i don't know how to steer

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@god how do i stop feeling so devastated over ot5

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"Everything carries me
to you, as if everything
that exists, aromas, lights, metals, were little
boats that sailed toward
those isles of yours that wait for me."

— Pablo Neruda

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"We laugh
and it pits the world against us."

— Richard Siken

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"Wearing your clothes or standing in the shower for over an hour, pretending that this skin is your skin, these hands your hands, these shins, these soapy flanks."

— Richard Siken

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"How often do I lull my seething blood to rest, for you have never seen anything so unsteady, so uncertain, as this heart."

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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"Every day I observe more and more the folly of judging of others by ourselves; and I have so much trouble with myself, and my own heart is in such constant agitation, that I am well content to let others pursue their own course, if they only allow me the same privilege."

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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"There sat down, once, a thing on Henry’s heart
so heavy, if he had a hundred years
& more, & weeping, sleepless, in all them time
Henry could not make good."

— John Berryman, “29,” The Dream Songs

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Walk the Line is the most important soundtrack ever

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I keep a close watch on this heart of mine

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Eliza Bennett in Nanny McPhee is so pretty, I used to stare at her every time I watched that movie and now I know why lmao

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im bored yall

Dog or Cat?
Netflix or YouTube?
Phone Call or Text? phone calls are scary man
Toast or Eggs?
Cardio or Weights?
Facebook or Twitter?
Ice Cream Cone or Snow Cone?
Mobile Games or Console Games?
While walking: Music or Podcasts? ive never listened to a podcast in my life
iOS or Android?
Form or Function? what
Pop or Indie?
Cake or Pie?
Swimming or Sunbathing?
High-tech or Low-tech?
Big Party or Small Gathering?
New Clothes or New Phone?
Rich Friend or Loyal Friend?
Football or Basketball?
Work Hard or Play Hard? idk??
Nice Car or Nice Home Interior?
What’s worse: Laundry or Dishes? I like doing laundry I don't understand the hate for it. It's calming fam
Jogging or Hiking?
Bath or Shower?
Sneakers or Sandals?
Glasses or Contacts? I don't use either
Hamburger or Taco?
Couch or Recliner?
Online Shopping or Shopping in a Store?
Receive: Email or Letter? Letters are so cool
Passenger or Driver?
Tablet or Computer?
More important in a partner: Intelligent or Funny?
Car or Truck?
Blue or Red?
Money or Free Time? what's the point of having money if you don't have any free time
Amusement Park or Day at the Beach?
At a movie: Candy or Popcorn?
Pen or Pencil? for schoolwork, pencil. anything else, pen
Toilet paper: Over or Under? honestly does it matter
Cups in the cupboard: Right Side Up or Up Side Down?
Pancake or Waffle?
Coke or Pepsi? neither ew
Coffee Cup or Thermos?
Blinds or Curtain?
Train or Plane? I love taking the train
Phone or Tablet?
Iced Coffee or Hot Coffee? I don't like coffee
Meat or Vegetables?
International Vacation or a New TV? literally who would choose a TV over an international vacation??
Save or Spend?
Honesty or Other’s Feelings? what does this mean? do i prefer being honest over protecting someone's feelings??
Coffee or Tea?
TV or Book?
Movie at Home or Movie at the Theater?
Ocean or Mountains?
Horror Movie or Comedy Movie? I can't handle horror I get scared so easy
City or Countryside?
Winter or Summer?
Mac or PC?
Console Gaming or PC Gaming?
Soup or Sandwich? AHH I LOVE BOTH
Card Game or Board Game? (but honestly it depends on my mood)
Classical Art or Modern Art?
Beer or Wine?
Camping or Binge Watching Shows at Home?
Working Alone or Working in a Team? depends on the people and/or my mood
Dine In or Delivery?
Sweater or Hoodie?
Comic Book or Comic Strips?
Motorcycle or Bicycle?
Book or eBook?
When sleeping: Fan or No Fan?
Ninjas or Pirates?
TV Shows or Movies?

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phone calls are legit so scary like 90% when I'm on the phone (even with people I actually like talking to) I pretend that I have bad reception so I can hang up

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also hey before you do anything else in your life ever, read I'll Give You the Sun

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ѕняιѕнтι~cнαмραgηє cσcαιηє gαѕσƖιηє wrote: "also hey before you do anything else in your life ever, read I'll Give You the Sun"

I was actually planning on reading that soon! How good is it?

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I'm so sad. Rest in peace, David Bowie.

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Wynter wrote: "ѕняιѕнтι~cнαмραgηє cσcαιηє gαѕσƖιηє wrote: "also hey before you do anything else in your life ever, read I'll Give You the Sun"

I was actually planning on reading that soon! How go..."

good enough that i randomly decided to reread it last night and couldn't stop till i was finished and it was 4 am

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excellent

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I am okay the way I am.

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being outed sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAYNIE!!

I can't believe you're 23!!

Even though you make me sad sometimes, I still love you very much. You're my quiet, creative son and you make me very proud with how kind and thoughtful you are. A lot of bad things have happened to you since you left, and I really really really hope the rest of the boys and the fandom can forgive you because you deserve it.

You are smart, artistic, strong, funny and beautiful and I will always support you. I can't wait for your new album and for you to start this new chapter of your life!!!

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"People don't know the real Louis, Jay has told me that when Louis suffers a bad press day he says to her ‘come on mum, lets make someone happy today.’ That’s the kind of man Louis is. Louis Tomlinson is very grounded, he is family orientated and both Louis and Jay hold a very special place in my family’s hearts.”

Louis William Tomlinson is 100% my most favorite person in the entire world.

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"Shall we squander time?
I would rather worship it,
standing next to you."

— Tyler Knott Gregson

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"One day I just woke up and realized that I can’t touch yesterday. So why the heck was I letting it touch me?"

— Anonymous

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"I’m bleeding, I’m not just making conversation."

— Richard Siken (he's honestly the best)

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"I want so much that is not here and I do not know where to go."

— Charles Bukowski

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"I don’t want to be
the other half of your soul.
I want to be the one
who reminds you
that you’re already whole."

— Unknown

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Quotes are the best. Aren't quotes the best?

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"I am jealous of your tattoos
and how long
they will stay with you
after I go."

— Clementine Von Radics

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LMAOOO I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING

WHEN I WAS LIKE NINE I WAS SUPER INTO PLANNING MY FUTURE HOUSE AND KIDS AND STUFF AND I REMEMBER THINKING I WANTED TO GET A HUSBAND JUST SO I COULD DIVORCE HIM AKSLWLZJDWJXE

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having a crush is not fun yall, not fun at all

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i refuse to converse with anyone that doesn't agree that stand up by one direction is an absolute Jam™

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OKAY I know I've said this before but LISTEN TO ME

When I was in Kindergarten my fav song was "Lullaby" by The Cure. The main lyric in that is "the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight" and it always creeped me out but I liked it anyway.

Then I grew up and discovered it again and actually listened to the lyrics and found out the whole song was creepy as all hell. BUT TODAY I ACTUALLY READ THE LYRICS AND YALL

(putting in a spoiler bc theyre pretty disturbing tbh)

(view spoiler)[On candy stripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and suddenly!
A movement in the corner of the room!
And there is nothing I can do
When I realize with fright
That the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight...

Quietly he laughs and shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow
And quicker than flies
His arms are all around me and his tongue in my eyes
"Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more
For it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you for dinner tonight"

And I feel like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning
I will wake up in the shivering cold
And the spiderman is always hungry... (hide spoiler)]

LIKE?? It's about sexual abuse and this was my favorite song as a six-year-old?? F***ing wild bruh

(it's still a rad song tho and i'll always love it)

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Pain #18: this kid...

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top 30 iconic larry moments and chill

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"Tell me how it is, being the sun. You could walk into a room and they'd all be watching you. They'd all get down on their knees. I'd ask you how it is and you'd say, 'it hurts, it hurts.'"

— R. Wright

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“Beautiful things grow out of shit. Nobody ever believes that. Everyone thinks that Beethoven had his string quartets completely in his head—they somehow appeared there and formed in his head—and all he had to do was write them down and they would be manifest to the world. But what I think is so interesting, and would really be a lesson that everybody should learn, is that things come out of nothing. Things evolve out of nothing. You know, the tiniest seed in the right situation turns into the most beautiful forest. And then the most promising seed in the wrong situation turns into nothing. I think this would be important for people to understand, because it gives people confidence in their own lives to know that’s how things work. If you walk around with the idea that there are some people who are so gifted—they have these wonderful things in their head but and you’re not one of them, you’re just sort of a normal person, you could never do anything like that—then you live a different kind of life. You could have another kind of life where you could say, well, I know that things come from nothing very much, start from unpromising beginnings, and I’m an unpromising beginning, and I could start something.”

— Brian Eno

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"The most terrible thing about it is not that it breaks one's heart - hearts are made to be broken - but that it turns one's heart to stone."

— Oscar Wilde

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so my crush and I were working on this project together last week and I just realized that I still have the paper she took notes on in my binder. instead of recycling it I put it into my 'assignments to keep' folder.

idc if that's creepy — her handwriting is cute and I like looking at it okay

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someone: how come the only thing you ever talk about is louis?

me: ummm because louis is my whole world???? next question

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boys are so gross

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GUYS GUYS GUYS

In Biology today we were learning about Sexual vs. Asexual reproduction and we read this paper about the Desert Grassland Whiptail Lizard and gUYS

All desert grassland whiptail lizards are female. Their reproduction process does not need male fertilization, although researchers observed pseudo-copulation that promotes fertilization during ovulation... These reptiles reproduce by parthenogenesis. In this procees, eggs undergo a chromosome doubling after meiosis and developing into lizards without being fertilized. However, ovulation is enhanced by female-female courtship and "mating" (pseudo-copulation) rituals that resemble the behavior of closely related species that reproduce sexually. (from Wikipedia)

SO BASICALLY THEY ARE ALL FEMALE AND WHEN IT'S TIME TO REPRODUCE ONE OF THEM BITES ONTO ANOTHER FEMALE AND THAT MAKES HER HAVE MORE EGGS

THEY ARE LITERALLY LESBIAN LIZARDS GUYS!!!! IM SO HAPPY

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was that supposed to be a blank comment FIGHT ME SHRISHTI LET'S GO

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I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT BECAME BLANK WTF

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i was trying to say

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...still blank bro

the offer to Fight is still up tho if you wanna

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LITERALLY WTF IS WRONG WITH GOODREADS


ok yeah let's fight

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I'm feeling too poorly to fight atm but it will happen eventually

[shrish]

pfft loser

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yoU KNOW WHAT LET'S GO

FIRST DAY I MEET YOU WILL START IN FISTICUFFS