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(27/177) “Question!” By System Of A Down??
-chaotic and confusing, like the how the narrator sees normal humans

“22194” by Takahiron Obata
-for fanciness

“Crack Baby” by Mitski
-sound
-sadness/regret

(27/177) “Before anyone realized it, I had become an accomplished clown”(27) that’s actually relatable. He’s talking about masking up how he actually feels to appear more human on the outside. Also, “This was how I happened to invent my clowning.”(26). The comparison to a clown is funny. Everything about this book is top tier. Bro can’t feel the basic human feeling of hunger. He’s so far from humanity

(13/177) apparently this is supposed to be symbolic of how Japanese authors feel isolated from the rest of Asia and western society. Their works aren’t accepted by Asia or by western society as important, and they are closer to westerners than they are to their ancestors in the 1800s. Very interesting.

Listening to the audiobook, chapter 21: these bitches have inherited a curse apparently that activated after the 1 year mark of not talking to each other

(9/441) it’s 441 because I won’t be reading the novel rn. It’s too much at once. That’s a whole other book. I really like “To Science” because it’s so funny. It’s just him being like “the industrial revolution is ruining everything. It’s taking the elves from grass. No more nature or creativity!” I don’t understand “The Lake. To-“(?) like at all. Just him lurking in nature is all I see.

(315/341) the reunion crashed and burned, just like I thought. How’s she gonna go back to the convention without getting in trouble?

(301/341) oh God she’s ditching her current people to go see her bio mom. I hope she’s back in time for the competition and that she comes clean to everyone. God damn.

(283/341) The foster mother got betrayed 🫤 Gerrit(?) is a more amusing character than I originally thought. She needs to not meet up with her bio mom. It puts Barbra in a weird spot (legally and emotionally), and her mother is not well. Jess shouldn’t have to deal with her mother while she’s sick. I want her to be a family with Barbra! 🫨😵‍💫😵🐦‍⬛

Finished it. The conclusion is just the government will use u and everyone in power is a cunt

Chapter 23- making a crochet goldfish. Also why did the duchess just listen to these little children? ALSO I WANT MONA TO MAKE MAGIC BREAD 🥖

Chapter 18- whore really thinks the duchess will help her. I hope she gets strangely good at bread magic, like alarmingly good

Chapter 1: Audiobook listen while I crochet

(210/341) Jess’s Mother has a psychotic break 🐦‍⬛🫀🪦

(199/341) won a cosplay competition. Oscar and Jess are connecting with each other. Ans Barbra got the credit she deserves, good. I hope she doesn’t go through with meeting up with her bio mom in NYC. AND I CANT WAIT FOR HER TO COME CLEAN TO FUCKING ANYONE ABOUT HER MOTHER

Chapter 17- Bro Shara came out on the instagram live…

Chapter 14: RORY IS A FUCKING QUEER TOO! the reason he feels so out of place is because he likes Smith. Jesus Christ. All his little comments made sense now. Also he one liked the idea of Shara. Forced himself to think his crush was on her. God damn.

Chapter 13, this whore Smith is a nonbinary little WHORE. THIS ALABAMIAN JOCK! Smith:
No, I’m not nonbinary. I just don’t feel like a girl or a boy. And I like dressing feminine and sharing clothes with my sister. I also experience dysphoria. But I’m a football jock 🏈, so I’m a man!
Umm… sir? Why is being a man such an obligation to u?? 🤨

(126/341) Bain talked for 20 minutes, Istg. I got so much reading done. She’s starting to like cosplaying now. I hope she realizes her mother ain’t stable and she shouldn’t sneak around to meet up with her.

Chapter 8. I’m crocheting Vanessa’s butterfly while listening to this. Pretty funny, ngl. And it has me thinking about how being queer is different and not accepted in a lot of places. Ik the Emma book was like foreshadowing or a parallel to this book and Shara Wheeler. I wonder who Chole will get together with, and what Rodney(?) is up to

Listening to audio book while I crochet. I thought the mc was a lesbian, but now I think she’s bisexual. I thought she was impervious to men, damn it! Also the premise is so out of pocket. A perfect girl just whores herself out and kisses 3 people before vanishing off into the night.

(109/341) Be nicer to foster mom Barbra! She’s being nice! Nice diversity. Idk what Gerrit’s deal is, but whatever. I already know Emily is queer. I’m calling it now. I’m happy that the mc is gonna make friends. Also stop trying to contact the bio mom. Ik from an outsider’s perspective this seems like an easy thing because the mother is clearly delusional(& ghosting Jess), but irl it would be heartbreaking

(42/341) do not contact the bio mom, please. (Ik she will for sure) also how did her bio mom find her social media??? I can’t wait for her to have to sign off on a bunch of shit to travel to Chicago. This book is yummy 😋. Ik the foster mom is supposed to be good and eventually gain the mc’s trust. But if this was irl, I wouldn’t trust her at all. Too nice, I’d assume there’s ulterior motives🐦‍⬛

(26/341) Charlottes Sometimes by The Cure is the song for this book. It fits the mood and it’s by The Cure, a goth band. Fitting the story all too perfectly. This seems like a fairly easy read tbh. The chapters are light & breezy. Idk how to feel about the foster mother. She’s too nice. Also I’m definitely getting creepy vibes from the bio mom. I’m liking this book. Her mom treated her so badly tho🐦‍⬛

(13/341) Finally getting around to reading this book. Had this cunt since October 2023, now it’s 1/5/24. Her mother probably had schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. Something fucked mentally. 🕷️🕷️🕷️Like I’m sorry, bro just woke up, and the mother was fucking gone. I should read more of Edgar Allan Poe’s work. Bro wrote fun and silly things 🐦‍⬛ 💀🖤

(435/435) that was quite the ending. Rowan was saved and now is killing scythes as Scythe Lucifer. A fitting role for him.

(416/435) bro Rowan is brutal. In his test he pulled the trigger before being read the instructions. And Rowan killed 3 people. Like damn. Bro has changed a lot.

(380/435) winter conclave is approaching. Citra’s name was cleared, and Rowan will have to put up with some bullshit from Goddard

(358/435) Cirta(?) has been set up for murder. I read ahead and the guy is alive. Which is crazy. So many plot twists I don’t see coming. Maybe I’m just stupid. The guy’s death was sudden tho

(318/435) the little fat girl Esme is Xenocrates’ bastard child. That makes sense. Also I forgot all the commandments. #7 is they can kill themselves I think, and Ik #2 is no discriminating

(263/435) I can’t believe I was considering naming myself Rowan. Shit is crazy. I like it, don’t get me wrong. Idk how to put it into words. I’m the book, he’s becoming more primal. He’s enjoying killing. I wonder if he’ll become evil. The book does raise good questions about the grayness of taking life in such a society.