Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 195

Have you ever not read a Rainbow Rowell book in less than 24 hours? I'm reading Landline right now and I can't tear myself away from it goddamn she's so good ugh.

IS THERE A NEW ONE? WHAT. DO NOT DO THIS TO ME I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE MONDAY

Sometimes I think that if I miss him enough there's no way he won't come back to me. Does that make sense? Like God wouldn't let me sit here in pain forever. He would eventually give me what I need. i know that's so wrong, but I'm addicted to that thought.

Listen to me. It doesn’t work like that. All that happens is that you sit around feeling awful about someone who may or may not come back. It’s such a waste of energy it’s unbelievable. Let it go for the moment. If he comes back to you, that’s great. And if he doesn’t, then at least you haven’t been fruitlessly waiting.

Thank you. Thank you so fucking much.

You’re so welcome, dove, always.

"It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there."

“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”

- Angelina Jolie (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

sometimes i get so frustrated at myself because i pretend i’m tough and fierce and that i...

sometimes i get so frustrated at myself because i pretend i’m tough and fierce and that i always leave bad things behind but in reality, i don’t walk away from anything not until it’s wrung me dry and left me empty and hurting and i so wish that i was the girl that people seem to think i am but i’m not, i’m just stupidly soft to my own detriment and i love people who don’t really deserve or want it and i hope that in the future i’ll grow into who i want to be 

Oh my god I just had a massive argument over feminism with the boy I work with and all his points...

Oh my god I just had a massive argument over feminism with the boy I work with and all his points came down to:

men get raped too 
it’s not all men
i sometimes get scared walking down the street at night
women are equal now feminism is unnecessary

andto top it all off he was one of those ‘calm down and don’t shout please’  when I’d already been doing both of those things

“Mama, if you’re listening, I’m so terribly sorry, but I did...

“Mama, if you’re listening, 
I’m so terribly sorry, 
but I did not mean to love that beast
of a man. I did not even wear
that red cape, those red shoes
just the armful of poppies
and maybe they looked like blood
or maybe they looked like healing 
but I found him first, 
and dropped them like bloodstains
on the forest floor. 
Mama, he was howling, 
and oh, if you’d heard,
the oh, of his grief 
even the moon was crying for him
even the night was weeping
mama, I know that we met on the edge 
of some awful precipice
but he folded my hands into his claws
made sure they didn’t draw blood 
I asked him about his dark and he said
‘who will love me now?’ 
I did, mama. 
I fell in love with him then,
And he took me home and kissed me 
till my heart looked like pulp 
and we undressed each other from the inside out 
and we loved till it was brimming 
and mama, it was a disaster 
and it was devastating 
and it was light. 
I lost your poppies. 
I lost myself, too. 
And now there’s a beast and he’s crying
and he’s asking ‘who will love me now?’ 
And mama, I didn’t mean to but I will,
I will.”

Azra.T || Red Riding Hood

"So many people enter and leave your life! Hundreds of thousands of people! You have to keep the door..."

“So many people enter and leave your life! Hundreds of thousands of people! You have to keep the door open so they can come in! But it also means you have to let them go!”

- Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close 

your accents really pretty, where's it from? I can't tell lol

England…? Thank you :)

"You kiss me and it tastes like saltwater.There is a choked up sea welling inside the both of us...."

“You kiss me and it tastes like saltwater.

There is a choked up sea welling inside the both of us.

Even the earth does not have enough hands

to hold onto it all.

You put your head in my lap and say ‘I am not worthy

of the ways that you love me.’

I swallow back the ocean, grip your hair,

breathe it all back, I say

‘I don’t care, I am going to love you

with all of these storms

anyway.’”

- Azra.T ”Overspill”