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[Erin]

Imperfect, but still, beautiful.

[Erin]

Also smart and hard working and a fantastic person

[Erin]

Okay what the fuck am I talking about?

[Erin]

I hate myself so much

[Erin]

Had an anxiety attack in math and probably made a sub feel like shit. Yep, that's me. Totally a great person. *Rolls eyes*

[Erin]

Guys my feet look so weird

[Erin]

I think my ankle is still swollen but I can't tell

[Erin]

It's weird not bring able to tell if your own ankle is swollen but I literally can't tell idk

[Erin]

They hurt so bad though

[Erin]

Also I don't know why but I keep wanting to laugh XD

[Erin]

Omg she's right

[Erin]

I can write so well sometimes

[Erin]

Why do I hate myself

[Erin]

Come On, Me, give me answers

[Erin]

Wait shit nevermind

[Erin]

I'm tired of making lists

[Erin]

I make too many

[Erin]

Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason except a feeling of sudden urgency xD

[Erin]

Gods I'm going to hate myself later

[Erin]

Oh wait xD

[Erin]

I'm just so proud of them

[Erin]

I keep hurting them but I'm proud of them

[Erin]

Lol they hate me too

[Erin]

I just got rid of my beautiful profile picture fir something so stupid

[Erin]

Whyyyyyyyyyyy

[Erin]

They look weird

[Erin]

I don't like them

[Erin]

Hey, it's the best profile picture of me: weird and something I don't like xD

[Erin]

I hate myself but dam for someone who's had a terrible day I'm sure liking this laughing gig

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason except a feeling of sudden urgency xD"

XD"

I'll count that as support XD

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason except a feeling of sudden urgency xD"

XD"

I'll count that as support XD"

Okay. :) ..."

Yay! :)

I have absolutely no idea! I think I'm going insane! Because I literally had a terrible day but I feel so slaphappy right now XD How are you?

[Erin]

I really ought to stop hurting my foot though but spinning is so fun *spins again for effect*

[Erin]

Or maybe I should just stop hitting it against the wall and the table and the chair and the other foot lol I'm a mess

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason except a feeling of sudden urgency xD"

XD"

I'll count t..."

It's fine; I've had worse. Haha yay I am experiencing feeling- wait what? XD I'm glad you're okay. And yeah, that's true. I'm defiantly glad you're better than yesterday.

[Erin]

Omg today in gym we played kick ball

[Erin]

My feet wanted to kill both me and the gym teachers XD

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason except a feeling of sudden u..."

Oh no. What ever shall we do? (view spoiler)[ I know. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

The Rest of today to-do list

- Finish SS project
- Respond to Alia on Discord
- Message friend back about being friends again
- eat dinner without trying to get out of it
- be on Goodreads because, well, life.
- go to bed early because sleep.

Yep, that's about it.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my profile picture for no reason..."

(view spoiler)[ Stop apologizing to me. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I kinda wanna make my feet my ..."

(view spoiler)[ I'm not the one facing the consequences of your actions. You can apologize to yourself, but you have no reason to apologize to me. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Brb gonna go get some more chocolate milk

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Okay but I..."

(view spoiler)[ maybe you're supposed to apologize and I'm just weird for trying to stop you. It's just it hurts me to see others in pain, who have done or are doing worse than what I've done, because I feel selfish for having done anything. An apology because of it makes me feel like shit because I never apologized for it, so I get that you're trying to be a good person by apologizing and that you feel bad and like you should apologize, but at the same time I don't want you to feel forced to apologize to me either. I care about you a lot, but I'm still a pretty selfish person who as much as she hates herself is addicted to her own views. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."

(view spoiler)[ You're fine. I'm just stating the facts. *hugs back* (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wr..."

You're fine haha. I apologize too much so I kinda get it.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wr..."

Okay but literally same XD

[Erin]

I also thought that Giants would be the one to takeover the world. Turns out I might be right XDDD

[Erin]

Too bad it wasn't the cats

[Erin]

"Well I'm not as dead inside as the butterflies in my stomach."

- dialogue from a book I may never right

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*


ERIN WE HAVE EVERYONE IN MY BAND NOW!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I share a birthday with my drummer