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Mar 02, 2015 05:12PM
I feeeeeeeeeeel like such a child all the timeeeeeeeeeee x_x yayyyyyyyy
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which explains why no one listens...>.<
მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "which explains why no one listens...>.<"
No offense but you don't listen either.
No offense but you don't listen either.
Then grow up, Allie.
I don't know how D:
I don't know how D:
....I don't......listen .....to certain things.
if you talk to me I'd love to listen
AHhhhhhhhhhh turn this song OFF NOW!!!
>.< nooooooooooooo
It's too sad...
>.< nooooooooooooo
It's too sad...
Also, saying no offense...doesn't really do anything ._.
I try to tell you you're beautiful because its true. You say you're ugly
I always tell you I love you. You say shit about how no one loves you.
I try to always be here. you say everybody has left.
I don't understand
I just can't fucking aghhh I don't mean to be rude, its just killing me. Oh well, cause I don't mind dying and I'm just fucked up right now
I always tell you I love you. You say shit about how no one loves you.
I try to always be here. you say everybody has left.
I don't understand
I just can't fucking aghhh I don't mean to be rude, its just killing me. Oh well, cause I don't mind dying and I'm just fucked up right now
I'm a terrible person, Clara. I'm sorry...
I didn't know it hurt you...
>.< I'm really sorry.
I'll stop.
I'll stop.
Its just, remember that time when you said something about how you were trying to talk to someone out of her depression, and then she sorta ignored it and just kept writing things and you fought to try and get her to see what you were saying was true? well you do exactly the same thing as her, I don't even know.
...I'm not depressed, though. I'm perfectly fine.
But I understand what you mean and I'm really sorry. I'll stop. I didn't know...that it was upsetting you. Thank you for telling me.
People come on here and I try fucking hard to convince you how much you matter to us all, other people do to, and then later you just come on again and write more stuff and its like all of it has just flown right by you and we are left worthless and thats part of why people leave, I think
I'm sorry. You're not worthless. You're right I'm sorry. I've been dumb.
Because I see how little my words mean to you and obviously I havent been helping at all so I should obviously just leave
You wouldn't notice anyway, you already say that everybody has left
You wouldn't notice anyway, you already say that everybody has left
They do matter...
Everyone in real life has.
Everyone in real life has.
Exactly, so I'm just a fucking fictional character
Nothing I say matters right, because i'm not in "real life"
..Oh my gosh that's not what I meant!
Okay. I'm sorry for being such a freaking idiot.
And if we're all just nobody's because this isn't your "real life" then fine
I'm sorry. That's not what I was trying to say.
You're right I've been oblivious. I'm sorry.
If I blew my brains out right here and now, it wouldn't matter right? because I am not real
I pretty much am just nothing.
wonderful
Its not like I have a heart or blood, or feelings or thoughts or a voice or words or a mind
Because I'm not in real life
I pretty much am just nothing.
wonderful
Its not like I have a heart or blood, or feelings or thoughts or a voice or words or a mind
Because I'm not in real life
That.
Is.
Not.
What.
I.
Meant!!!!!!!!!!
Is.
Not.
What.
I.
Meant!!!!!!!!!!
Of course you effing matter! I freaking love you!
Well I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I've made you upset.
I'm sorry I've made you upset.
You didn't do anything.
You're right.
You're right.
I'm the one who should be sorry.
No you can say whatever you want
I'm a nobody offline why should I ever fucking think that I'd be more here
I'm a nobody offline why should I ever fucking think that I'd be more here
I'm sorry.
That's not what I was trying to say.
That's not what I was trying to say.
I'd just appreciate it if you would stop talking me out of killing myself because I'm a nobody which means theres no reason to stop me
You're not a nobody, Clara.
