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I don't know what I'm doing because it's 3am and I have to wake up in four hours because I have work and class tomorrow but I started this and it sucked me in AND IT'S SO CUTE AND SWEET AND FUNNY AND HOT AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. If I didn't have a life to wake up to tomorrow, I'd definitely be up all night finishing this. So. Fucking. Good.

Also, it's after 6:00AM again and I read this in one sitting. Gotta love vacations.

Well, that was far more emotional than I expected. Fucking phenomenal.

Yeah, I'm not ready for this.

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

I fucking knew it. Jesus Christ. I don't want it. Take it back.

"It's easier to hide in the dark...but easier to let go too." This is, like, so painful and beautiful at the same time? And I just want to cry for hours and hug both Colt and Chey and everything just hurts.

It hurts. I want to cry.

Feelings. So many feelings right now.

There's obviously going to be a lot of drama with this, but I'm excited because it's cute and funny and yeah.

"Don't cry, Princess. You know what they say. You have to kiss a lot of frogs before you meet your prince."

Well, fuck. It's after 6:00AM. People are awake. I did not plan on staying up all night, but this book demanded me to. Looks like I found that blow-me-away book I was searching for.

Okay. What I just read MIGHT top that last thing. Fuck, this book has it all.

Well, fuck. That was one of the hottest things I've ever read. Jesus, I love this book.

Well, this is interesting.

I love Ana's dad so fucking much right now. But also, trying to digest everything that's been going on.

ohfuckohfuckohfuckohfuckjesuschristshitwhatthefuckishappeningohmyGOD.

What the FUCK. This book has soooooo much more going on than it suggests. I am so angry and upset and a million other emotions I can't explain. And there's are still so many things to come.

Jesus fucking CHRIST. Please excuse my language, but holy SHIT. There is ZERO confusion about the darkness of this book now. What the fuck did I get myself into?

Right, well then. I'm beginning to understand why some people shelved this book as dark. It has its moments.

Well, this is gonna hurt like a bitch.

And the winner My New Book Boyfriend goes tooooo: Elijah Cade.

"We can't go five minutes without wanting to tear one another apart," she whispers, and her eyes dare me to deny it. I don't. It's the truth, after all.
"So we'll tear one another apart and put each other back together, piece by piece."

Melt.

"If there's one thing I've learned in life, it's that women are always right. Never question it. It's as sure as gravity. Women are always, always right."

Damn straight.

Damn. That was emotional. Sat here sobbing and sniffling and trying to get rid of the snot. Right with my family watching. But damn if it wasn't well done! I am very impressed.

Ah, yes. She returns.

Fuck. Great. Who didn't see that coming.

Well, I'm freaking out now. There are so many layers to this story, shit, I don't know what's gonna happen. Someone said she'd never get over what happened. I'm trying to protect myself emotionally now.

Ha, ha. It's late, AKA 4:30AM, and while I'd love to stay up all night to finish this, Mom wouldn't approve. SO, I'm gonna get some shut-eye before devouring Deacon tomorrow. Night, folks!

You don't realize how much you need the people you love until you're screwed over by the people that don't love you.