B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

When Ever comes downstairs 10 minutes later she finds Brayden almost completely undressed in the kitchen. Ever wants to touch him again to feel him inside her, wanting her. Ever lets him see it in her eyes.

Ever almost gasps but holds it in, she smirks and lifts up so her lips brush his but she doesnt kiss him "I'll put Kas to bed then you can choose which place you can take me FIRST" she whispers. Ever moves away from Brayden and takes the food into Kasper, but when she gets there he is asleep on the floor, she almost laughs but instead carries him up stairs and puts him in Pj's, somehow he sleeps through it, he has always been a heavy sleeper. Ever lays him in his big cot.

"I want to remember it all...Ror, I know that I love you, the feeling it's so...much, I can't stand it and yet I feel like i couldn't live without it either" Kol practically gasps out.

Ever backs up against the counter, she reads the wanting in his eyes and feels the fire light up in her as well, her breathing starts to come out faster. Ever runs a hand through her hair, her shirt rides up. Ever watches him, waiting.

Ever cuts up bread and makes sandwiches for Kasper. When she turns Brayden is there behind her and Ever breath catches slightly.

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Ever smiles, she can see Brayden remembering too. She pullson his hand so they go into the house, Kasper is in the living room with all his cars on the floor. Kasper looks up at them both, his parents and says "Mummy, im hungry". Ever smiles and says "Ok i'll make you some tea and then you have to go up to bed ok, no late nights". Kasper does a tiny smirk and then goes back to playing.

Kol leans forward and captures Rory's lips in a kiss that makes fire run through his veins, the feeling is almost too much, bit he doesnt end the kiss. He may not remember everything, but he does know he loves this girl, Rory, his everything.

Ever laughs and then grips his hand tighter and they walk all the way back to Ever's house, luckily her aunt is gone already and Ever walks up to the door, she opens it and looks back at Brayden remembering the times she had brought him to this house over two years ago. She shivers at the memories, Ever opens the door and let's Kasper runs inside, before he does Kasper squeezes Braydens hand. Before Ever follows Kasper she turns to Brayden and says 'do you want to come in with us and stay for a bit?', Ever stands close to him so their bodies brush eachothers slightly.

When Kasper yawns between a laugh Ever checks the time on her phone and realises its getting late, she calls out to Brayden to stop pushing Kasper and she lifts him out of the seat, 'we have to go home Kas, or you'll fall asleep', Kasper frowns and says 'I'm not tired mummy' but then he yawns and Ever smiles, she kisses his nose walks to stand in front of Brayden, she reaches out and places a hand in his chest.

Ever laughs as Brayden pushes her and so does Kasper, Ever uses her legs to push higher and she feels the wind rush through her hair, she had always loved the swings as a child. Ever grins over at her son, and then at the father of her son. Brayden looks happy and Ever is happy for the first time in a long while. Ever jumps off the swing and stands in front of Kaspers swing, she smirks at Brayden. Ever grabs onto Kaspers hands every time he swings forward and that makes Kasper laugh.

Ever can tell this is a special moment for Brayden, she sits on the swing next to Kasper and and watches them with a grin as Kasper laughs and shouts to go highter, he looks over at Ever and giggles. Ever looks back at Brayden and she is glad that he and Kasper are getting on together. She never thought about I before but now Ever realises that she is glad Brayden is the father and that she does trust him with Kasper.

Ever laughs and goes over to them, Kasper grins at Ever and says 'Daddys playing mummy', Evers heart warms and hope for the future rises up inside her, making Kasper happy is worth anything 'I know Kas, be careful with daddy, no beating him up' she winks at Brayden and then smiles at Kasper.

Ever knows he probably doesn't understand, or feel the way she does, Ever is just another woman, a woman who just happens to have had his child. Ever let's him kiss her and she can feel him having to restrain himself, Ever feels the same way. Ever vows to herself that she won't get caught up in the emotional side, that' she will shut it all out, she kisses him tenderly once more before pulling away completely.

Ever doesn't say anything for moment then she sits up and cups Braydens face so he has to look at her 'Its not you Brayden, if you'd upset me I would have told you, I'm just...it was too much last time, the feelings, what if it's too much this time as well' she says, her blue eyes swirl wih conflicting emotions.

Ever exhales and closes her eyes briefly, she leans her head against Brayden's chest. She opens her eyes again and whispers 'Ok den', she watches Kasper play and let's herself lean into the warmth of Brayden, Ever still feels like she can't let herself get too emotionally involved. Ever kisses his jaw lightly, a whisper of a touch.

Ever nods, she looks into Braydens face for a moment then says 'I do want you den, but I...' Ever hesitates with a pained expression 'I dont know what we should do, I want Kas to have both of us....what is the best way to handle this....do you not want me to see other men?' she asks honestly.

Ever looks over at Kasper too and laughs, she turns to Brayden and says seriously 'Den I know why my relationships never work out, it's because I hate the feeling of being trapped, and I think it's the same for you, I dont want you to feel obligated...for either of us to feel that way'.

Ever sighs and kisses him back, she lets go for a moment and just feels him, Ever moves closer and threads her fingers into his hair, she bites his lower lip softly then kisses him again.

Ever places a hand over Braydens softly, she puts his hand on the bare skin of her waist and leans forward to kiss him gently, she leans back 'What is it you want Brayden?' Ever has no idea, all she knows is that she can't seem to get enough of him.