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2: girl I would've ran into that pole 10000x after finding out Rhysand just watched me fantasise about him too… (yay she brought him out of him funk; BUT OH GOD, THE SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT).

2: time to rest my eyes for a little bit…

In another universe, I think the High Lord of the Summer Court and Feyre would've been so happy together :( the Tamlin she needed; without the controlling mess that happened after.

2: "You are jealous."

This is unravelling so slowly OH MY GOD

"Because if I had to listen to Rhys bed her… I didn't let myself finish the thought."

YAS MY BBYS IT IS HAPPENING IT HAS STARTED

2: IM SO HAPPY FEYRE FINALLY HAS A FAMILY WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT HER WELLBEING GOD DAMNIT

2: I totally forgot about their little sexts omfg bless SJM

2: "'What— literally should at the tattoo?'

'You could try rubbing it in certain body parts and I might come faster.'"

NGL YOU GUYS I totally wondered what would happen if she did, earlier.

2: late night chats with Rhys and Feyre yay yus yus 👏🏻😍☺

2: I looooathe Ianthe and Tamlin wow wow wow and nothing hasn't even happened… YET. Ugh. Poor Rhysand :(

2: "Did you enjoy the sight of me kneeling before you?"

I HAVE READ THIS BOOK BEFORE AND YET IM DYING AGAIN.

2: "You are my salvation, Feyre."

Wow so I think I've said I've died like 3x in this book already but look at me die again.

Swooooon.

2: the fact that I care more than I like to admit, that Rhys and Feyre held hands-- highlights just how much of a slut I am for this ship.

I'm complete trash. This is shameful. DAMN YOU, SJM.

"The voice was at once the night and the dawn and the stars and the earth, and ever inch of my body calmed at the primal dominance in it."

Cue: eyes, rolling back. Me: dead.

2: I'm enjoying all the family bonding and back stories, but it's starting to drag on. We had 3 pages of Mor basically begging to eat and not talk.

And they keep talking.

"I'm thinking that I was a lonely, hopeless person, and I have fallen in love with the first thing that showed me a hint of kindness and safety… maybe he knew that— maybe not actively, but maybe he wanted to be that person for someone. And maybe that worked for who I was before. Maybe it doesn't work for who— what I am now."

TIME TO CRY

2: I'm not gonna lie; I forgot how much panic was in this book. This does not bode well for me. Her though patterns of being trapped are exactly what my agoraphobia illicit... :/

Thank goodness Rhysand was there WOO!

Oh, and…

FUCK. TAMLIN.

HE CAN FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF.

2: I want to cry for Feyre, her HEA didn't last long at all :/ and Tam is being such a dick. Yes, protective is good to a degree-- but he wants her defenceless (and yes we all know why).

2: "Had Tamlin's teeth been inches from my throat, I would have bleated in panic."

Girl, you and I both know that's not true.

YAY MY RHYSAND IS BACK 👏🏻💖☺

2: nooo back to Tamlin :( I WANT HER TO GO BAAAACK

2: oh I'd love to hear more of their flirting; but sleep awaits.

I forgot how many great moments there are of Rhys in this! I never want to stop reading. 😍

2: YUUUUS! Perfect timing, Rhysand 😍

It's quite sad how different Tamlin is… so weird to think how beautiful he was in the last book. I cannot relive they're the same character. I'm sorry to all of those people who were major Tamlin x Feyre shippers.

2: it's so weird how lovely and nice Tamlin was in the first book and now he's simply... gross? How he and Feyre ended up makes me sad :/

2: I CANNOT WAIT to re-devour this book 😍

I'm not sure if this will be read slowly; or all at once.

Damn uni and assignments for getting in my way.

THIS IS A RERAD. ALL UPDATES WILL START WITH '2:'.

2: My kink, you ask?

Why, it could only be Rhysand saying "good girl", of course.

2: I forgot about the party Rhys took Feyre to… wow was that part of this book????? I read these pretty much back to back and I'm shocked. I guess a lot more of this happens in ACOMAF, huh? ☺👏🏻😍😧

2: "'And, Feyre,' he added, his voice a caressing murmur, 'I don't like my belongings tampered with.'"

I'M READY TO COMBUST AND DIE BYE.

2: ahhhh the simpler times, when Rhys was just a dick and Feyre loathed him.

BUT NOW I KNOW WHAT THEY ALSO THOUGHT THAT ISN'T REVEALED HERE AND IT MAKES ME ALL ☺☺☺☺

2: "I'll heal your arm in exchange for you. For two weeks every month, two weeks of my choosing, you'll live with me at the Night Court."

IT'S STARTTTTINGGGGG YES MY BBYS

2: it's just so weird to read this book and firstly, not realise all the clues, and secondly, not imagine what I already know from ACOMAF.

I envy those who are reading this series for the first time. This series is just one of those that you wish you have a memory-eraser for after, then to read it all over.

💖💖💖

2: okay… it's almost laughable how coincidental Amarantha's curse is.