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[jay, rip]

thabks rip

[jay, rip]

i have a date tomorrow,,,,

[jay, rip]

jay wrote: "i have a date tomorrow,,,,"

his name is tyler & he’s 6’5 & i barely come up to his chest so i have to literally. look up to talk to him. & we’re going record shopping & then getting sushi & also to a comic book store

[jay, rip]

i like this guy & it’s not tyler yet i’m going out w tyler tmr ,?

[jay, rip]

who knows maybe i’ll crane my neck to look up at 6’5 tyler in a used record store & i’ll fall in love w him

[jay, rip]

gotta stay open minded right

[jay, rip]

anyway so tyler was referring to me as Jay for this entire time i’ve known him but yesterday i sent him a screenshot of my music & he saw what my airpods were named & now he calls me bun pls help

[jay, rip]

anyway if u need me i’ll be crying

[jay, rip]

are you really a caucasian female if your middle name isn’t Rose, Marie, Nicole, Ann, or Lynn?

[jay, rip]

when boys think they can tell u who u can/can’t talk to, what you can/can’t do, etc.... like??? i didn’t ask your fucking permission

[jay, rip]

did i mention that i saw jefferson starship live

[jay, rip]

i also saw this great 80s cover band & it made my heart happy

[jay, rip]

also went to a classic car rally which was fun

[flwr]

Do I count if my middle name is Marie but spelled completely wrong

[jay, rip]

flwr wrote: "Do I count if my middle name is Marie but spelled completely wrong"

how is it spelled

[flwr]

OH MY GOD YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW THAT ANYMORE ERASE IT FROM YOUR MIND

[jay, rip]

LFMKASJSJDJAKAMSNDNkaksbxjsj

[jay, rip]

WHO WROTE YOUR BIRTH CERTIDICATE

[flwr]

Can you actually not keep it in here because I just googled my name and found fat 12 year old me and I am embarrassed:)))

[jay, rip]

yeah i got you

[flwr]

Thanks boo

[jay, rip]

anytime fam

[jay, rip]

anyway i’m like hoping i at least get a kiss from ty tmr

[jay, rip]

i love kisses

[jay, rip]

i’m gonna go 2 sleep now i’ll
update y’all after the daw

[flwr]

can you kindly fuck off :))))))))

[jay, rip]

ok so like tyler & me went out 2day & he was super sweet & every time i picked something up 2 buy it, he bought it for me,,,,, & he has a sexy car & we did in fact kiss

[maggie - ✿]

jay wrote: "“well MAYBE if you werent too busy having SEX WITH MY DAD, i could’ve kissed you goodnight!!!”"

o h

[jay, rip]

princessa | 木星 wrote: "jay wrote: "“well MAYBE if you werent too busy having SEX WITH MY DAD, i could’ve kissed you goodnight!!!”"

o h"

how far back to you go to find this

[jay, rip]

my life is a fucking mess, but what else is new

[jay, rip]

here’s an update since aug 6th bc apparently it’s the 12th now:

i’m going to florida (fort lauderdale) in like a week lmao literally the day my parents get back i’m leaving with my cousins, i think our flight leaves the 19th

parents still aren’t here, life still kinda sucks

i haven’t gone out with tyler since that first date but we talk pretty often bht my thing is that he’s super nice & sweet but honestly i’m not really physically attracted to him & that’s an issue tbh

[jay, rip]

i’m more attracted to Tyler’s car (it’s a vintage jaguar) than i am attracted to tyler himself

[jay, rip]

tyler texted me 42 times over a span of 8 hours (i didn’t answer any) so uh yeah i’m not really talking to tyler anymore lmao

[jay, rip]

anyway i has a panic attack at work and it was so bad that my manager tried to call paramedics but i wouldn’t let her

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Oh man that sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. I came close to a panic attack today too but I'm guessing entirely different reasons. At least your manager was willing to be so helpful, even if paramedics aren't really necessary in those situations..

[jay, rip]

yeah she meant well, i think she just wanted to call because my heart rate spiked above 200 bpm & i got really dizzy

[jay, rip]

the group we have going on vacation is lit, we leave on monday

[jay, rip]

y’all

[flwr]

What

[jay, rip]

it was supposed to be an apology for inactivity but then i got distracted rip

[Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛]

Boy I still remember when I had no idea this was your journal because of the amount of different people that comment in it lol

[jay, rip]

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Boy I still remember when I had no idea this was your journal because of the amount of different people that comment in it lol"

mood

[jay, rip]

my life is a fucking :) wreck :)

[jay, rip]

like it’s to the point where i’m in a relationship but i’m not

[jay, rip]

like?? we act like a couple?? i have him text me when he gets home safe & he calls me babe/baby & he wants me to meet his parents but we’re not officially dating yet & he’s 10 years older than me & also his name is the same as my dead brother & he’s catholic

[jay, rip]

at the same time that this is going on, i have 3 other boys on my back & my dad is trying to set me up with one of his friends sons

[Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛]

jay wrote: "are you really a caucasian female if your middle name isn’t Rose, Marie, Nicole, Ann, or Lynn?"

well dang guess I'm not a caucasian female then

[jay, rip]

it has been a HELL of a week and here are some highlights:

met a cute cute boy
changed the entire direction of my life/future
reunited with some friends!
made a sex worker VERY happy! not with sex but with affection and cuddles and recognition! no sex was had
cute cute boy is cute cute
like REALLY cute. we went on a date. and it was fun. and we’re going out again on tuesday. and i like him a lot.

[jay, rip]

contrary to public belief, i am not on crack

[jay, rip]

tuesdays date was. incredible. and i rly like him?? like a lot