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A low point and realisation

Greetings, fellow beings. Life is short to learn from experience and others’ life experiences teach us to be mature, understanding, kind, forgiving, sensitive, cautious and to love.

Yesterday, I felt physically tired and mentally demotivated not knowing what I really want from life. The competition can be quite disheartening and even more as I am trying a preparation strategy less walked on.

I didn’t want luxury, I am not excited to meet my future hubby, I wasn’t looking forward to my supposedly favourite specialty ctvs as it is very hectic. Neither, I am interested in a relaxed and travelling lifestyle.

A few days back, an anime plot really lit me up. It was about how a villainess had reborn trying to steer her fate away from execution. Yesterday night, I was reading a cute romantic novel without sleeping. It set my emotional right for now.

Life becomes beautiful when we are passionate about something and not just having a dream or wish but having a drive.

As I shared recently, I once subscribed to kindle for a month. I was left with one of my own books that I didn’t download yet. So, just for satisfaction, I downloaded that too and flipped through the pages earning a little revenue from that! I felt happy despite the circumstances. I felt that writing books and raising up one’s spirit or changing the way they see the world through words, is a thing I am passionate about. Apart from the medical side, I’d definitely write too.

Thanks so much! Love you

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Published on March 02, 2025 19:27

The past closed

Greetings my fellow beings! I write my reflections on whatever happens in my life and my journey to achieve my dreams. It would be so much helpful if you can share your views and suggestions to improve the experience.

Recently, I realised I don’t think about my past anymore. Maybe, it is because I completed my undergraduation course and moved on as it gave me a closure, staying at home these days makes it easier for me to stay in the present. It’s like living a dream already with so much peace.

Reflecting on my internship, I realised the main stress trigger was not work but the team work. What kind of person they are and the way they treat you. I am seriously reminding myself to remember the last line of gone with the wind – I don’t give a damn . It reminds me to give my attention to the work that matters rather than the internal relationship tugs. It would give me strength to be mentally strong and maybe boyish like maybe boys don’t give it as much thought.

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Published on February 23, 2025 00:17

Valentine and Love

Happy valentine’s day dears

I am thankful for the blush I had this morning. I was delaying my breakfast this morning. So, partially starving, I heard Jaane tu song from Chhaava movie for the first time and kept in on loop . It made me think about what my hubby would be like. What would be his strengths and what would be the weakness of him that I would endear him more for.

I am thankful for my reflections on the colours of love, I keep thinking about the relationship of marriage.

Dr. Joe Dispenza applauses solitude. The clarity of what we want. The trust we have to make our own decisions. The calm strength we have to handle our own thoughts bad, sad, gloomy, confusing, happy… They become the sunshine of people. They don’t stay by someone’s side to take something as they are self sufficient. Their presence is magnetic and strongly felt. They are passionate about their work. I aim to be someone like her

Quietly yours song from persuasion. To keep waiting for your love. It has to be a woman just described. To be sure of someone as her love of her life. Turning down other proposals and getting resigned to the life of an old maid when everyone around you is settling down. Despite the sober life, being witty and strong from within. I really like the idea of uncertain love. The strength and the emotion are strong and powerful. I don’t know if I can realistically make it work though. But I can write a story and see if it works