Tim Lundmark's Blog, page 5
August 26, 2016
August 25, 2016
The Most Important Ones and an apology
I may be doing many posts between now and tomorrow afternoon. I have to get the most important ones recorded.
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Finalized Funeral Playlist “Passenger “The Sound of Silence” Edinburgh”
I am not sure if I should Post the lyrics as I have been, or if the correct versions being posted is enough. Every song on my funeral playlist has significant meaning and some are meant for specific individuals. So I am going to try just the video
Filed under: Finalized Funeral Playlist Tagged: Death, Depression, funeral playlist, good-bye, hopelessness, passenger, sound of silence, Suicide, YouTube
August 24, 2016
Funeral Playlist “Beth Hart: At the bottom (live) – Encore”
watch this funeral playlist video
If I am unable to get all the correct songs and versions their is a playlist on my phone.
Holding my breath not taking a step
The good church has closed it’s doors on me
God don’t like my dirty feet
Burning the lawn everyone’s gone
Ain’t no barbeque going on today
I drink my dinner in the shade
Days and days go by
Children laughing still I don’t smile at all
Mary’s calling to me can’t you see what I see
She would never let me down
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I spend a lot of time way down there
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I don’t know how I made it here
Been living a lie my kisses are dry
I got nowhere else left to run
My love is blind deaf and dumb
Heaven can’t wait to lock up the gate
Tell me that I never could belong
I had my chance but got it wrong
Days and days go by
Children laughing still I don’t smile at all
Mary’s calling to me can’t you see what I see
She would never let me down
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I spend a lot of time way down there
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I don’t know how I made it here
Mother Mary stay with me don’t let me die
You’re the only good part left of my trash
God knows I can’t change me
I’ve tried and tried I never meant to make you cry
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I spend a lot of time way down there
It’s been a long time at the bottom
I don’t know how I made it here
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Filed under: Finalized Funeral Playlist Tagged: At The Bottom Lyrics, Beth Hart, Death, Depression, funeral playlist, hopelessness, Suicide, YouTube
Finalized Funeral Playlist “Pink Floyd-The Final Cut (Lyrics in video)
Someone commented on a post I did a long time ago about the meaning of this song. It would be a crime if I didn’t include it.
Filed under: Finalized Funeral Playlist Tagged: Death, Depression, funeral playlist, hopelessness, Pink Floyd, Suicide, The Final Cut
August 22, 2016
Finalized Funeral Playlist ‘Quite Mind’ by Justin Furstenfeld Blue October
https://youtu.be/Lmm_c5V6Olg
A slow strangle with your feet on the floor
I’ve got 14 angels and we’re sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal
I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I’m in pain but I won’t let you Band-Aid my wound
I am mad at a stage where I can’t even handle my own (can’t even handle my)
Give me a quiet mind and I…
I love you
You give me a quiet mind and I…
I love you
Until the end
Until the end
Give me strength to be kind… To combine
All the good things in life that are so hard to find
But I have and I won’t let them go like I do with my friends (my friends)
Still hearing voices… From front… From behind
They’re the reasons I choose… When to live… How to die
When to cast… When to reel
When to buy… When to steal
When to fiend for the friends that taught you
Being inappropriate will
Give me a quiet mind and I
I still love you
You give me a quiet mind and I
I love you
You give me a quiet (quiet) mind and I
I love you
You give me a quiet mind and I (you give me)
And I love you
Until the end
Filed under: Finalized Funeral Playlist Tagged: blue October, Death, Depression, funeral playlist, Justin Furstenfeld, quite mind, Suicide
August 19, 2016
“Why is my funeral playlist so important to you?”
This was the question my therapist asked me when I told her about posting the songs I want played ar my Let’s Get Stoned and Listen to meaningful music chill service. This of course my working title. I would never want a funeral in a church, frankly I don’t think God would approve it anyway. I also don’t want a depressing wear black hand out stupid lies about how much of a good person I was. I just want to be cremated or mummified so I could be used as a Halloween decoration. I certainly do not want a sign in book, I think that ends up being the final truth when you have 10 people sign it. I am way of topic, but she asked me if I had ever talked to anyone about how I want things to be handled if I were to die of natural causes or by Suicide I didn’t really know butt it is now listed here that those are my wishes. All that is needed are my 4 books and a list of specific version of songs to be played and people will know everything and be happy.
So back to why it is so important to me to have my funeral playlist posted on my block. I told her that I have been working on my funeral playlist for quite some time because the last thing I want is for another person to choose which music is perfect.
I am aware that’s if I were to put the songs on the computer or a USB drive or throw it on the God damn cloud there is no guarantee that the songs will be used, but having actual proof and the actual songs I want played posted for all to see then hopefully whoever is putting together the music is using the right songs. If for some reason things still weren’t done correctly I can leave knowing that it is out there exactly as it should be.
We talked about my dilemma of if I should or should not explain the meaning symbolism and all that shit behind one song or should I just leave it as is and let those listening 2 interpret it themselves. I am still on the fence butt what I took away from my therapist was it should be left without an explanation. But again the one thing my therapist knows about me is how important it is for me to say everything that needs to be said before I go she also knows do to the strong emotions I have on anything symbolic she knows bats there is always something I am using as a time frame to end it. I thought about that for a moment and I believe my time frame will be when my funeral playlist has been completely recorded.
I know this should have been posted prior to posting two of the songs I wanted played it probably like most things didn’t make any sense.
Filed under: Finalized Funeral Playlist Tagged: Death, Depression, funeral playlist, hopelessness, Suicide, suicide notes
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