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May 01, 2015 08:42AM
I don't think anyone would care....
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Yes
Really? But...no ones even going to read it x_x
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Alright...I'll have to wait until I can use my computer since it's on there.
It'll probably be up before the end of today.
It'll probably be up before the end of today.
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After that I can leave.
I'm really done being here.
I'm really done being here.
I think I'll start talking less.
And make less friends.
And stop trying to help people.
And I think I'll try to become one of those lonely people.
I can probably pull that off.
And make less friends.
And stop trying to help people.
And I think I'll try to become one of those lonely people.
I can probably pull that off.
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Because you can't hurt anyone if you don't have anyone.
It won't be difficult. I'm moving anyway.
It won't be difficult. I'm moving anyway.
A new town.
But it's okay this time I want to.
But it's okay this time I want to.
Like starting over you know?
Maybe it'll be good for me. Gosh I need help. XP
Maybe it'll be good for me. Gosh I need help. XP
I think so. Ah well. My heart is just stupid xD
It is too :P
It tries to love too many people then it gets overwhelmed then it shuts down.
That's pretty stupid.
It tries to love too many people then it gets overwhelmed then it shuts down.
That's pretty stupid.
Well it's not good that it shuts down, it doesn't make it stupid though
Hmm alright. Sure hurts people though. Then it hurts me.
It's like.....I want to love everyone and I want to make everyone happy but as soon as they start to love me back I just shut off and become cold and nothing makes sense.
It's probably due to some childhood traumatizing event.
It's probably due to some childhood traumatizing event.
Well shit that really sucks
Yeah. I know. That's why I can't stand myself.
Yeah I guess. I just have to stop letting people get close to me so I don't hurt them
I think it may have something to do with me not believing in forever.
Cause it feels like everything ends
Cause it feels like everything ends
Oh well. I'm sorry to everyone who ever knew/knows me.
αƖƖιє ✳ ǀ ɗση'т кησω нσω тσ вє ѕσмєтнιηg уσυ'ɗ мιѕѕ ✳ (I'm halfway gone) wrote: "Yeah I guess. I just have to stop letting people get close to me so I don't hurt them"
Don't do that
People can gain things from knowing you
Don't do that
People can gain things from knowing you
I can't explain, but I have gained things
I'm glad. :)
Hopefully they were good things.
I think you've changed a lot.
Hopefully they were good things.
I think you've changed a lot.
They were
And I have
Thanks to you :)
And I have
Thanks to you :)
Aw I'm glad Clara. It feels like you've grown up. :')
XD nahh I'm just not depressed and worrying about shit that I don't needa worry about
That sounds pretty grown up to me. :)
Clara is right. There is much to gain from knowing you. And you've helped me grow too. :)
