you to stay warm. You are too gentle for the cold.
Beautiful Colleen, have you found someone new in whom to put your love on? will you write another book? I used to like it when you wrote about hope, you're very good at it, you inspire ppl you know? that's what's so great about you:) besides your smile, or
These words are extremely comforting right now. Thank you for all of this love, warmth, kindness and support. I don’t seem to have much of any of that from anyone recently. So to answer your question, my sweet peach, I do not have anyone to put my love into. But then again, I’m not really looking. As for writing another book, I want to and hopefully will get kicked into gear by myself to start anew. With everything that’s been going on lately, that would probably be a project that would only help me grow. But thank you again for your words, love. You have no idea how much they really do mean to me.
Beautiful Colleen, have you found someone new in whom to put your love on? will you write another book? I used to like it when you wrote about hope, you're very good at it, you inspire ppl you know? that's what's so great about you:) besides your smile, or
These words are extremely comforting right now. Thank you for all of this love, warmth, kindness and support. I don’t seem to have much of any of that from anyone recently. So to answer your question, my sweet peach, I do not have anyone to put my love into. But then again, I’m not really looking. As for writing another book, I want to and hopefully will get kicked into gear by myself to start anew. With everything that’s been going on lately, that would probably be a project that would only help me grow. But thank you again for your words, love. You have no idea how much they really do mean to me.
Beautiful Colleen, have you found someone new in whom to put your love on? will you write another book? I used to like it when you wrote about hope, you're very good at it, you inspire ppl you know? that's what's so great about you:) besides your smile, or
These words are extremely comforting right now. Thank you for all of this love, warmth, kindness and support. I don’t seem to have much of any of that from anyone recently. So to answer your question, my sweet peach, I do not have anyone to put my love into. But then again, I’m not really looking. As for writing another book, I want to and hopefully will get kicked into gear by myself to start anew. With everything that’s been going on lately, that would probably be a project that would only help me grow. But thank you again for your words, love. You have no idea how much they really do mean to me.
April 28, 2016
"When it comes to loving you
there are no foul intentions.
There are no strings attached
when it..."
there are no foul intentions.
There are no strings attached
when it comes to weaving
our vessels together,
there are only knots of clarity.
I have not learned to love you
with bitter thoughts in my mind.
I do not pin any actions of others
in my past to your hands
when all you’ve ever placed
inside of mine is hope and certainty.
My love for you is not here
to put on a show for anyone
who wants to see if this really is
everything they’ve been told about.
But if you want me to hold it high
for everyone to see, I will use
all of my strength to lift our love up
for the world to soon be as amazed
as I was when I finally realized
that this is better than what
we’ve ever been told about.”
- “This is better than the stories,” - CB (via mostlyfiction)
"When it comes to loving you
there are no foul intentions.
There are no strings attached
when it..."
there are no foul intentions.
There are no strings attached
when it comes to weaving
our vessels together,
there are only knots of clarity.
I have not learned to love you
with bitter thoughts in my mind.
I do not pin any actions of others
in my past to your hands
when all you’ve ever placed
inside of mine is hope and certainty.
My love for you is not here
to put on a show for anyone
who wants to see if this really is
everything they’ve been told about.
But if you want me to hold it high
for everyone to see, I will use
all of my strength to lift our love up
for the world to soon be as amazed
as I was when I finally realized
that this is better than what
we’ve ever been told about.”
- “This is better than the stories,” - CB
April 24, 2016
"The last time I was here,
we were together
and we were in love
with the thought
that we would..."
we were together
and we were in love
with the thought
that we would someday
pick up where we
left off and make our love
even stronger than it
was before.
But now you’re finally
home, and I am alone
and I wonder what
changed your mind
when it came to
loving me until the end.”
- CB
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