B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Soren's bright blue eyes flash with something, he has no idea wha he is feeling, only that he wants it to go on forever. At the same time he feels like he'll go mad if he doesn't do something. Soren brings up his other hand, so he is not cupping Audrey's face lightly. His breath is quickening along with his heart.

How is it possible to feel so calm and yet so alive at the same time. Soren isn't having the usual panic attack he would get at being this close to someone, he feels himself light up from the inside. The feeling is exhilerating.

Soren takes a chance. He moves carefully closer to her, the feeling is so strange, but not horrible, like it usually is with other people. Audrey isn't like other people, not for Soren. Soren and Audrey only have inches between them, he can't move, he doesnt want to.

Kol runs after Rory, he can't not tell her now he's got up the nerve, he should have told her yesterday, invited Ever in and then they could all talk. But Rory is still so fragile, he ouldn't stand the thought of her feeling any less safe at home. Kol grabs his leather jacket and locks the front door, he chases after Rory.

Soren's hand aches to draw this moment, he feels it deep in his gut. But that would mea moving his had away from her and Soren isn't sure if he will ever have the strength for that.

Soren's touch is gentle, he is not used to feeling this way. His heart won't slow down and he can't imagine moving on from this moment. He strokes her cheek lightly with his thumb, the feeling is like touching electric wire, but not painful.

Kol goes after Rory then, he walsk fast so he rounds on her and stops her from walking any ruther, "Rory, stop being childish" he winces "....please, i need to talk to you".

Kol follows her, it's quite big that she wants to leave, and a big part of him is gripped with fear. He still can't shake the feeling that she might leave him again and he'd have to live without her. It almost killed him the last time. Kol steps into the room and says "This can't wait Ror".

Kol is confused, he doesn't know where her animosity is coming from. He knows after he tells her, she wil be even more uset, for a moment he considers not telling her. For a moment he imagines keeping it a secret just for him and Ever....but he is in love with Rory, always has been, nothing will ever change that. They are meant to be together, they aren't teenagers anymore, this is an adult relationship and that means telling her everything no matter what otherwise it will fail. "Ror i know you are angry, but....i REALLY need to tell you something, it's important" says Kol moving closer to Rory.

Soren has a sharp intake of breath, he can feel his heart pounding hard against him ribcage, and she isn't even touching him. Soren reaches out tentatively and touches her cheek gently, his world comes to a stand still.

Kol can feel the sharp edge to her words. He follows her down the stairs and goes to touch her arm, but she flinches away from him. Kol recoils, she had never flinched away from him before. "I need to talk to you about something Ror" he says hesitantly.

Ever reaches up and kisses his jaw carefully and then nuzzles into his neck for a moment, just feeling the warmth of him, "I wish it could of been this way a long time ago" she whispers. Ever wants him to love her, she still can't believe that he does, that things could be this good. And to think she almost threw it all away.

Only ten minutes later Kol says goodbye to Ever, they have agreed to meet tomorrow for the appointment. Kol wants to tell Rory, even though he really doesn't want to upset her. Kol goes upstairs and looks into thier bedroom, he frowns when she isn't there. Part of him still panics, he knows it's mental, but he worries when he can't see her. As if she'll be gone again, the thought of losing her is too painful to even consider for too long. Kol goes to the bathroom and knocks on the door, "Ror, you alright?" he calls through the door, concern lacing his voice.

"I don't know. I just can't be around people, but...i like being around you" says Soren gently, he does care far too much about a girl he has only just met.

Kol is in the kitchen, the door is closed so no one can come in without them noticing. Him and Ever that is. The boys are at school and Rory is upstairs having a lie in, it had only been a month since she had come back and things are better with her and Jace. Nt perfect, he still holds a lot of anger but thins are starting to settle down a bit. That was until last night when Ever stood on his porch telling him that she's pregnant. And now here they are talking about what to do about it. "I rang and got us a doctors appointment, just in case, but the test said positive, and so did the second...and the third." says Ever, she leans against the sink, her expression one of open frustration. Her and Kol are good friends, ha ben for a long time, and now things were going to be ruined, not just for them either. "Alright then, we'll go to that and get things checked out, how are you feeling? Don't panic we'll work this out Ev's" says Kol kindly, last night he had been so angry at himself for creating this mess, but now all that mattered was moving forward, if Ever was having his child then that's it, not worth going mental over. Rory will never forgive him though, but she HAS to, eventually, it was mistake, an accident, but he can't say if Rory hadn't have come back....no he was not ever admitting that. Kol reaches out and pulls Ever into a tight hug, he's ruined everything for her too, she already has a 13 year old son, Kasper.

(if you want me to x)

(yeah alright sounds good)

(ok then. How far in the future should we make it? like a few weeks? And how does she find out?))

(Depends on how dramatic we want to be. I had bit of a mad idea, like it could be that Kol had a thing, a short thing, maybe only a one night thing it could be with Ever, you know because of what happened before, or someone else if you like. And this is the a bit dramatic bit, what if the person Kol had a thing with finds out she pregnant, then we could do loads with it, like it could just be a scare, or if we do it all the way Rory and Kol would hae to work it out xxx let me know what you think x)

(ff? maybe for a couple of weeks? x also i'm thinking something should happen, like Rory finds out a Kol had a ting with someone whilst she is away. Or they could be getting married ect, just a couple ideas, thow some at me if you like xxx)