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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Aug 18, 2018 02:52AM
And I skipped breakfast.
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Well, I finished Riverdale, so I can kill myself in peace.
12 year old Hallie would have slapped 17 year old Hallie real tight.
Geez Hallie, stop procrastinating and just do it already.
Guys, I did something bad yesterday.
Well, I've done bad things everyday, but this is one of those times I went too far.
Hallie wrote: "Well, I've done bad things everyday, but this is one of those times I went too far."
What happened?
What happened?
I logged into my brother's private email account and deleted a particular email that involved me.
Hallie wrote: "This is freaking scary."Not the email thing.
This fucking OCD like problem of mine has to stop!
When I get out of bed, I'll show samples of the damn problem. I keep writing over and over the words I've already written.
One teacher thought I had scratched the word.
Aghhggggh why didn't I turn 18 last week!?!
I could have crashed the car or died in the car with the engine on.
I'm all by myself. Now and forever.
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I may be grumpy a lot but you have me Hallie
You and grumpy? Don't make me laugh! My idea of you in my head is this dynamic and amiable cutie! :)
And yes I am grumpy, have you seen the arguments I end up in
Sylveon~Raven wrote: "And yes I am grumpy, have you seen the arguments I end up in"But that doesn't dominate your good traits :) At least when I think of you, none of those arguments come into mind. Just you standing up for yourself and the right things.
I dont know if thats the case anymore honestly
Well, you'll always be my amazing Raven no matter what! :)
Knowing the online version of me is less horrible than knowing the real life version of me. But I'm the one who should be glad to know you :)
Im not that special Hallie XD
I kind of want to make an anonymous blog for my school.
Problem is that it just won't work.
Does anyone know whether SoundCloud can store unlimited audio files for free and privately? I need to upload a lot of audio files by today.
What do you think would happen if I reopen Elysian Darkness?
I'm really counting on this attempt to work.
I've done so much. I mean I nearly deleted this account for it.
Nearly, yes, but everything else: my stories, my poems, my songs, everything that isn't on Goodreads is gone.
Damn it! One more failed suicide attempt. It was supposed to work this time.... I mean I invested 8 months in this.
I downed all of that horrible tasting to die, not to end up with nausea, headache and more depression. :/ Die already, Hal.
And then there are my *friends* who happily forgot my birthday but remembered to hang out, plan a surprise, and give H2 a great birthday, oblivious to the fact that their friend tried to kill herself the night before. Things would have been more fun if I had died.
It's her birthday, Mum's back home, this week is going to be crappy. It was the perfect time to die, and even though I tried, I didn't. That annoys me!
I don't want to be alive. Just drop dead!
At least tell me my liver is damaged.
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