eunice’s Reviews > All the Young Dudes > Status Update

i feel sick i want to swallow a bucket of glass shards and tie my ankles to anvils right before jumping into an ocean i think im going to vomit i cant breathe i cant see i cant think I don’t think im going to make it through the night to call my therapist tomorrow morning this is it this is the thing that’s going to bring me back to therapy after five months

SHOW ME THE PKACES WHERE THE OTHERS GAVE YOU SCARS THE MKRE THAT YOU SAY THE LESS I KNOW THE WHEREVER YOU STRAY I FOLLOW IM BEGGING FOR YOU TO TAKE MY HAND WRECK MY PLANS THATS MY MAN LIFE WAS A WILLOW AND IT BENT RIGHT TO YOUR WIND THEY FOUNT ME OUT TIME AND TIMEBAGAIN

I NEVER NEEDED ANYTHING MORE 😭😭😭😭😭WANTING WAS ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭 FOR ME IT WAS ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭 TO LIVE FOR THE HOPE OF IT ALL 😭😭😭😭😭😭 YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH 😭😭😭😭😭😭

my demons have dissipated for now

remus experiencing his first family Christmas 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

sirius helped him learn how to read 😭💕🤞