sometimes i get so frustrated at myself because i pretend i’m tough and fierce and that i...

sometimes i get so frustrated at myself because i pretend i’m tough and fierce and that i always leave bad things behind but in reality, i don’t walk away from anything not until it’s wrung me dry and left me empty and hurting and i so wish that i was the girl that people seem to think i am but i’m not, i’m just stupidly soft to my own detriment and i love people who don’t really deserve or want it and i hope that in the future i’ll grow into who i want to be