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Just finished chapter 5. Why is there so much lore to this series? 35 short stories and 11 novels spanning 60 years? Fucking wild. I love it tho. With all my heart. I’m buying the series.

(48/342) Just finished chapter 1. Tell me why this shit is actual gold. I need everyone to read it. This shit is hilarious. I need to buy a copy. The lore about the author is fucking wild too. Jesus just too fucking good. 10/10 so far. Had me actually cackling.

(40/256) Ezra is like JEWISH-Jewish and Finn is a fucking weirdo. I’m here for it, ngl. I wonder what’s the actual reason for the time loop tho. ^probs their relationships with their parents. Can’t wait for the time loop shenanigans.

(550/550) I finally managed to read that last like 15 pages of this book. It was a good ending. “I am haunted by humans” is a fitting final line for Death.

(526/550) death keeps nonchalantly making these ominous statements about everyone’s upcoming deaths. Shit got so sad so quick in this book. I can’t believe everyone will die. & poor Alex Steiner- he’s sent away to war and is the only one out of his family of ~8 to survive. This shit gets dark. You forget it’s during WWII in the beginning. Note there’s air raids and Max is in a camp. Jesus Mary and Joesph.

(41/306) Deja needs fucking pepper spray? Bros getting kidnapped. Fuck that shit. How are they gonna find her?? They are actually not detectives. And who the hell is snatching up all these girls? The twin sister and the white girl are both already snatched. Are they dead? I assume so, but that seems too dark for this book. I enjoy the concept of her powers tho.

(391/398) ^forgot to update the percent

(391/398) they killed all the angels. These crazy kids better get together tho

(360/398) I can’t wait for him to be reunited with nick. Took a break and have just now finally circled back to reading

(Finished Audiobook) why was that actually so cute? I can’t wait to read the next book. I like the creatures only he can see.

(343/398) bro has fully transformed. Now he’s a heinous creature

(326/398) Why does Theo wanna have sex with him??????? Bro is a monster rn, and also pissed at u (granted, Theo doesn’t know that). It’s just hella odd. I wonder if bros gonna be tortured to have a renewed faith or as punishment for leaving before the ceremony tm.

(315/398) Benji got deadnamed and is being forced to detransition. When I think about detransitioning, I get so solemn. No one should have to do that.


Song: “Hey Bunny” by Baby Bugs

(306/398) so much has happened. Benji confessed to Nick. ALC burned down. Conrad isn’t a dick anymore, Theo betrayed Benji like I knew he would, and now Benji has infiltrated his old home. He’s got somebody horror going on off to the side tho with Seraph taking over him. Cannot wait for mother confrontation + deadname drop. It’s so good that the deadname is in here, it’s a real thing trans kids deal w/.

(181/398) holy shit bro extracted the wrong tooth. Embarrassing. I like Theo rn, but for some reason I feel like there’s a betrayal coming up. How does Nick fit into this?

(151/398) I read this all in one fucking sitting. Ummm… anyways, I need to ponder about what flood is a metaphor for. I like the trans aspect of I’m fine with my body, but I view it how the outside world views it, so I see myself as feminine, and thus I am not fine with my body. I love how the Benji is infected with a sickness, overtaking him bit by bit. The church & autism parts are relatable, but to an extent.

(9/398) strong start. I wanna know more about this fiancé, Theo. A lot of proper nouns with this book.

(381/381) I never imagined Daphne’s dad would be a rapist weirdo. I love that both Daphne and Silas transitioned together in the bathroom!! Especially with Silas cutting his hair short. This was a good book. I like the ambiguous ending with the brother. It makes the most sense for Silas. I also appreciated the rabbit being killed off. Fuck the speakers indeed.

(338/381) “Bruises” by Ellise is another good song for this book.

What the fuck also. Mary is in the basement. Charlotte is a woman hater. Daphne has fled the scene or something. I want Mary and Daphne and Silas to get out of there alive. I want Silas to cut his hair. I want him to be happy with Daphne.

This book is so gory tho. Did not expect that. The body horror is unreal. Same with all the rapes.

(281/381) He’s made it into the secret trap door. The abortion scene was fucking wild. Chapter 21 for future reference. So many of the girls are gone now. I need Silas to get his happy ending. I love how Mary and Louise are supportive of Silas. I think this book is crazy, then it gets even crazier. It’s so yummy tho. Love the conversion camp allegory.

(221/381) glass in Mrs. Forrester’s shoes are so sad. She has this pain constantly. ALSO I KNEW GEORGE WAS A LITTLE BITCH, FUCK HIM. Can’t wait for Silas to get his happy get away with Daphne. I love those two together.

(191/381) I cannot believe they took out that lady’s eyes, teeth, and tongue. Why??? All of chapter 15 was terrifying. I should not have been eating Hungry Howies while reading it. Why not just kill her? Also these people need to realize they are in this together, and gotta band together to fight back.

Song: “Angels Don’t Cry” by Ellise

(175/381) I am loving the groundskeeper. Also I think Charlotte is being raped by the head master. The hand flapping is the most relatable shit I’ve ever heard. I feel ashamed when I do it around other people too. Good for Silas that he knows that his gender is not a symptom or otherwise related to his autism. What’s happened to those girls tho? Why kill them? What are they looking for??

(153/381) the mystery with the missing girls just keep getting deeper. I hope Silas has a happy ending with Daphne.

(117/381) first off, yay me for knowing Daphne was a queer. They did foreshadow it by mentioning her feminine features all the time tho. ALSO YAY. QUEER FRIEND FOR SILAS. The hardest thing about being queer is when you’re alone. Now he’s got a pal.

(101/381) is the headmaster raping the girls? That’s what it seems to be. The trans shit in this is so relatable. How is he going to escape this miserable conversion camp? God I still want him to cut his hair. Will he give himself a DIY hysterectomy? 🤨 will we ever see the viscount‘s son again? Also what exactly happened to Frances?? I wanna binge this whole book.

(56/381) veil sickness = being queer/different. He’s going to conversion camp. He wants to preform a hysterectomy on himself. Which is… ouch.
I have a good feeling about the Viscount’s son tho. Hopefully he’s an ally or a fellow queer.

Good song for this is “Pinky Promise”.

(41/381) so we got us a trans man in Victorian times w/ a helping of fantasy. Silas is fucked now that he’s been found out @ the event. I wonder if they’re gonna claim he’s crazy. He better cut his hair eventually. I wonder what his resolution is. His conflicts are mostly systemic. Man vs society & then internalized transphobia from himself that presents as the rabbit talking. + He’s taught not to stim ⚧️

(405/405) Her mother was a lying bitch. Emma had secret family all along. I liked that this book had symbols/motifs (island & roses). I connected that all the shit w/ the secret family & leaving Justin that went down on Emma’s birthday to the Great Gatsby. Nick turns 30 during some big event. B/c they’re maturing, in this case Emma is confronting her trauma. I’m proud of myself 4 making that connection. 🏝️

(318/405) what’s gonna happen with the mother? We’re in the eye of the storm rn…