Colleen Brown's Blog, page 117

You tell him you love himand still, he has nothingto say. You want to let gobut you’ve been...

You tell him you love him

and still, he has nothing

to say. You want to let go

but you’ve been fighting

for this for so long

that you want to be able

to have something

to show for it. But from

the looks of it, from the

sound of his voice,

it seems as if he gave

up long ago.

I forgive you for pushingme away when all I wantedto do was make you feela little less lonely.I...

I forgive you for pushing

me away when all I wanted

to do was make you feel

a little less lonely.

I forgive you for telling me

that my love was nothing

but a burden, nothing

but a way to waste time.

I forgive you for lying

to me when you said that

he meant nothing, that he

couldn’t break us.

But mostly I forgive you

for pretending to want this

when all you really wanted

was someone to care.

even if that meansbeing a distant one.

even if that means
being a distant one.

"To anyone who ever putdoubt on my lap,hopeless thoughtsin my mind,past mistakesin my..."

“

To anyone who ever put

doubt on my lap,

hopeless thoughts

in my mind,

past mistakes

in my hands

and regret

in my eyes,

I want you

to remember

that you did not

succeed in trying

to ruin me.

”

- Sorry, but I’m not going anywhere,

little piece of progress

little piece of progress

"You left me on a day like today,when the sun was too strong to hidebehind the clouds that tried..."

“You left me on a day like today,

when the sun was too strong to hide

behind the clouds that tried

so hard to cover up its shining power.

Sometimes it’s hard to hate these days

even when they make me think of you.

I try to swear at the sky

but whenever I’m ready to release

the words that I’ve been rehearsing,

the wind dances along

the parts of my skin that are exposed

and eases some of the loneliness

that you left behind.

Sometimes I think its trying

to apologize to me for the way

you left. Maybe it had some part

in your final decision of going away

for good. But either way

I appreciate the attempts

the wind makes when trying to

help me forget about you,

but no amount of comforting

condolences can relieve the pain

when it comes living through

a day like today.”

- "A voice in the wind," - Colleen Brown

I would rather bea distant memory of yours than to be nothing to you at all.

I would rather be
a distant memory
of yours than to be
nothing to you at all.

as much as you said that you loved meit never felt likethe...

as much as you said 
that you loved me
it never felt like
the truth.

Ewwwwieee yew look nakeeddd

Oh my gosh. A half-naked body. Sound the alarms. Call the chief of police. How are we ever going to continue with our lives!

u don’t need 2 try when u R

u don’t need 2 try when u R