B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Cas laughs and says "Was that an eyeroll aimed my way irish boy" she teases.

(I know, most people think it's disgusting, they are fools ;)

Orion takes the chocolate out and places it on the counter, he moves to intertwine his fingers with hers around him and holds on tightly. His heart speeds up at her touch and a smile touches his lips. Orion turns in her grasp and wraps his arms around her so their bodies are so close.

Ever says nothing at first, just listening to his words. Words she knows must mean so much to him even though he says them simply enough. Ever knows the voice of a broken soul and Drane has it deeply ingrained within him. Ever holds tighter onto his hands, "You don't have to tell me Drane. I won't make you. I can't know what that must have been like for you. I remember all the bad things that have happened to me but i don't really remember what they felt like, because, for me, there are no words, none that exist that i know of that could describe it all. The kind of pain i feel, the pain you feel, there are no words, no one else seems to understand that. It's not that we won't talk about it, it's that you can't talk about something if there are no words to use" she says softly and honestly. Ever feels so horribly exposed even though she hasn't really admitted anything. Ever looks into Drane's face and meets his eyes dead on intently.

"I mean like caring, and honesty, it's all very human, thats all i mean" she says with a smirk.

Xander grits his teeth and forces out "Just me being my usual fucked up self", he tries to play it off with humour although the words ring true.

Ever lets him hold her hands in his bigger ones, she nods but isn't sure if he can see in the darkness so she says "Alright". Ever likes the being in the dark, it feels like the dark is where secrets can be told. Maybe she'd even tell one of her own. Maybe. Ever watches Drane through the darkness waiting for him to continue.

(;o x)

"Oh Irish boy, your humanity's showing" says Cas with a grin.

Orion smirks and walks over to Bree, he looks down at her and moves in to kiss her lightly on the lips, a whisper of a touch and then leans upwards to grab some microwave popcorn from the cupoard. Orion places the packet in the microwave and then grabs the massive bar of chocolate he has in the fridge.

Xander tries to speak but all tha comes out is another stiffled groan of pain. Xander winces at the sound in the cold silent night. Xander holds his bruised side, he can only imagine how awful he looks with blood all over him and most likely a pretty smashed up face. It makes Xander wince again to think of the fact that he hurt Drane worse.

(Posted in Ever's home x)

Cas smirks back "Nah, I think Drane is alright too, he seems scared, i can relate to that." she says.

Ever helps Drane out of the car as much as he lets her. Ever opens her front door and pulls Drane over to the sofa. She thinks about turning the light on so she can see him better, but decides against it. Ever leans close to Drane for a moment before pulling back, "I have no idea what to say Drane. I'm not going to ask you why or what the fuck is wrong with you and Xander because 1, i don't think you'd tell me, and 2 i'm so ridiculously used to all this by now" she says tiredly.

(ok will do)

Cas shakes her head "He's not really horrible or anything, i know he'd never hurt ME, unlike some people i've met" she says.

Orion archea an eyebrow in thought and then smiles, "Yeah, i think i can. I don't have much because i'm hardly here, but i got a few things. Depends if you like chocolate?" he says.

Xander freezes, for a moment he thinks he has finally lost it and is hearing things. Xander knows that voice, has imagined it so many times in his head to an almost stalker level, not that he'd ever admit that. But then he turns slowly to look and moves into the light so he can see a bit better, it is her. Shit. Her seeing him like his isn't something he ever wanted, in fact it's one of his worst nightmares.

(Yeah is that ok? x Want me to go first or you?)

Cas moves closer to him and tilts her head, "Xander is.....the very definition of bad boy, or at least WAS. I've met blokes who are a lot worse, but Xander definitely scares me sometimes." Cas shrugs.

Orion turns to Bree, an easy smirk on his face, his perceptive eyes take her in slowly as he says "What do you feel like, somehing heay or something sweet?".

(Are we just leaving Drane and Ever to it? x)

Xander closes his blue eyes tightly and groans as a sudden shoot of pain forces it's way through his body. Xander's jaw tightens as he tries to block it out.

Cas laughs then bites her lip in thought for a moment. Cas's hazel eyes look right into Ioan's face for a while until she says "I think i get it. But like i said, i'm used to all of this, that's probably not a good thing." Cas laughs "How do you feel about it Irish boy?".

Orion can't stop the smooth smirk that spreads over his face, the silver in his eyes flashes with danger, the trouble that seems to follow him around. Orion tugs on her belt loops so she comes closer to him, his lips brush her ear and cheek as he whispers "Born that way belle, get used to it", a moment later he pulls back and moves into the kitchen.

Xander forces himself to stand back up using the wall for support, it's dark out now but Xander can still see fairly well. Xander tries to block out the pain shooting all over his bosy violently, he can still feel warm blood on his face sliding down over his neck and even his chest mixing with the tattoo's there. Xander can survive this he always does, Xander has been through much worse alone. Xander grits his teeth as he pushes some dark hair from his face, the bar through his tongue and eyebrow feel heavy with his exaustion.