Gillian Colbert's Blog, page 26

Go On, I Dare You

If you've been following the comments over on Playing Around: A Fantasy, then you've noticed that Ms. Love Sex and Marriage is feeling a bit sheepish about posting her fiction. At the same time,  I am equally as sheepish about posting another fantasy of mine. So, we've decided to join hands and take the plunge together on February 28.

Who wants to join us?

I'm officially declaring February 28th Bare Your Sexual Soul Day over here at Black Door Press. Any one who posts a piece of fiction, a...

I Won!!!!

*Jumping up and down … dancing major happy dance*

I Don't Get PMS, I Get EHS

Velma by Ivanev at DeviantArt

It's rapidly approaching mid-month and, for me, that means I will soon have my usual monthly visitor. And, just as usual, this also means that for the immediate future I am spending two-thirds of my day dripping wet and looking to rub my way to an orgasm at every moment and the other third asleep. Now, this has not always been the case for me. When I was younger, I generally got Pre-Menstrual Syndrome as we all understand it. Crampy, bloaty, generally angry with t...

For Each and Every One of You

Happy Valentine's Day, my dear and lovely readers! You enrich my life and open doors in my mind … Thank You!

Playing Around: A Fantasy

So, I can't speak for anyone else, but when I fantasize, my lovers have no real identifying characteristics. They are more the essence of male than a real person. I do this because, I feel like I'm mentally cheating on my guy if my fantasy lovers are real people in any way. So, I'm going to type this out real fast and click publish before I chicken out (excuse any typos).

Long story short, I wrote down the fantasy I indulged (embellished a bit here) during my bath the other night, hence there ...

I Can't Seem to Help Myself

Bored and getting into trouble …

Cheers for all us thieves!

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

Not anymore. For most of my life that answer was yes, but now I see that it's a complete waste of time and has more to do with me and where I'm at psychologically than anything someone can do to me.

52) What is your astrological sign?

Western: Leo

Chinese: Water Oxen

53) Do you save money for anything? What?

Not really. I generally try to increase my income so that I...

I Direct Porn

Like most people, I am a completely different person in my mind. All sexual repression fades and I become a sensualist in every way. I also noticed the other day as I watched two lovely, hard muscled men moan and undulate their way to my ultimate viewing climax, that I was directing the action in my mind.

The litany went something like this:

"Mmmmm, niiiiiice."

"That's it, darlin. Suck it hard."

"Bite him. Right there. Harder. Make him moan."

"Holy shit!"

"Fuck his ass! Bend over and take it like a...

A poem

Every now an then it's like a poem comes to me and I can't rest until I get it out. I was in the tub just now and this began to torture me. So, here it is for your reading pleasure …

I have dark corners,

desire filled limbs

and sin full secrets

I am lust cloaked in chastity

My true nature hidden

so the world never sees

what I truly crave

How I desire

cruelty and kindness

to lead me out of this blindness

My soul on display

my body filled in every possible way

I am breathless and bound
in despair...

Had to Share…

I found this and loved it so much I had to share. I often feel like this … me against the world.

Apocalypse Velma by Jessa Sketch on Deviant Art

 

For my Toppy, Dominant Types …

I'm on the hunt (image by Pyrotech07 at Deviant Art)

A request … I would very much love it if those of you that have experience as a Top, Dom or Master would provide me with your perspective on how to introduce a brand new sub who has never been flogged or spanked before to both. I am doing research for a book and, never having been a sub, am flying blind at the moment. I'd prefer to get this from the source rather than reading, so that my info is unfiltered.

In my mind, this sub has...