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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Jan 04, 2018 09:57AM
And now all I can think about is how I once yelled at a kid for jumping out at me from the shadows on my walk to the bus stop and how I was literally crying.
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I was already afraid and now I have a bigger reason to be afraid.
It's ironic how a girl who wanted to die can be so afraid of being murdered.
It's because she just discovered she wants to live.
My mom's already reported him and she plans to get a restraining order against him.
I won't allow myself to due because of him.
Erin wrote: "And he keeps stalking my other family members too and it's pissing me off."oh god *hugs*
btw Erin I'm a vampire now. My fav band member, Ben Bruce, from my fav band, Asking Alexandria turned me into a vampire.
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "And he keeps stalking my other family members too and it's pissing me off."oh god *hugs*"
Thanks Kavy *hugs*
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "btw Erin I'm a vampire now. My fav band member, Ben Bruce, from my fav band, Asking Alexandria turned me into a vampire."Whatttt? You're a vampire?! THAT'S SOOO AWESOME!!!!!!
I'm not the type of vampire from twilight tho because vampires don't sparkle
I think Twilight is hilarious, which I don't think it's supposed to be. I just like making fun of it XD
Erin wrote: "I think Twilight is hilarious, which I don't think it's supposed to be. I just like making fun of it XD"I like vampires tho, I don't like the vampires that sparkle tho
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "Good God! Your mother's boyfriend has issues! If it isn't too late *hugs*"I know! Thankfully they've broken up now, though her current boyfriend has his own issues, too, though nothing as extreme as stalking and threatening to murder people. But it's not too late since I'm not dead XD *hugs*
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I think Twilight is hilarious, which I don't think it's supposed to be. I just like making fun of it XD"I like vampires tho, I don't like the vampires that sparkle tho"
That makes sense. The sparkly ones are too blinding.
Agreed. I also don't like Bella, because she does nothing
Yeah, for real though. She's a terrible female lead. Like if you're going to make her lead, she has to change and develop into someone and not just do nothing.
I haven't even read the books but I'm still talking trash XD I have seen the movies though, and I know that the movies most of the time get things wrong but I've heard lots of bad things about them so I have no interest in reading them.
Erin wrote: "Yeah, for real though. She's a terrible female lead. Like if you're going to make her lead, she has to change and develop into someone and not just do nothing."Agreed! girls are capable of fighting just as much as guys are. girls can be heroes just as much as guys can. Because look at Hermione, and Luna and Annabeth, and Katniss and Tris, and all those other main girls in books.
fun fact:there was a time in my life when I wanted to be a hero, and save lives
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Yeah, for real though. She's a terrible female lead. Like if you're going to make her lead, she has to change and develop into someone and not just do nothing."Agreed! girls are capa..."
Yes, that's exactly it. And what would have been cool is if she thought she couldn't save her life in the beginning, she thought others had too, but that she learns that she can save herself, that she doesn't have to rely on other people all the time like some actual character development.
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "fun fact:there was a time in my life when I wanted to be a hero, and save lives"
fun fact:
I still do.
Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Yeah, for real though. She's a terrible female lead. Like if you're going to make her lead, she has to change and develop ..."yeah, agreed
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Yeah, for real though. She's a terrible female lead. Like if you're going to make her lead, she has to change..."Yes!!! And yay agreement XD
OOH I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T SAID ANYTHING YET.
I'm going to be cosplaying Mabel Pines from Gravity Falls.
Erin wrote: "I'm going to be cosplaying Mabel Pines from Gravity Falls."that's awesome!!
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "I'm glad for you! :)"Thanks! :D
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm going to be cosplaying Mabel Pines from Gravity Falls."that's awesome!!"
Yeah!!
I'm so mentally tired from today and I don't really know why.
I'm supposed to be getting better, not worse.
Plus, it's not like they've made any dinner. Or breakfast. Or lunch.
I did share a plate of pizza rolls with my sister though so that's good. It's something at least.
My doctor asked me if I ate three meals a day and I said yes XD
I guess one good thing about school us it reminds me I have to eat, but even so sometimes I skip.
I know, I know it's not good that I do that.
But sometimes I just can't get myself to get in the line, you know? And other times my homework isn't finished so I have to do it.
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