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Jan 05, 2016 05:04PM
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Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December hoping we can..."
XD That's how it is with my freshman stalkers. I've taken to bringing a friend- or an escape plan- with me everywhere I go.
Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Autumn Rising •Young&Beautiful• wrote: "Allie wrote: "Or did you mean necessary to avoid people?"
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December..."
aww xP
Yeah well he knows by now that when we talk I'll be treating him like he's four years old and I'll tell him exactly what I tell him every year.
I feel really bad for him and everything but I don't know any other way to get him to move on so ugh I don't know.
Avoid."
Oh yes! Like my boyfriend from 3 years ago keeps coming back every December..."
aww xP
Yeah well he knows by now that when we talk I'll be treating him like he's four years old and I'll tell him exactly what I tell him every year.
I feel really bad for him and everything but I don't know any other way to get him to move on so ugh I don't know.
Well, what do you tell him?
He normally starts with this long apology of how he's sorry he acted the way he did and then goes on about how he wants to maybe in some way figure out if everything can still work out. He also goes on about how he still loves me even though he barely knew me.
And I say. Josiah. I forgive you. God forgives you. Now you need to forgive yourself and move on. We were young back then and I want you to move on now and find what love is really like because this is not it.
Which he gets kind of angry about and I totally understand but he really didn't love me at all it was just some huge obsession or infatuation or something like that. Really i feel terrible for him because he's stuck in this mindset where he believes that was his 'princess'. *sighs*
And I say. Josiah. I forgive you. God forgives you. Now you need to forgive yourself and move on. We were young back then and I want you to move on now and find what love is really like because this is not it.
Which he gets kind of angry about and I totally understand but he really didn't love me at all it was just some huge obsession or infatuation or something like that. Really i feel terrible for him because he's stuck in this mindset where he believes that was his 'princess'. *sighs*
I wish I could just fix him ya know? but that's probably why he hasn't moved on is because I don't just turn away when he finds me again I actually try and help him out of the situation and he confuses it for a sign of affection. ugh.
*sigh* Being nice sucks. *groan* But being mean sucks worse. And it gives you wrinkles.
Lol yes. xD Gosh I would not want those xDDD
I think there has to be a balance and I just haven't found it yet.
I think there has to be a balance and I just haven't found it yet.
And I feel terrible again.
ugh.
ugh.
Try to convince him to just be friends for now and see what happens. Remember: Don't speak for your future self, especially when it comes to liking someone, and you can't try to fix him. It never works out and someone gets hurt in the process.
I know I won't be going back to him he's not someone I would want to be with. He'd have to change a lot. He's way too childish. He freaking started kicking some other guy talking to me once. Yeah no. He's not for me. And the whole friends thing wouldn't work he'd just try and work his way back into my life. Believe me I know.
Well, you could just completely cut him out of your life forever...but that wouldn't work either. Jeez....
...Are you jeezing me or him?
And I'm trying to. that was one of the reasons I moved xD
And I'm trying to. that was one of the reasons I moved xD
Um...him.Ohhhhhhhhhhh.
Really? It's okay if you were saying it about me..
xP
xP
Nah, I usually jeez people when they're being non-sensical and you're not, so yeah.
•=•The ducks follow you...
•=•May the ducks be with you...
O_O uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>.>
<.<
o.o
*runs*
>.>
<.<
o.o
*runs*
•=••=•
•=•
Remember...the ducks follow you everywhere you go....
HOLY
.....
....
...* goes to space*
.....
....
...* goes to space*
•=• •=• •=• •=• •=• •=••=• •=• •=• •=• •=• •=•
•=• •=• •=• •=• •=• •=•
The ducks.....
AHH THEY FOLLOWED ME TO SPACE
O______________O
XDDDDDDDDDCan I steal that?
Jeez my posts from the past are ridiculously stupid. Gah.
Well except the writing some of it was actually pretty good...maybe depression makes you more creative because you're so wrapped up in so many emotions that it's easier to write with them.
Well except the writing some of it was actually pretty good...maybe depression makes you more creative because you're so wrapped up in so many emotions that it's easier to write with them.
>.< I'm so sorry I was so freaking stupid.
T_T
T_T
Clara wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ (Zeus) (Ariel) (Scar) (Astrid) wrote: "I'm out of chocolate. T.T"
*sends you chocolate of every kind*"
T_T You were too kind ...
*sends you chocolate of every kind*"
T_T You were too kind ...
Clara wrote: "*smiles and blushes*
*is breathless* I love you too.
:D hehe yay"
x_x
I'm sorry
*is breathless* I love you too.
:D hehe yay"
x_x
I'm sorry
Do you remember Ashy?
He was so sweet xD
T_T all my happy memories are so sad now
Gosh I'm sorry I'm an idiot, Clara.
He was so sweet xD
T_T all my happy memories are so sad now
Gosh I'm sorry I'm an idiot, Clara.
Clara wrote: "D: Allie..... Don't cry for me......
I know you are here for me. I love it.... I love you. And thank you. So much. For everything.
Just tonight.... I want just tonight where you don't have to care..."
I'm so sorry Clara. >.< I'm so so so sorry.
I know you are here for me. I love it.... I love you. And thank you. So much. For everything.
Just tonight.... I want just tonight where you don't have to care..."
I'm so sorry Clara. >.< I'm so so so sorry.
deleted user wrote: "*purple lights flash*
Uh....
*crawls slower*
*hand hits something like string*
Oh no....oh no oh no oh no. This better not be a spider web.
*lights flash again*
*its a spider web*
O.O
Ahhhhhh"
xD we went on so many adventures. :)
Uh....
*crawls slower*
*hand hits something like string*
Oh no....oh no oh no oh no. This better not be a spider web.
*lights flash again*
*its a spider web*
O.O
Ahhhhhh"
xD we went on so many adventures. :)
Clara wrote: "D:
Allie is not in the underworld.... Allie is here."
deleted user wrote: "no she died without you"
Clara wrote: "No she didn't!!!! Even if she did, she would be in heaven"
deleted user wrote: "aww. thats sweet but shes gone and youre the only one who can save her."
Clara wrote: "How do I save her?"
deleted user wrote: "you know....*magic noises*"
Clara wrote: "*saves Allie with my awesome magical powers*"
All the times you saved me :')
Allie is not in the underworld.... Allie is here."
deleted user wrote: "no she died without you"
Clara wrote: "No she didn't!!!! Even if she did, she would be in heaven"
deleted user wrote: "aww. thats sweet but shes gone and youre the only one who can save her."
Clara wrote: "How do I save her?"
deleted user wrote: "you know....*magic noises*"
Clara wrote: "*saves Allie with my awesome magical powers*"
All the times you saved me :')
Clara wrote: "*also falls asleep*
Goodnight Allie.... I love you... ❤️"
I love you too. :'(
Goodnight Allie.... I love you... ❤️"
I love you too. :'(
Clara wrote: " But i don't really matter that much "
Yes you do. You're incredibly important.
Yes you do. You're incredibly important.
deleted user wrote: "People: can you scoot down I want to sit next to my friend
Me: sure....*moves*
Person: can we switch spots I want to sit by her
Me: uh yeah...*moves again*
Other Person: Sorry I have to sit t..."
UGH I remember that.
Jeez people are so aggravating sometimes.
Me: sure....*moves*
Person: can we switch spots I want to sit by her
Me: uh yeah...*moves again*
Other Person: Sorry I have to sit t..."
UGH I remember that.
Jeez people are so aggravating sometimes.
UGH do you remember that time someone told us to get our lives together and stop faking our sadness. Jeez.
deleted user wrote: "You're not 'fine' if you're crying.
You're sad and I'm sorry.
I wish I could heal you.
I wish I could take your amazing heart and sew it back together.
I wish I could hug all your pain away.
I wish I could just make you happy and you wanted to be."
You're sad and I'm sorry.
I wish I could heal you.
I wish I could take your amazing heart and sew it back together.
I wish I could hug all your pain away.
I wish I could just make you happy and you wanted to be."
Clara wrote: "I love you so frickin much"
really? ;3
really? ;3
deleted user wrote: "Psst we're weirdxD"
Clara wrote: " but it's fun xD "
:3
Clara wrote: " but it's fun xD "
:3
deleted user wrote: "I haven't been here for you. And I'm still not.
So yeah I'm sorry. :("
I was never that great of a friend I'm really sorry for that.
So yeah I'm sorry. :("
I was never that great of a friend I'm really sorry for that.
My random writing practically predicted the future... O.o
