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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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kavi ~he-him~
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Mar 22, 2018 07:59PM
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I want to cry. And then I want to die.
My said that thinks I'm a failure.You think I didn't know that?!?!
NO you are not a failure Hallie!! *Hugs*
Hallie wrote: "I want to cry. And then I want to die."Don't die! Who'll be able to run the Elysian Darkness group if you do so? Ah! I love that group man, don't die on us to make it a goner!
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "NO you are not a failure Hallie!! *Hugs*"Sure am.
♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧¢σмρℓєтєℓу ιηмαтυяє αη∂ αωкωαя∂✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I want to cry. And then I want to die."Don't die! Who'll be able to run the Elysian Darkness group if you do so? Ah! I love that group man, don't die on us to make it a goner!"
Um, one of you guys can run it.
Hallie wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "NO you are not a failure Hallie!! *Hugs*"Sure am."
I agree with Alex, you're not a failure! Hallie, your groups and friends, posts and topics are amazing and I enjoy talking with you and your friends! You are not a failure!
I have the attitude of a b*****, grades worth nothing, no damn goal in life, no interest to do anything and have legit never pulled off anything without screwing up.
Hey you know what? We all have gone through those things too! I have the attitude of a b****** and legit called that someone once without hesitation. I literally love to talk about death and killing (courtesy of books and movies!) and everyone thinks I'm a weirdo with no sense of intelligence. Seriously, no one really likes to hang out around me!
Do you go about threatening to kill people? Have you pointed a knife or scissors at a person and said, "I'll stab you?!" Have you bullied anyone online safely sitting behind a computer screen? Have you conveniently ignored ethics just to appear better? Have you vowed to send your parents to old age homes in the future? Have you vowed to cut off relations from sweet people who have worked all their lives for you? Have you treated those who trusted you like crap? Have you been a selfish dictator and never apologized for it? Have you plagiarized another person's hard work just for the sake of revenge? Have you thought up diabolical plans for revenge?That's me.
Mature or Immature
This is what happened yesterday. I was too cross to write about it because of my family.
So we have a 15 break after two classes at school, and obviously most of us were on our phones. This one girl in my class sent me an Instagram request, and as soon as I accepted, she began to stroll through my pictures with her friends. Then I heard someone call my name. The assistant class prefect was sitting with her looking at her phone, and she seemed pretty curious. "Hallie, you plan violin? No, guitar?" Yeah thanks for learning that bit of information about me because most of my own friends don't know that. All I could do was nod before the teacher entered as screamed, "Class prefect!!!!"
Later, after lunch, the head of the Physics department just randomly walked into our class and asked which class we have. He doesn't teach us, but he definitely knows us because he was close friends with our other deceased teacher. And then he just started teaching us stuff that my other (okay we have two teachers: one hale and healthy; one as a substitute for the one who passed away) teacher taught. He has this weird accent that sounds more American, so a lot of people, excluding me, found it hard to understand. This is why I watch American TV series xP He can speak with our accent, but he likes faking an American accent. This guy erases the board like me! First in the parallel direction, then in the perpendicular direction, then dusts it at the edge of the dias. And every time he wants us to take down whatever he wrote on his board, he leaves the class. At the end of the class, though, he asked a question to one girl and said that she could read it from her notes too. The girl attempted to not read it out, but she got it all wrong. He ended up saying, "Read from the book, Madam." She read it, and he nodded and said, "Everyone, put a comma and write..." We were all confused. No space, Sir! However, we realized what happened as soon as he dictated what we were supposed to write and immediately said that we did write that point as well, but the girl forgot to read it out. He had the most amused look on his face! "What Madam? You missed out the most important part," he teased. It was a strange class, but my classmates are not particularly fond of him anymore after that erasing.
Time skip to the scene in the bus. We were all complaining about school and then V came and a new discussion started about people spitting water on someone else while laughing. They were being pretty funny, and then they just noticed everyone's laugh. One of my friends laughs with no sound (like my English teacher) while another makes the sound of a dolphin; one more vibrates and V just laughs out so loud. Then V suddenly turned to me and stared. When I asked why she was giving me that look, she said, "Do you even laugh?!" Of course I do! Why does everyone ask me that?! And then the girl that vibrates while laughing and V together started saying stuff like:
"You're too mature."
"We're kind of immature for you."
"You're sophisticated."
Whaaaaaaaat?!?!?!
Hey I consider myself immature! Like does this girl sound like she's 25? (Okay, some people have mistaken me to be in my 20's online, but noooooo! I'm a common 16 year old!!
xD
Hallie wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "NO you are not a failure Hallie!! *Hugs*"Sure am."
NO
Hallie wrote: "Do you go about threatening to kill people? Have you pointed a knife or scissors at a person and said, "I'll stab you?!" Have you bullied anyone online safely sitting behind a computer screen? Have..."You've never hurt us, Hals we love you so much *hugs*
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Do you go about threatening to kill people? Have you pointed a knife or scissors at a person and said, "I'll stab you?!" Have you bullied anyone online safely sitting behind a comput..."Not yet, but that's what some other friends said before I hurt them.
That’s so, mature? I really didn’t understand, all I could do is laugh for no reason whatsoever.
Lol Hallie I look stony on the bus because I can finally relax snd lapse into deep thought! XD Unless I'm sitting next to someone. But usually I'm across from a friend who I talk about Knox with, and she sits next to a junior who's very kind and pretty quiet too. And i just sit by myself.So yeah I'd have the same problem! I rarely laugh over stupid stuff either.
I guess they were talking about how I don't usually engage in most conversations that we all deem as pointless xD I'm usually listening to music and reading a book (and overhearing conversations but not getting involved). And my favourite place is in the back, and most people prefer the front, so I get left out.
No I laugh! xD
I'm bored and lonely, so expect some trash clogging up this thread.
My singing sounds worse than the sound of a dying chicken. Yes, I have heard a chicken die. How could I forget that incident?!
This anxiety will be the death of me.
I got my English moc back lol. I got a B. so bad haha
the teacher said I was the only one who identified a technique in the whole year but my creative writing let me down because I was rushing and I wrote toooo much and it got very waffly because I was in a rush and like yeah so it wasn't good but my reading section was good
Sara!!!! My grades are worse, so B looks awesome to me! Don't worry, though. You'll do even better next time :)
sara wrote: "the teacher said I was the only one who identified a technique in the whole year but my creative writing let me down because I was rushing and I wrote toooo much and it got very waffly because I wa..."*claps* Hehe that happened to me as well!
I tried to start my story, but ended up deleting everything except one line because it looked more like an astronomy lesson.I suck at writing!
And I interchanged their names! What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! How can a writer mess up her characters' names?!?!?! Stupid me!
Yes, I am! x infinity + eternity + whatever number is highest + 1
I'm definitely right about this one, and if you don't believe it, you're wrong!
*sighs* This could go on forever, but I know for one that this is a fact.
Why can't Ariana Grande release an album now so that I can listen to it before I die? Also, why can't Selena Gomez finally let us see Thirteen Reasons Why 2 so that I can die after a watch that?
I don’t know! Seems weird right?
Does that mean I'm allowed to hurt myself now?
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