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Jun 11, 2016 01:17AM
Like seriously, I feel so devastated right now??? They were my actual moms and they helped me feel okay with being gay and now they've BROKEN UP nothing is ever nice i hate everything today is horrible
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"Does God hang out in Greyhound bus stations?
I’d like to find him.
I’d like to make him cry."
— Sara Sutterlin
I’d like to find him.
I’d like to make him cry."
— Sara Sutterlin
soo i took this quiz that's supposed to gauge how bad your social anxiety is and which facet of it you struggle with the most and according to the quiz i have Severe Social Anxiety and the worst one for me is showing signs of anxiety which is just great. just dandy. i hate anxiety and if it had a dick i'd rip it off.
hahahahahahahah im emo about louis who wouldve guessed
yall know michelle from buzzfeed? she is Too pretty. Too too pretty
"Everybody thinks of the noise and the power of you. But I have heard and felt the softness."
— Anaïs Nin (LOUIS)
— Anaïs Nin (LOUIS)
*me watching/reading literally anything*: this is nice and all but you know what would make it even Nicer? More Gay
Pain #21: this is a candid :')
life is shitty, life is hard *music note*
Listen... in this day and age, straight people cannot fucking be LGBT icons. They CAN'T. They can be valued allies, but don't be fuckin callin them icons. Instead of naming non-LGBT people icons, why don't you make LGBT icons...... LGBT people...... stop putting straight people above the LGBT community...... thank you goodnight
film conspiracy theories and chill
"Sometimes, at night, in bed, before I fall asleep, I think about a poem I might write, someday, about my heart, says the heart."
— Richard Siken
— Richard Siken
Just added a TON!!! of larry fics to my favorites shelf. life is nice.
i am 15 years old and i call louis and harry, 24 and 22 respectively, kiddos. ok.
“When he came to the shoot he said ‘Harry desu! Arigatou!’ and tried to use the Japanese he remembered. When he heard an interesting word in the interview he’d immediately stop us and ask what it meant, and try to say it himself. This time he remembered how to say ‘Zutto aishiteru yo’ (I love you forever).”
idk im boored and what else do i have to do besides get overly personal on the internet??
01. were you named after anyone? nope.
02. when was the last time you cried? maybe a few days ago?
03. do you like your handwriting? sometimes. if i'm trying it's pretty cute ngl but if I'm rushed it's v ugly and sloppy
04. what's your favorite lunch meat? well,,, prior to making the desicion to be vegan, i think it was maybe just chicken? (or bologna DON'T JUDGE ME)
05. do you have kids? yes, i have five. six if you include my baby troye.
06. if you were another person would you be friends with you? heck yes i would
07. do you use sarcasm a lot? yes probably
08. do you still have your tonsils? no
09. would you bungee jump? YES
10. what is your favorite cereal? OMG THIS IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT QUESTION OK
i really REALLY love cinnamon toast crunch. but i also love any kind of cheerios, and cocoa puffs, and LIFE CEREAL HOLY HECK, and KIX, and basically any sugary cereal lets be real, and I have a recent terrible obsession with granola, and also are we including hot cereal? because i LOVE oatmeal. love it.
11. do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yes, bc i wear high tops and if i tried to take them off without tying them id break my foot
12. do you think you're strong? i don't know. sometimes.
13. favorite ice cream flavor? mint chocolate chip. yum yum yum.
14. what do you first notice about people? im not sure. eyes, maybe. or their voice. i like to associate voices with people.
15. red or pink? pink hello
16. what's your least favorite thing about yourself? either 1) i DO NOT like my voice it is high and whiny and stuffy and not at all pleasant to listen to lmao 2) my arms.. idk it's a thing 3) bad skin runs in my family so bruh the last time i had clear skin was when i was like eleven and Let Me Tell You 4) i hate my anxiety. it's sucky. and yucky. and very in the way.
17. what do you like most about yourself? 1) i'm way good at taking tests, like usually i can only study for like five minutes and i'll ace it 2) i'm pretty much good at anything school related (and then when it comes to real life shit i'm a complete mess lol) 3) i have nice hair. most days. when it's not being a lil hoe. 4) idk. i used to have a really bleak outlook on life like 2-3 years ago and i've managed to turn that around completely and i'm just really glad about that
18. who do you miss the most? my boys :'(
19. what color shoes are you wearing? not wearing shoes ✌
20. what was the last thing you ate? i finished off a bag of doritos just a bit ago lmao - but the last real food i ate was spaghetti and (meatless) meatballs and it was SO. GOOD.
21. what are you currently listening to? nothing because im a boring old man who likes quiet at night
22. if you were a crayon what color would you be? maybe blue because i am melancholy and dramatic 24-fckin-7
23. favorite smells? 1) FRESHLY WASHED AND DRIED THINGS AHHH 2) cinnamon 3) girls perfume/deodorant/whatever lol what else did you expect from me
24. last movie you watched? battle royale WHOAH it was intense
25. summer or winter? winter im a hoe
01. were you named after anyone? nope.
02. when was the last time you cried? maybe a few days ago?
03. do you like your handwriting? sometimes. if i'm trying it's pretty cute ngl but if I'm rushed it's v ugly and sloppy
04. what's your favorite lunch meat? well,,, prior to making the desicion to be vegan, i think it was maybe just chicken? (or bologna DON'T JUDGE ME)
05. do you have kids? yes, i have five. six if you include my baby troye.
06. if you were another person would you be friends with you? heck yes i would
07. do you use sarcasm a lot? yes probably
08. do you still have your tonsils? no
09. would you bungee jump? YES
10. what is your favorite cereal? OMG THIS IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT QUESTION OK
i really REALLY love cinnamon toast crunch. but i also love any kind of cheerios, and cocoa puffs, and LIFE CEREAL HOLY HECK, and KIX, and basically any sugary cereal lets be real, and I have a recent terrible obsession with granola, and also are we including hot cereal? because i LOVE oatmeal. love it.
11. do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yes, bc i wear high tops and if i tried to take them off without tying them id break my foot
12. do you think you're strong? i don't know. sometimes.
13. favorite ice cream flavor? mint chocolate chip. yum yum yum.
14. what do you first notice about people? im not sure. eyes, maybe. or their voice. i like to associate voices with people.
15. red or pink? pink hello
16. what's your least favorite thing about yourself? either 1) i DO NOT like my voice it is high and whiny and stuffy and not at all pleasant to listen to lmao 2) my arms.. idk it's a thing 3) bad skin runs in my family so bruh the last time i had clear skin was when i was like eleven and Let Me Tell You 4) i hate my anxiety. it's sucky. and yucky. and very in the way.
17. what do you like most about yourself? 1) i'm way good at taking tests, like usually i can only study for like five minutes and i'll ace it 2) i'm pretty much good at anything school related (and then when it comes to real life shit i'm a complete mess lol) 3) i have nice hair. most days. when it's not being a lil hoe. 4) idk. i used to have a really bleak outlook on life like 2-3 years ago and i've managed to turn that around completely and i'm just really glad about that
18. who do you miss the most? my boys :'(
19. what color shoes are you wearing? not wearing shoes ✌
20. what was the last thing you ate? i finished off a bag of doritos just a bit ago lmao - but the last real food i ate was spaghetti and (meatless) meatballs and it was SO. GOOD.
21. what are you currently listening to? nothing because im a boring old man who likes quiet at night
22. if you were a crayon what color would you be? maybe blue because i am melancholy and dramatic 24-fckin-7
23. favorite smells? 1) FRESHLY WASHED AND DRIED THINGS AHHH 2) cinnamon 3) girls perfume/deodorant/whatever lol what else did you expect from me
24. last movie you watched? battle royale WHOAH it was intense
25. summer or winter? winter im a hoe
Wynter (semi hiatus) wrote: "idk im boored and what else do i have to do besides get overly personal on the internet??01. were you named after anyone? nope.
02. when was the last time you cried? maybe a few days ago?
03. ..."
ur so cute where do i even start
<3 you're the only one that thinks so lol
deep blue by arcade fire is a good and important song
pain #22: he kissed him on the head!!!!!! He did that!!!!!!
note to self : do not eat a whole fuckin carton of ice cream and then wonder why you feel sick u idiot
"You kissed me in a dream once, and now all I want to do is sleep." — unknown
A Few Updates:
1. I've been thinking for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that gay is not the best label for me right now. I think that my identity can be more accurately summed up by saying that I just don't prefer a label at the moment (though i'll admit that i'd much rather date a girl than anyone else)
2. On a less serious note, I've been OBSESSED WITH DEGRASSI OMG
I don't even know why it's so dumb but IT'S SO GOOD at the same time
and also, let me tell you. MILES. FUCKING. HOLLINGSWORTH. HE'S MY BABY!!!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO PRETTY
HE'S MY NEW SON BUT I THINK I'M ALSO KINDA IN LOVE WITH HIM?????? IDK HE'S JUST BEAUTIFUL
anyway, that's all. (i love miles hollingsworth)
1. I've been thinking for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that gay is not the best label for me right now. I think that my identity can be more accurately summed up by saying that I just don't prefer a label at the moment (though i'll admit that i'd much rather date a girl than anyone else)
2. On a less serious note, I've been OBSESSED WITH DEGRASSI OMG
I don't even know why it's so dumb but IT'S SO GOOD at the same time
and also, let me tell you. MILES. FUCKING. HOLLINGSWORTH. HE'S MY BABY!!!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO PRETTY
HE'S MY NEW SON BUT I THINK I'M ALSO KINDA IN LOVE WITH HIM?????? IDK HE'S JUST BEAUTIFUL
anyway, that's all. (i love miles hollingsworth)
blue neighborhood is an experience
"Let me relapse / while the day outside glides by like ticker tape." — Sylvia Plath
I LOVE LOUIS!!!!!!! I!!!!!!! LOVE!!!!!!!!! LOUIS!!!!!!!!!! ME, WYNTER, A FIFTEEN YEAR OLD YOUNG LADY, LOVE AND ADORE MY SON LOUIS TOMLINSON!!!!!! THAT'S RIGHT YOU HEARD IT I. LOVE. LOUIS TOMLINSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!! AND I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING HIM!!!!!!!!!! HIM BEING LOUIS!!!!!!!!!! LOUIS TOMLINSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway people are ugly and i needed to get that out thank you bye
anyway people are ugly and i needed to get that out thank you bye
i'll be real honest right now someone disliking/hating louis is a deal breaker for me we can't be friends we can't date we can't talk nope nope nope that is a No Go, not gonna happen, abort the mission, friendship cancelled, choo choo train has left the fucking station i don't need that negativity in my life!! nope nope nope!!
"After all, what nobler thought can one cherish than that the universe lives within us all?"
— Neil DeGrasse Tyson
— Neil DeGrasse Tyson
"If equal affection cannot be,
let the more loving one be me."
— W.H. Auden
let the more loving one be me."
— W.H. Auden
“There was an episode, one of my favorite moments in Star Trek, when Captain Kirk looks over the cosmos and says, ‘Somewhere out there someone is saying the three most beautiful words in any language.’ Of course your heart sinks and you think it’s going to be, ‘I love you’ or whatever. He says, ‘Please help me.’ What a philosophically fantastic idea, that vulnerability and need is a beautiful thing.”
— Hugh Laurie
— Hugh Laurie
I feel uncomfortable a lot. And it sucks. But that's life, yknow? It's how it goes. You have to be uncomfortable to find things that make you comfortable. But fuck the process.
I'm being weird. Sorry yall.
I wish I was camping right now good golly I wanna be among trees. That would feel nice.
I wish I was camping right now good golly I wanna be among trees. That would feel nice.
look at this beautiful boy i'm in awe
"Too much will ruin the illusion." — Bob Ross
sitting here with my dog and staring at the full moon which I can see perfectly through the window. life can be nice sometimes.
Soo, a few things to say:
1) School started, obviously. And it sucks, obviously.
2) In my English class we're planning on reading Unwind. I read the description and it seems a little too scary/graphic for me to read, since of course I am a baby when it comes to scary things. Has anybody read it, and what are your thoughts??? Id love to know. (Also the premise kinda bothers me: the point of getting an abortion is to not give birth and raise the baby. So literally what is the point of keeping the kid til theyre thirteen? It seems like it'll be just a whole big advertisement for Pro-Lifers)
4) I am currently reading The Soul of an Octopus, and it is AMAZING. I personally love octopuses and I think they are so fascinating, so maybe I'm biased. But I still recommend it highly, GO READ IT
5) RBB IS BACK POUND THE ALARM
1) School started, obviously. And it sucks, obviously.
2) In my English class we're planning on reading Unwind. I read the description and it seems a little too scary/graphic for me to read, since of course I am a baby when it comes to scary things. Has anybody read it, and what are your thoughts??? Id love to know. (Also the premise kinda bothers me: the point of getting an abortion is to not give birth and raise the baby. So literally what is the point of keeping the kid til theyre thirteen? It seems like it'll be just a whole big advertisement for Pro-Lifers)
4) I am currently reading The Soul of an Octopus, and it is AMAZING. I personally love octopuses and I think they are so fascinating, so maybe I'm biased. But I still recommend it highly, GO READ IT
5) RBB IS BACK POUND THE ALARM
- You made me what I am.
- Nobody can make anything out of anybody if it is not in the person already. I only brought you out. I turned you inside out.
— Anaïs Nin
- Nobody can make anything out of anybody if it is not in the person already. I only brought you out. I turned you inside out.
— Anaïs Nin
Listen: stars are blooming.
Out of me. And I’ve become a blooming place.
— Ana Božičević
Out of me. And I’ve become a blooming place.
— Ana Božičević
"As it has been said:
Love and a cough
cannot be concealed
Even a small cough.
Even a small love."
-Anne Sexton
how cute is this tho
Love and a cough
cannot be concealed
Even a small cough.
Even a small love."
-Anne Sexton
how cute is this tho
LOOK AT THIS BULLSHIT
HE'S THE PRETTIEST SOFTEST ANGEL I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE
HOW IS HARRY ALIVE
HE'S THE PRETTIEST SOFTEST ANGEL I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE
HOW IS HARRY ALIVE
Hellooo everyone, I've come back from the dead to announce that I have a new child:
DYLAN PHILLIP EVERETT
He plays Campbell Saunders on Degrassi (among other things, like teen Dean on Supernatural which he did a PHENOMENAL job on), and he is officially one of my new favorite people!!!!!!
He is so incredibly beautiful and ADORABLE and he's fucking hot and I love hIM SO MUCH GUYS HELP
He's an AMAZING actor and person and I want to meet him so so so bad because he's so kind and sweet to his fans GU YS IM CRYING
DYLAN EVERETT IS TOO PURE FOR THIS WORLD I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM BYE
DYLAN PHILLIP EVERETT
He plays Campbell Saunders on Degrassi (among other things, like teen Dean on Supernatural which he did a PHENOMENAL job on), and he is officially one of my new favorite people!!!!!!
He is so incredibly beautiful and ADORABLE and he's fucking hot and I love hIM SO MUCH GUYS HELP
He's an AMAZING actor and person and I want to meet him so so so bad because he's so kind and sweet to his fans GU YS IM CRYING
DYLAN EVERETT IS TOO PURE FOR THIS WORLD I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM BYE
"The moon lives in the lining of your skin."
— Pablo Neruda
(this is about dylan)
— Pablo Neruda
(this is about dylan)
if you've never seen miss representation, watch it.
Louis Tomlinson is the most caring, selfless, brave, strong person in the entire world. I will never stop loving him.
no offense but i would die for isak valtersen
Happy birthday to the most courageous, strong, resilient, caring, funny, bright, kind, creative, romantic, loving, complex, wonderful, comforting, beautiful boy in the whole universe.
I love you with all of my heart, Louis Tomlinson.
I love you with all of my heart, Louis Tomlinson.
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