Gillian Colbert's Blog, page 25

All Attempts At Reform Have Failed

I try to avoid stealing, I honestly do, but it just does no good…

Cheers to all of us thieves!

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Trust, first and foremost, but this gets tricky because it takes honor and communication to build trust. So, it's really a symbiosis.

77) How did/could someone win your heart?

The man that will win my devotion will be firmly patient, he'll refuse to accept anything less than my best and he'll spank me when I need spanking, fuck me when I need fucking ...

Bare Your Sexual Soul Day: An Update

Hey there! I wanted to say that I'm astounded at the energy growing up around my little dare. I hope to have a great turn out. I'm also putting out a request and, hopefully, you all will indulge my bloggy OCD for presentation. So, if at all possible, please email me the link to your BYSS Day post ahead of time so I can have everything grouped and layed out on 2/28. My email is gillian at blackdoorpress dot com or use the Contact Gillian page.

For those of you that delay satisfaction until the ...

How I Knew I Wasn't A Lesbian

Trapped Soul by AnimeGirl 1429 at Deviant Art

I recently remarked in an email exchange with a reader that I'd had two sexual experiences that let me know I wasn't a lesbian, which prompted the natural response of "I'm curious" about those experiences. Since, I've been surprised again and again by how many people seem to have similar experiences to mine, I figured I'd go ahead and post about it.

As I've made pretty clear by now, my sexual history begins at the age of ten when I accidentally...

More Bathtub Inspiration

I was once again thinking about you dear and lovely readers as I took my bath. I find your support and encouragement truly moving. I cry more from your comments than I do retreading the steps of my history. It's hard for me to accept kindness … it hurts more than cruelty. I've got scars and shields for cruelty. I have none for kindness.

Anyway, for your Saturday reading pleasure …

Don't feel sorry for me

I am the perpetrator

of my destiny

The sculptor

of my soul

And solely responsible
for every...

Vocal Seduction

As the quote on my home page states, the very process of writing often illuminates those dark corners of your mind you weren't even aware of. I often find that when I'm writing a story I'm able to express things in ways that don't happen so often in my real life. I've written about the sounds men make, but it was only as I was writing my current WIP this morning that it crystallized for me what the sounds men make do to me. From Breaking Through:

As he feasted on her, he moaned and made...

Finding that much needed release…

Reblogged from Der Erzahler's Erotic Tales:

… is an unbelievable feeling.

This was too hot not to reblog!

Healing

Reblogged from Writing Out Child Abuse:

When J.S. asked me to write a page or two about "you and what WOCA means to you," I thought sure, no problem, yet I've sat here for about half an hour just staring at a blank screen. How do you encapsulate a project that represents both a labor of love and penance? When J.S. first sent me the link for WOCA, I was simply looking for ways to promote my erotica writing. My thoughts didn't really go beyond that, however, I clicked the link and was pulled...

Whoring Myself Out

Shame by Miss Deathwish on Deviant Art

There is an interesting exchange in the comments on Ms. Love Sex and Marriage's post about being hyper-sexual. The basic premise is whether or not it is possible to form a chemical dependence on sex for a "high." I highly recommend you read Ms. LSAM's answer, it's quite informative.

For me, it got me thinking about ways in which I've used sex in the past. I can honestly say that I whored myself over the years. Not for money, but in other ways, primarily...

It Might Seem Unrelated, But It's Not

As a writer, I appreciate all forms of expression … including rap. Now, I realize a whole lot of browsers just shut down, but the reality is that rap is simply a literary expression set to music. To clarify, I'm speaking of rap back when the movement began not as it exists today.

When rap was first born, it was a lyrical movement that detailed the American black experience. The best rappers were poets of extraordinary talent. The rhymes forced you to think. They were metaphorical and imbued...

Favorite Love Poem

A blogger I follow, holidayfrmreal,  posted her favorite love poem. This got me thinking of my own, so I thought I'd share. I've always loved this poem for its gritty, raw embracing of all aspects of love and sex which I see as "filthy beautiful." I tingle every time I read it wondering about the man who could inspire this in me. Anyway, here you go…

"You Bring Out The Mexican In Me" from Loose Woman

by Sandra Cisneros

You bring out the Mexican in me.
The hunkered thick dark spiral.
The core of a...