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Jan 05, 2016 03:38PM
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No. I've given up on social interaction for a while. I've just been worrying about Clara.
ALLIE!!!!!! *glomp* Omigosh! I've missed you!!
Allie wrote: "No. I've given up on social interaction for a while. I've just been worrying about Clara."Why? If you don't mind me asking.
Evidently there's people who miss you. :)
Allie wrote: "Hi!!!!!"XD How are you?
Zechariah wrote: "Allie wrote: "No. I've given up on social interaction for a while. I've just been worrying about Clara."
Why? If you don't mind me asking.
Evidently there's people who miss you. :)"
I don't have a reason that you would think is good enough
Crazy.
Why? If you don't mind me asking.
Evidently there's people who miss you. :)"
I don't have a reason that you would think is good enough
Crazy.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Hi!!!!!"
XD How are you?"
I'm good. How are you?
XD How are you?"
I'm good. How are you?
Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Hi!!!!!"XD How are you?"
I'm good. How are you?"
I'm grand. Stressed, but grand. The Ask Zeus topic's been a bit vacant without you, and Hera really misses her Zeusy pie. XD
Oh wait..she wasn't missing it was Cl...something shoot. I'm bad at remembering names xP
Allie wrote: "I don't have a reason that you would think is good enoughCrazy. "
I'm sorry for those times that I haven't thought your reasons were good enough. But I will now.
Not crazy. :P Perfectly understandable.
Zechariah wrote: "Allie wrote: "I don't have a reason that you would think is good enough
Crazy. "
I'm sorry for those times that I haven't thought your reasons were good enough. But I will now.
Not crazy. :P Per..."
Oh well.
Obviously not xD
Crazy. "
I'm sorry for those times that I haven't thought your reasons were good enough. But I will now.
Not crazy. :P Per..."
Oh well.
Obviously not xD
So what are your reasons? :P Again, if you don't mind.
I'm sick of talking to people
and making crap up because I want them to be happy.
I do this every few weeks and I've realized I always have I just need a lot of time away before I'm ready to put my smile back on and help people out.
And that always happen to because I automatically run to the broken people. Apparently I can't help it. So It's just a cycle I guess. Right now I'm in that time when I just can't handle people cause they're just frustrating and all around stupid and oblivious and too sad and I just have lost the energy to help them out.
sorry to anyone one needs me right now though..I'll try to be helpful.
and making crap up because I want them to be happy.
I do this every few weeks and I've realized I always have I just need a lot of time away before I'm ready to put my smile back on and help people out.
And that always happen to because I automatically run to the broken people. Apparently I can't help it. So It's just a cycle I guess. Right now I'm in that time when I just can't handle people cause they're just frustrating and all around stupid and oblivious and too sad and I just have lost the energy to help them out.
sorry to anyone one needs me right now though..I'll try to be helpful.
Allie wrote: "Awwwwwwww Hera is back?"She's positively horrible, as usual.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Awwwwwwww Hera is back?"
She's positively horrible, as usual."
HAHAHAHAH yesssss xD
She's positively horrible, as usual."
HAHAHAHAH yesssss xD
Allie wrote: "I'm sick of talking to peopleand making crap up because I want them to be happy.
I do this every few weeks and I've realized I always have I just need a lot of time away before I'm ready to put m..."
Right. It's not easy. I've fallen into that cycle too. I'll be back to give you a better reply than that after practice. :P
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and making crap up because I want them to be happy.
I do this every few weeks and I've realized I always have I just need a lot of time away before I'm ready to put m..."
Just be blunt. Works wonders! Sure, get a nice handful of "kind nicknames", but the truth is the truth, period. Tough love.
Yeah...well I am incapable of doing that. So I just have to make up reasons for not being able to hang out.
or I just barely speak if I'm forced into a situation.
Okay hold on that's not true I can SO be mean. Like really really mean. but I can't do it intentionally. I have to be hurt first.
Allie wrote: "Yeah...well I am incapable of doing that. So I just have to make up reasons for not being able to hang out."Allie wrote: "or I just barely speak if I'm forced into a situation."
Allie wrote: "Okay hold on that's not true I can SO be mean. Like really really mean. but I can't do it intentionally. I have to be hurt first."
^^^^^
I hate confrontations, or situations were I have to be sort of mean.
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Sure I keep getting these really annoying moments more recently that make it close to impossible to interact with people which I don't understand >.> But overall, speaking out is the best option. No guilt. You just say it like it is. No is no, etc.
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Allie wrote: "or I just barely speak if I'm forced into a situation."
Al..."
That's like my life >.< Not my choice.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Yeah...well I am incapable of doing that. So I just have to make up reasons for not being able to hang out."
Allie wrote: "or I just barely speak if I'm forced into a situation."
Al..."
right? Like what if that person is super depressed that day and your one rude remark sent them off the deep end and the next day on the news you hear that they hung themselves...
How terrible would you feel? >.<
Yeah so I don't like being mean.
Allie wrote: "or I just barely speak if I'm forced into a situation."
Al..."
right? Like what if that person is super depressed that day and your one rude remark sent them off the deep end and the next day on the news you hear that they hung themselves...
How terrible would you feel? >.<
Yeah so I don't like being mean.
Cαiтℓуn ~You've got the right to remain right here with me~ wrote: "I'm more quick to speak.
Sure I keep getting these really annoying moments more recently that make it close to impossible to interact with people which I don't understand >.> But overall, speaking..."
yeah...I still can't do that though. I guess I just hope that people are like me and can figure out what I'm thinking.
Sure I keep getting these really annoying moments more recently that make it close to impossible to interact with people which I don't understand >.> But overall, speaking..."
yeah...I still can't do that though. I guess I just hope that people are like me and can figure out what I'm thinking.
Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Yeah...well I am incapable of doing that. So I just have to make up reasons for not being able to hang out."Allie wrote: "or I just barely sp..."
I do give hints though. If I don't want to talk, it's usually obvious since I will only smile, nod and make one worded answers, you know?
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Yeah...well I am incapable of doing that. So I just have to make up reasons for not being able to hang out."
Allie wrote: "or I ..."
Absolutely and yet sometimes people still don't get it and they want all up in your business. That's when you have to make up the excuse like well I have a ton of homework so I better go and then you run.
Allie wrote: "or I ..."
Absolutely and yet sometimes people still don't get it and they want all up in your business. That's when you have to make up the excuse like well I have a ton of homework so I better go and then you run.
Or.. I have to babysit, later. Or... I prefer solidarity, but thanks.
Or.. I feel really ill so..
>"< I suck at lying.
lol all of them i think would work perfectly except maybe the second one xD
And it's not lying as long as you actually do something .. so just say
oh i have a thing... so yeah gtg byeee
And it's not lying as long as you actually do something .. so just say
oh i have a thing... so yeah gtg byeee
Except when I lie my eye twitches. A lot. Also I can't keep eye contact, and I don't want people to think I'm purposely avoiding them. Except when I am.
That's why when you say it you turn your whole body in the direction you'll be leaving like you're gesturing to it. Then when they say oh okay you leave.
XDI have to admit though, I am a boss at avoiding people I don't want to see or talk to.
xD that's good :)
I mean I guess some people think you shouldn't avoid others ever.
I mean I guess some people think you shouldn't avoid others ever.
But there are times when it's necessary.
Right. sadly.
if I spend too much time alone I start spiraling down.
if I spend too much time alone I start spiraling down.
Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?
Allie wrote: "xD that's good :) I mean I guess some people think you shouldn't avoid others ever."
Sometimes, though, there are just those times when you wanna be alone and someone's trying to conversate ((using big words like a boss!! XDDD)) with you and you don't wanna hurt their feelings but on the inside you're literally screaming: "LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY."
....Or is this just me?
Yep I have that happen a whole lot.
Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"Avoid.
Cʟαяɪcє ✞Дᴄᴄєᴘт Уøця Hєαят, Døи'т Dєиy Їт✞ wrote: "Allie wrote: "xD that's good :) I mean I guess some people think you shouldn't avoid others ever."
Sometimes, though, there are just those times when you wanna be alone and someone's trying to co..."
Nope. I feel it too.
Yay! I'm not alone!But seriously...there are just sometimes when you just need to be left alone and other times when you feel like the most outgoing person in the world.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December hoping we can try again and honestly it's starting to scare me so I have memorized his voice and the way he walks so I will always notice him first and be able to run away before he even spots me :D
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December hoping we can try again and honestly it's starting to scare me so I have memorized his voice and the way he walks so I will always notice him first and be able to run away before he even spots me :D
Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December hoping we can..."
XD
Cʟαяɪcє ✞Дᴄᴄєᴘт Уøця Hєαят, Døи'т Dєиy Їт✞ wrote: "Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December..."
But really..
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December..."
But really..
Just turned in an assignment with 30 seconds to spare.
Niceeeeee! Wait...you're in class?
