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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Mar 24, 2018 07:18PM
Imma end up locked up
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Probably my mom would have them do it.
Like yes mom threaten to put me into a mental hospital instead of fix any of my actual problems
Omg he was trying to hug me and I was like I don't like hugs
I think my mom gets annoyed with me but I don't even fucking care
He ruined a Halloween party for me last year so I don't even care
I care about my mom
And her excuse was "a woman has her needs"
She fucking pisses me off with that crap
She makes woman out to be less than what we are
As if all we need is sex
He literally treated her like shit. He cheated on her, even if it was with some fucking robots. He was still trying.
She keeps trying to cover up everything
And it bothers me because she deserves to find happiness but this, Bill, isn't happiness
Every once in a week I got to just vent about them because their so ugh
I was going to say awhile but week seems more accurate
They're on the chair that my feet are on
Oh Erin :(*does Erin's preferred method of comfort thay is not a hug*
Response tomorrow on Discord, swear on the Marauder's Map.
Night
Alia wrote: "Oh Erin :(*does Erin's preferred method of comfort thay is not a hug*
Response tomorrow on Discord, swear on the Marauder's Map.
Night"
I actually really do like hugs; I just wanted an excuse not to hug him XD I also tell my friends at school I don't like hugs because I feel awkward. Why do I lie so much? Anyways...
*does Erin's preferred method of comfort that is not a hug back because even she doesn't know what it is* XD
And you're fine but ooh you be swearing on a lot xD
But goodnight! :D
I was going to try to start responding to roleplays again this weekend but I don't really feel up to it or think that I'm going to have time, so I'll probably just started playing again during Spring Break.
I feel bad for everyone I'm roleplaying with
But nobody has yelled at me yet so that's a plus
I kinda wish they would. It might make me less angry at myself, or at least less focused on how I feel about myself XD
I'm going to get off Goodreads for tonight hopefully because I think it's my migraine that's making my eyes hurt so much from being around light, so I'm going to try to sleep.
I haven't been proud of anything i wrote for them
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