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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Oct 25, 2017 04:27AM
I WANT TO GO HOME RIGHT NOW! THIS VERY INSTANT!
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If any of the attributes pointed out by Ahana and Mays are true in Hallie's case, let another person come and comment on the journal!....
Hi! XD
I'm sorry :( Hope everything's alright. And good luck with that Instagram! I'm not allowed to have one but almost all of my classmates do. I've heard it's pretty fun :) and if you don't get that deep into the drama of your school, it's even better. Idk I'm always that weird person who people only see at school because I don't have that social media- I'd much rather have all of you than just an Insta and Snapchat for my irl friends though <3
*looks at what Alia did* You can't do that! Anyway, hey! :D
I suppose I'm homesick. I'm having it so that I can know whether my old friends are still alive (or rather, they can know that I'm unfortunately still alive) I'm the same, too xD But I keep missing important notices due to that since I don't really talk much to anyone to learn what the union said about a particular event. I even missed assignments because I'm not on any social media they are on. Otherwise, like you, I'm content with you all :)
This could have been a great opportunity, though, but I would have really hurt some people then. My grandparents get tensed way too fast and easily. I don't think it would have done them any good if they found their granddaughter dead in one of their rooms.
Maybe I should go down to that basement and meet the counsellor....... At this rate, I'll wind up dead very soon.
But the thought of talking to someone....... It makes me nauseous.
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I really, really, badly want to be home....
Hallie wrote: "Boring...... Would anyone like to try this?"
If I was rating myself, I'd say 4, 11, 12 and 19.
Distraction, distraction, distraction.....
Mays, how is your birthday treating you?
Mays, how is your birthday treating you? 
I’m being very extra but I’d put 4 (which just really means I think you’re quick witted XD), 7, 8, 9, 13, 14, 15, 18, 20, 21, 23, 24 :) I am the person Alia has foreseen who would agree with mentioned attributes, and I thus prove that they are true xDYou’re almost there Hallie! 3 more days!
I admit 4 is true. I indeed am sarcastic, but the rest.... The sky didn't fall on me, so it's false! xDI can't bear it!!! I'm not coming back for a long, long time, and I'm making sure everyone knows that.
Hallie wrote: "Boring...... Would anyone like to try this?"
1, 7, 8, 9, 13, 14, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24
about the instagram ( I use to have insta I deleted it twice) things my friends won’t notice who my followers are tbh with them and the people in my school it’s the majority of your followers than who your followers are. majority add their friends friends friends schoolmates and people they don’t know tbh like my friend has like 2K on instagram and one person was like ‘omg ur so lucky I’ve only got 800’ 😂
I have 567 followers. And some of them are my friends from high school, and some of them are my friends I met on Insta, I became really good friends with some of the ppl I met on Insta, and one of my followers is my hero, and some of them are my cousins. I love my followers tho cause they are so amazing. But there are some that I am more closer to.
Sara, you're right! I saw that one of my friends has 551 followers and I thought, "How on earth does she know so many people?" Then I went to another friend's profile to see 1,200+ followers there *faints* I've known these people ever since they came to school, and there is no way they know even half of their followers no matter how gregarious they are! Kavy, I think I understand how you got them. You're awesome so people definitely want to follow you! :D
Oh, and good morning! Today's Thursday! I'm leaving tomorrow!!!!!!! :D If I'm not coming on here really early on Saturday morning, that means I'm busy screwing the crap out of my mother.
I HAVE 21 FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR!
To-do List
• Guitar:
(view spoiler)
• Write and record a few songs
• Write short stories
• Make Rubik's cube video for H
PinkLoki(Shine) wrote: "I HAVE 21 FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR!"Wow!!! Did I follow you? I don't remember. If I haven't, please tell me so that I can :)
PinkJotunLoki is me. I can't remember your username.
Halliestudying I think. It's been a while since I logged in.I'll just change this song, then I'll log in and check.
Never. Ever. Even. Dream. Of. Bringing. Me. Here. Again.If Mum wants to come, she can come on her own. I'll live in the school's cafeteria.
Crappy Song Writing Time Again!
The most productive thing I'm doing is writing stupid songs. It's the one thing that keeps me sane here.
In Your Eyes
Long ago, all we had is each other
Long ago, you said we'd never leave one another
Long ago, you would proudly say I'm your friend
That was long ago I can barely recall how it was.
But as years flew past our lives
You let go of my memory
You still see me walking around
Yet you choose to pretend I'm a ghost.
'Cause in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to know.
And in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to love.
Days are getting colder just like you
I was alone long before you left me
Now I walk this path all on my own
Even though you're ahead with your new friends.
But as years flew past our lives
You let go of my memory
You still see me walking around
Yet you choose to pretend I'm a ghost.
'Cause in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to know.
And in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to love.
You come far, far from there
But you left me behind in the past
Where you laughed with me and smiled at me
Unlike now
But as years flew past our lives
You let go of my memory
You still see me walking around
Yet you choose to pretend I'm a ghost.
'Cause in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to know.
And in your eyes
In your eyes
I'll be
The one you used to love.
In your eye, eye, eyes baby
In your eye, eye, eyes baby
In your eye, eye, eyes baby
I'll be
The one you used to love.
Please don't forget the tune, Hallie!
I hope you miss me when I'm gone.Why do I have to go around and show myself to everyone? Why can't they come over to see me?
For all I know, I'm the dying girl.
The youngest member of the family dying before everyone else.....That sounds good.
It's a Wednesday, which means I'll have to wait another 45 minutes in school.
One last chance......It's been a lot of last chances.
"She's always on her phone. She won't even get out of that room."Yep, and well, wanna know a secret? I sat on that chair in that room for hours googling how to commit suicide.
"That phone must have been what spoiled her."Definitely yes! Oh, and it also kind of extended my life span from fifteen years and four months to sixteen years and three months.
Mum's going to some random person's father's (she claims her classmates father but who knows. She's friends with this whole town) funeral. If dad calls, I'm saying, "Papa, Mama left me alone and went to someone's funeral!" When he hears that, he'll laugh and ask, "Whose funeral?" And I'll reply, "Who knows?" Then when she comes back, he'll call her and ask the details of the funeral. Could be useful, you know.And one fine day, they'll have a funeral to organise.
Right funerals.That leaves a question: What kind of flowers would be there at my funeral?
Black dahlias?
Hallie wrote: "Sara, you're right! I saw that one of my friends has 551 followers and I thought, "How on earth does she know so many people?" Then I went to another friend's profile to see 1,200+ followers there ..."Thanks Hallie!! I have 773 followers on one of my accounts on twitter, and I only got twitter like, 7 months ago
Hallie wrote: "Crappy Song Writing Time Again!The most productive thing I'm doing is writing stupid songs. It's the one thing that keeps me sane here.
In Your Eyes
Long ago, all we had is each other
Long ago..."
it's amazing
I still need to tune my songs. Lilly is helping me with one of them
it's personal
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