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Jan 19, 2016 08:49PM
UGh I wish I could sleep.
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And all I do is complain.
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I'm a terrible person and friend
sorry about that world
sorry about that world
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I guess I'll wait till morning at least cause I often have dumb ideas at night. so it's best to wait.
I guess I'll wait till morning at least cause I often have dumb ideas at night. so it's best to wait.
And I'll just sit here and complain until I fall asleep
.....GOSH I"M A LOSER
No shut up it's true. You should see me. I'm sitting here crying about nothing. So yeah. I am. Gosh. what the heck is wrong with me?
No shut up it's true. You should see me. I'm sitting here crying about nothing. So yeah. I am. Gosh. what the heck is wrong with me?
I shouldn't be awake. And I HAVE to get my life back together. Because I'm a m e s s
I have been acting like a little four year old lately and I'm sorry everyone.
hi self
oh hey self
how's it going
oh really crappy
oh k cool
yeah.
yeah.
yeah?
yeah...
uhhhk
oh hey self
how's it going
oh really crappy
oh k cool
yeah.
yeah.
yeah?
yeah...
uhhhk
I'm a loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr x100
I don't even know why I try
>.< i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry
immmmmmmmmmmmsorrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
she finally replied. and said oh okay goodnight.
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alright. maybe she didn't want to go anywhere until midnight..
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alright. maybe she didn't want to go anywhere until midnight..
idk. or she decided that she was too busy with her other friends
oh yeah that's meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
everyone hates meeeeeeeeeeee yayyy
I'm sorry for being a jerk and being boring
>.< Just throw me off a bridge okay?
Stop killing me headache x_x
I won´t be on for a while. I do not know when I will be back. I am not going to delete my account. I am just writing this because I am being a bad friend to a few of you that have really been there for me and I am writing it on here because I have nowhere else to write it. This place was helpful when I was there but I need to get better, I have not been here because I have been going through issues and I really need to not be here, surrounded by all of this, to get better. I would like to be able to help those that are upset but I can not and I won´t because I need to be myself and I need to get better. I need to be present and not clouded and not be involved with all of that. If you have issues or something to talk about you can message me, but I probably will not reply for while. I do not know when I will be back, but you never know. I could be on sometimes, a lot, or never. Just not right now because I need to get better. But don´t let that stop you from messaging me, I´ll still here, I am not going to delete my account. I might check up frequently or not at all, this is just a warning, a warning, in case you do not hear from me in a little bit.
<3
I will be. Thank you, you be safe too.
Good to see you too, Zechariah
I will be. Thank you, you be safe too.
Good to see you too, Zechariah