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message 12751:
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Mar 02, 2015 05:36PM
I can't stop.
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მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "I care about you."
How? I'm literally nothing.
A username, everything I say is just a speck of dust in the wind of your thoughts, yeah?
How? I'm literally nothing.
A username, everything I say is just a speck of dust in the wind of your thoughts, yeah?
Of course not!
You're one of the only friends I have right now!
You're one of the only friends I have right now!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry!
>.< I love you. And I'm so sorry.
Clara, I get what you're saying. I've been immersed in online since I was like 12. Now I'm 20. I have real friendships with people online. But people still insist on using the term 'real world' for offline. They don't think about it. It's probably with the generations, like parents, who still regard online as this sort of disconnected thing from 'real life.' But Allie doesn't mean it that way. She knows we're 'real.' She cares about all of us. And I'm sure you know that too. It's frustrating, but it's a societal thing. Mindsets are still shifting. Allie is there with us, but even after making all those friends online... I've used the term 'real world.' And other people I know have too. It didn't make the online any less real... it didn't take from the relationships we had. it's just the 'real world,' the offline world, took us away from our online friends. School, parents, and all that jazz. No one is less real. She knows that. Two worlds, one reality.
I won't be like that anymore.
You can, I won't break down and be stupid anymore
You weren't stupid. I'm glad you told me.
Oh, you're not glad you told me.
It's okay...
It's okay...
I think I should go now because I look like a stupid crazy depressed nobody and nobody probably understood what I meant anyway oh well,
No, you don't have to go. You don't seem like that to me at all ever. I understood what you meant and I'm really sorry.
Why Weren't You There? wrote: "I think I should go now because I look like a stupid crazy depressed nobody and nobody probably understood what I meant anyway oh well,"Clara, I was probably the only other person besides Allie here. And you don't seem like that.
მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "No, you don't have to go. You don't seem like that to me at all ever. I understood what you meant and I'm really sorry."
.__. okay..
.__. okay..
Zechariah wrote: "Why Weren't You There? wrote: "I think I should go now because I look like a stupid crazy depressed nobody and nobody probably understood what I meant anyway oh well,"
Clara, I was probably the on..."
:/ maybe...
Clara, I was probably the on..."
:/ maybe...
Why Weren't You There? wrote: ":/ maybe..."Even if I wasn't the only one, you didn't come off wrong.
მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "Can I hug you..."
yes please...
idk if you're talking to me but yes please anyways..
yes please...
Zechariah wrote: "Why Weren't You There? wrote: ":/ maybe..."
Even if I wasn't the only one, you didn't come off wrong."
Alright thank you
Even if I wasn't the only one, you didn't come off wrong."
Alright thank you
(She's not talking to me :P And you're welcome.)
Why Weren't You There? wrote: "მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "Can I hug you..."
yes please...
idk if you're talking to me but yes please anyways.. "
Always.
*hugs*
It's okay.
yes please...
idk if you're talking to me but yes please anyways.. "
Always.
*hugs*
It's okay.
*hugs tightly*
It will be. I'm sorry I upset you. That's not what I was trying to do I promise.
It will be. I'm sorry I upset you. That's not what I was trying to do I promise.
Okay....I know you aren't trying to..
I'm really sorry I'll be more careful.
Please don't be.
Just be yourself.
I'll act more like the nothing I am.
Just be yourself.
I'll act more like the nothing I am.
I've been whiny lately and I'm sorry.
I shouldn't complain my life is perfectly fine.
I shouldn't complain my life is perfectly fine.
I'm the whiny one.
just please don't take what I said and think that you have to change what yo act like because thats not what I meant, I just mean...well... idk what i mean but if you don;t want me here I understand I'll leave when you want me too
just please don't take what I said and think that you have to change what yo act like because thats not what I meant, I just mean...well... idk what i mean but if you don;t want me here I understand I'll leave when you want me too
Not at all.
Of course I want you here!
It's our journal.
I never want you to go unless you want to.
Of course I want you here!
It's our journal.
I never want you to go unless you want to.
But you're right I have no reason to complain.
I just feel like I have to go because I'm not wanted or good enough
I want you.
And you sure as heck are good enough. You're freaking amazing to me.
And you sure as heck are good enough. You're freaking amazing to me.
მllἶε ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: "But you're right I have no reason to complain."
Thats not what I mean...
Thats not what I mean...
