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2/28/2025- the prologue oh my brain chemistry was permanently altered the first time I read “love potions? for will ‘erondale?” He’s so fine. then Jem and Tessa are going out on DATES to see cows get milked and eat treats in the park. That’s like me eating $5 pizza watching men make tiktoks in times square. There’s something so.. domestic about that? Like they’re just silly tourists it’s adorable

tessa they could never make me hate you but girl u sound like a loser.. put the books down. I got second hand embarrassment. will has me blushing and giggling and kicking my feet under the sheets. im feeling very happy and content rn. Love tessa. That’s my sister. Love her.

how come I’m just noticing rn that she’s going through insane trauma and idgaf when i was 14? I was young naive and blind or maybe lacked reading comprehension

i’m sooo back

my roommate said this was manacled but without the rape so i hope i like it

i need him

i am so unbelievably bored

never wanted to stop breathing more than i do now

it’s getting harder to breathe my chest is on the brink of collapse

when I think of this book my stomach is immediately flooded with dread and my throat closes up and I can’t breathe and the backs of my eyes burn with tears its so sick

i want to kms sooo bad

FOR ME IT WAS ENOUGH TO LIVE FOR THE HOPE OF IT ALL CANCEL PLANS JIST I. CASE YOUD CALL AND SAY MEET ME BEHIND THE MALL SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING US CUZ U WERENT MIIIIINNNEE TO LOOOOOOOSE NO U WRRWNT MINE TO LOSE CUZ I CAN SEE US LOST IN THE MENORY AUGUSG SLIPPED AWAY INTO A MOMENT OF TIME CUZ IT WAS NEVER MINE AND J CAN SEE US TWISTED IN BEDSHE

wolfstar will save me from damaging my brain even further

i feel sick i want to swallow a bucket of glass shards and tie my ankles to anvils right before jumping into an ocean i think im going to vomit i cant breathe i cant see i cant think I don’t think im going to make it through the night to call my therapist tomorrow morning this is it this is the thing that’s going to bring me back to therapy after five months

SHOW ME THE PKACES WHERE THE OTHERS GAVE YOU SCARS THE MKRE THAT YOU SAY THE LESS I KNOW THE WHEREVER YOU STRAY I FOLLOW IM BEGGING FOR YOU TO TAKE MY HAND WRECK MY PLANS THATS MY MAN LIFE WAS A WILLOW AND IT BENT RIGHT TO YOUR WIND THEY FOUNT ME OUT TIME AND TIMEBAGAIN

I NEVER NEEDED ANYTHING MORE 😭😭😭😭😭WANTING WAS ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭 FOR ME IT WAS ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭 TO LIVE FOR THE HOPE OF IT ALL 😭😭😭😭😭😭 YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH 😭😭😭😭😭😭

my demons have dissipated for now

remus experiencing his first family Christmas 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THE BIRTHDAY CAKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

this woman wrote the atlas six I didn’t know she was a famous dramione author this entire time her slay

sirius helped him learn how to read 😭💕🤞

this was a snooze fest im not smart enough to read this #dnf 0/10

I want to stop living .

literally going insane again