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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
I think half the audience watched it because of her in it, so it was pretty dumb to kill her off so soon. Plus I really like her acting, especially in Victorious and Sam and Cat. As for PLL, I seriously don't get where A got the freakin machine. Apparently, one can play games and print stuff?? What even is this.
I love her, so I was really mad at them for that. Me too! And I love her singing as well :) Exactly! They never explain how A did it. A is one step ahead, but how?
I'm so dumb, I forgot how to tie my own hair.
Zayday: "The baby in the belly has to be O positive."I actually paused the show there, so I don't know how it proceeds, but I think this has a small problem. O positive is the most common blood type, so it's easy to find more than one person with that blood type. In fact, I am O positive (since that depends upon the rhesus factor and not a person's qualities, I not B-ve). So anyway, my point is there could be multiple people with the same blood group, or it could just be a coincidence.
But of course, in the show, they lay out their suspicions looking at the age and other factors, but I just wanted to say that out for some reason.
One male amongst the staff with O positive blood?! One?!
Hallie wrote: "I could contradict most of those and nullify them with my heinous attributes.1. Really, my vocabulary isn't that good. Why do people say that? It's just a bit, um, different?
2. Firstly, I'm not..."
1. That first sentence of yours, despite making me very sad, only proves your abilities. I would have never thought of those words. And now, when all of us are guilty of using the same words/phrases over and over and over, different is admirable.
2. Yes, you are!!! Your grades and your writing, even this journal, proves it!! True, being respectful is a universal rule, but not everyone follows it. Even on Goodreads, people slip up on occasion. Do I blame them? No, we all have bad days, and I've done it myself. Have I seen you be rude to another person here, ever? No, not at all! As I said earlier, I only wish you could use the same kind words on yourself that you think up for others. As much as respect matters when it comes to others, you should put yourself first. Also, keep this in mind. The ideal human being would give everyone the same amount of respect, but none of us are ideal. We're likely to return respect in the same volume that it's given in. So you shouldn't feel bad about having a harder time respecting some people who haven't given as much, as long as you try, which I'm sure you do. Also, being introverted/someone of few words/not always enthusiastic or smiling in real life does not make you unkind. I'm one of those people who shows it much better in text. Don't be so hard on yourself! Introverts exist for a reason.
3. See above. It's harder to show compassion to anyone who hasn't given you the respect you deserve. And I'm sorry if I ever annoy you.
4. True, but no! Didn't you see the way Diana spoke to you before the group closed (at least, I think it was her)? She was so kind and apologetic and I think she was really thankful that you were there.
5. I'm going to PM you :)
6. Yes, and it's good that you can't be that evil irl XD But it shows your willingness to divert and explore as a writer. And if making your character go through a major transition is selfish, then I'm the most selfish person on earth for knocking Shade and Corvus down yesterday.
7. Yes you were! Ah, I see. Still though, you could have made the choice to go against your parents. Maybe it wouldn't be a smart one, but you could have. I'm sorry that they didn't show you the respect you deserve and let you recover from sickness. I do believe you are dedicated, however.
8. No one who earns 90+ grades does so without working for them. School matters to you, and that's commendable in itself.
9. First of all, I'm telling you, your singing sounded good! And the point is that it's going to keep getting better and better. The arts should be for everyone, not just the most talented. If music takes you away from things that trouble you or makes you feel any better, even if it's just when you're playing it, then it's worth it. Why do you think I keep loving to dance even though I can't lower myself to the ground on a split, get my legs straight when they are high up in the air, and have a height measurement that suits almost any sport better than ballet? It's a part of my life that keeps me going and defines who I am. And the same could be said with your music.
10. I'll include this in my PM.
I don't want any of this to come off as whiny or argumentative, but you, Hallie, are a one of a kind person who is awesome. I think this world will have a place for you eventually, even if you're not feeling it now. My greatest wish is, one day, for you to discover that you matter more than any human can fully comprehend. Just like each and every one of us.
I'm going on hiatus after I wrap up some stuff- please take care of yourself, okay? You matter to me so much and I'm not sure you fully realize it :)
I'll uh respond to that tomorrow, but you really don't have to worry about it since you're going on hiatus! Good luck! :)
To-do List• Finish Scream Queens, and stab those challengers to death• Decide what show/anime to watch next (maybe Fairy Tail or Danganropa?) - Sam and Cat
• Remove the laundry from the clothes line
• Start bullet journal
• Start astronomy journal• Organise study table (I like my study table a little messy!)
• Find new books to read
• Work on roleplay group
• Work of characters in the Harry Potter group• Respond to roleplays
• Do something reckless
• Begin to write for the August Competition in the Blazing Readers & Wordy Writers group
Uhhhhhh I wish I had a character as complex as Corvus or Shade!!! -_-
May͛a wrote: "I think half the audience watched it because of her in it, so it was pretty dumb to kill her off so soon. Plus I really like her acting, especially in Victorious and Sam and Cat. As for PLL, I seri..."I love victorious that show was like my childhoold
I miss all the old shows that I used to watch and love :( why did they have to end?
Also Hallie your birthday is on the same day as National booklovers day
Hallie wrote: "I'll uh respond to that tomorrow, but you really don't have to worry about it since you're going on hiatus! Good luck! :)"Hallie wrote: "Uhhhhhh I wish I had a character as complex as Corvus or Shade!!! -_-"
No rush :) And I have to respond to one roleplay during my hiatus, so I'll probably come here too :) I just can't do as much as I was. Thank you!!! :)
If you don't feel you do, you could try to make one of yours like that :) It's admittedly hard with a regular student. You could probably accomplish a lot of complexity with Lucy :) She seems like a good candidate for it, and not because she's a Death Eater. Same goes for Laura. I think the key to Corvus and Shade's development is their relationships and experiences :) Perhaps you could build some relationships and then initiate a bit of drama. XD
Alia [full hiatus until 8/19] wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I could contradict most of those and nullify them with my heinous attributes.1. Really, my vocabulary isn't that good. Why do people say that? It's just a bit, um, different?
2. F..."
1. That probably sounded like I was showing off. And candidly, you write so much better than me. Comparing your roleplays with mine, they are on completely different levels: yours intriguing and descriptive, while mine contains nothing but mere actions of my character.
2. Well, in that case, you might want to head over to the bookclub I moderate and see my Draconian rules there - and most importantly, I can be biased even before knowing a person, and ridge away diss them. Besides, one particular member is still being targeted by me just because I didn't have a really good impression of him when he first joined. I kicked him out once without a legitimate reason, conveniently lied to him, said a couple of unkind things and even though later I sought advice from Kim and apologized to him, assuring that it would never happen again, I repeated it at least thousand times. I might have castigated him around 10 times this month, and objected everything he posts. Let's not even go to the part where I secretly patronise him for his "brash" comments. Basically, I could be god-modding, which is definitely not acceptable. And since I set the rules there, I also break them when I want to on the sole basis of my own prejudice, and behave in an unkind manner. So if you see a kinder version of me in one group doesn't really make me kind because that could imply two things: you guys are so awesome your deserve it, or I'm totally faking it. Now coming to the point, I can easily not comment and let him be in peace, but I won't do that. I can diplomatically speak, but I'd rather be dominating. I could be less stringent, but I'll still impose rules as an when I wish. However, I wouldn't do the same if you were in that group. I'll let you off the hook since I like you better, and that, personally, is a rather biased quality. Everyone deserves the same amount of respect if they do the same thing, but I wouldn't not treat both of you equally. Also, when it comes to hostility, I can be not just unkind, but rather vicious. Grudges? Don't even talk about it! I'm still not over a feud that happened three years ago, and I will still never forgive her or be kind to her. So basically, I can be rude a lot, and what you see is just the sycophantic mask that just covers the real me.
3. It's not really their fault if I don't deserve that respect. And I don't need to know how much respect they give me because hello prejudices! Oh, you never annoyed me! That's impossible!
4. I'm still going to stand by what I said earlier.
5. Hmm let's see...
6. Oh I can be evil! Just a different kind of evil - like backstabbing, years of planning, finally extreme consequences kind of evil. But that isn't wittiness! It's just that I love writing a lot! xD Noooo that's not true! I mean I didn't really think from Kim's perspective to see how much different her idea would be. I might have messed up another amazing plot by just doing that, but I suppose Shade can be fixed somehow (maybe I'll um, send Bell over? xD)
7. It just happened on its own. I never wanted it until I realized that I could make it happen, that was during the end of the school year, but it just happened xD
8. A. School is never on my list of things I should think about. I could think about anything except school. I go because my parents put me in school before I could pronounce my name right (do you know how hard it was to say it!? xP), and I take stupid exams every year because I passed the previous year. University matters to me, but school - it's never on my mind. B. Okay, I might have worked enough and had a bit of luck to get 90% because I did know most of what to write, but the remaining 5%, that wasn't any honest person's work.
9. Okay fine, I'll agree with you here! :)
10. I sort of suck at reading my PM's, so if I miss it, remember I can be a real idiot at times.
The only people saying that are my friends online. No one who knew me outside that would ever say that because they know that the world really wouldn't miss me. They know that I'm not going to be the next big news, or be the one who invented a time machine, and yes, they're right because I'm not determined enough. I'm not brave enough to get out of the house, I'm not clever enough to be of any intellectual use, and I simply cannot see myself doing anything useful in the future. I've often come across this question: What do you see yourself doing ten years from today? What I see is something that I never wanted to see when I was younger; something that no one would like, and something that people would say will not happen - but it will because that's how I'm going to shape my future because I failed now.
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Also Hallie your birthday is on the same day as National booklovers day"Wow!!!!! That is so amazing! xD
Okay, I just finished one of the stupidest shows on American television. Maybe I'll go for Sam and Cat next!
Alia [full hiatus until 8/19] wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'll uh respond to that tomorrow, but you really don't have to worry about it since you're going on hiatus! Good luck! :)"Hallie wrote: "Uhhhhhh I wish I had a character as complex..."
I managed to post right after this xD
You have a point! I'm supposed to get Lucy into more step-sister, self-hate drama, but if I wasn't so conservative, I could do more with her. About Laura, I really want to build up her personality more, but my idea is to get her into serious trouble, but the problem is I don't know how. Since she's the head of the junior Resistance now, I'll try and use that, but I also want something else. Thanks for the advice, Alia! :)
Aaand okay I'm ready to start roleplaying again! :) Today!
Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into reading
I'm gonna do one after I finish the book I'm currently reading
Hallie wrote: "Alia [full hiatus until 8/19] wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'll uh respond to that tomorrow, but you really don't have to worry about it since you're going on hiatus! Good luck! :)"Hallie wrote: "Uhhhh..."
We really need to do Lucy and Prim sometime XDD
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into reading"What kind of reading challenges do you like?
Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia [full hiatus until 8/19] wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'll uh respond to that tomorrow, but you really don't have to worry about it since you're going on hiatus! Good luck! :)"Halli..."
Yes!!!!! xD
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Maya
Bold what applies to you
Basics
I am male
I am female
I am neither male or female
I am under the age of 18
I am 18 or older
I am straight
I am gay or lesbian
I am bisexual or pansexual
I am trans
Friendship
I have two or more friends
I have one friend
I have no friends
I have/had a best friend
I am close with my friend(s)
I spend a lot of time with friends
I have a crush on a friend
I hate a friend
I wish I had fewer friends
I wish I had more friends
Relationships
I am single
I am in a relationship
I am married
I am a virgin
I often date
I prefer to date extroverted people
I prefer to date people who are like me
I prefer to date people who are unlike me
I take relationships very seriously
I have high standards
I date people who are overweight
I date people who are skinny
Negativity
I have/had depression
I have cried myself to sleep
I have/had anxiety
I am often lonely
I keep a lot of emotions inside
I am scared of talking to people I want to talk more to
I have an eating disorder
I have low self-esteem
I often feel I embarrass myself
I have been abused
I feel people consider me dumb or don’t take me seriously
I am quickly jealous
I feel people want me to be someone/something I’m not
I have been sexually assaulted
I have experienced discrimination/racism
Positivity
I have become a better person
I have gotten out of a bad period of time
I am confident
I am looking forward to something
I have enjoyed myself over the past week
I have met a famous person
I consider myself a kindhearted person
I am currently feeling relaxed and comfortable
I appreciate the little things in life
I have nobody in my life whom I hate
I have achieved something large this year
I am part of a religion that brings me peace
I have lost a lot of weight
I have a movie/game/song which cheers me up
I…
…get scared from watching horror movies
…play a sport
…read a lot of books
…have allergies
…feel shy around the opposite gender
…am a feminist
…believe in love at first sight
…own an instrument
…can draw
…am listening to music right now
…value romance and friendship equally
…have sneaked out of the house
…am outgoing
…respect people’s comfort zones and personal space
…am deaf
…spend money on a daily basis
…want to write a book
…can ride a horse
…am asexual
…put my hands over my face when I’m flattered
…like the colors pink and yellow
…own an xbox
…shop at least once a week
…have a drivers license
…drink alcoholic beverages
…would like a friend of the opposite gender
…get scared by unsettling imagery and screamers
…eat fast food at least twice a week
Likes and Dislikes
I like parties
I dislike parties
I like perfume
I dislike perfume
I like “so bad it’s good” movies
I dislike “so bad it’s good movies”
I like playing video games
I dislike playing video games
I like chocolate
I dislike chocolate
I like having a busy schedule
I dislike having a busy schedule
I like laughing at my own jokes
I dislike laughing at my own jokes
I like compliments
I dislike compliments
I like heavy metal music
I dislike heavy metal music
I like snow
I dislike snow
I like taking walks with someone
I dislike taking walks with someone
I like people who aren’t very talkative
I dislike people who aren’t very talkative
I'm going to hang out with my friends tomorrow!
I sort of have mixed feelings, though.Aaand a stupid cockroach was trying to climb up my leg just now -_-
Lol my dad just messed up while telling the name of my brother's company to someone xD Why am I the only person other than my brother who knows the name of his company?! It's really hilarious every time someone asks my parents and they struggle to tell it (Mum takes some help, but Dad! He changes the company!)
Hallie wrote: ""I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the unde..."
I love Linkin Park grew up listening to them in highschool
Quanny wrote: "omg I love this so much"Hi Quanny! :)
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I sort of have mixed feelings, though.Aaand a stupid cockroach was trying to climb up my leg just now -_-"
Agh! Bugs! *runs away in terror* XD"
That was legit my reaction! xD
Quanny wrote: "Hallie wrote: ""I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caug..."
Linkin Park is amazing!
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I sort of have mixed feelings, though.Aaand a stupid cockroach was trying to climb up my leg just now -_-"
Agh! Bugs! *runs away in terror* XD"
Tha..."
I don't know how I didn't scream! When mum comes back, I'm making her spray all over the house except near dad!
Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into reading"What kind of reading challenges do you like?"
I like any kind of reading challenges
Quanny wrote: "Hallie wrote: ""I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caug..."
I love linkin park
Hallie wrote: "I sort of have mixed feelings, though.Aaand a stupid cockroach was trying to climb up my leg just now -_-"
O_O
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into reading"What kind of reading challenges do you like?"
I lik..."
How about a dusty bookshelf challenge where you read books in your to-read bookshelf? Jingle suggested a group you can join and I see you're doing the A-Z books challenge as well. Those are common ones. There was one boring one that I made for my bookclub if you want to see.
My friends and I are going to eat!!!!!! It's the first time, so I'm sort of worried!
Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into reading"What kin..."
ok I'll try the dusty bookshelf challenge. I do need to read the books that I want to read except I keep adding books to my to-read list XD
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hey Hallie do you know any good reading challenges? I need to get back into rea..."Every bookworm's problem xD
I should have killed myself that day.
Conversation I Didn't Overhear
I can't be on for long, but I'm popping in to write this for some reason. Mum came back home, abs apparently there had been a conversation between my grandfather and her which went like this:
Grandpa: So when are you going to come next?
Mum: I can only come when Hallie has holidays, and that's hard.
Grandpa: Bring Hallie, too! She's no bother at all.
Now that was weird! I just happen to be a bit too silent. (When I went in May, my grandma even forgot that I was in the house because she didn't hear me at all, and my grandpa regularly had to check whether I was still breathing.)
The one thing grandpa got wrong: I am a huge bother. Just in a different way.
I'm sure you're no bother at all, Hallie. In fact I think you'd be a joy to be around :)
Not exactly. I have a negative aura around me, so it would hard to find me any bit fun to be with.
To-do List
• Re-read Inkheart
• Start story
• Roleplays
• Roleplay group
• Follow Shine on Tumblr
• Guitar
• Don't do it!
Hallie wrote: "Not exactly. I have a negative aura around me, so it would hard to find me any bit fun to be with."I'm sorry you feel that way :( But I think you're lots of fun (you'd need that to be able to create characters like Bell XD ) and I'm sure many would agree.
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B-b-but Bell is the opposite of my qualities. I think of how I would react to a situation and then play her by making her do the opposite of that!The two sides of my brain are arguing whether that otter is cute or creeping me out xD One side says, "Hallie, you're afraid of animals! Scream!" and the other side says, "Awwww that's so cute!"
it's personal
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It's taking away my life! How bad can a show be? I agree with you! Haha thanks xD I was also hoping it would be good because Ariana Grande was in it, but they killed her off in the very first episode which made me hate it that instant. Ooo PLL!!!! It still beats Scream Queens any time!