B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Cas closes her eyes tightly for a moment, she opens them suddenly and says "But i don't know you. I think i might do, but i dont", she tilts her head to the side in thought.

Orion's expression stays serious, this moment is too important to muddy with any joke. This moment could change his life, wheather he wants it to or not. Orion holds her face possessively in his rough hands and looks into Bree's face, his gaze meeting hers. He can sense the fear within her. "What are you afraid of?" he asks searching her eyes.

Cass gaze meets his and holds it steady, "Does it matter?" she asks this person who is a virtual stranger, but for some reason his answer does matter.

Ever gasps against Drane's lips, her whole body freezes and all she can feel is his lip's against hers. Ever has no idea what to do. Ever has been kissed many times in her life by a lot of different types of people. But not once has she ever been kissed like this. Ever can feel his uncertainty down to her bones, she moves to cup her hands at his neck and kisses him back equaly softly, her eyes closing. Ever doesn't know why this is happening, but she also wants it to last.

Eventually Soren grits his teeth together, his jaw hardening as they pull up to the hospital, "You know what. Stop breathing like that, it's not helping at all, you know i'm starting to think hospital people make shit up as they go sometimes" he says, hoping to take her mind off it a bit.

(My A levels are all this month in may, it's a pain. i hate them so much.)

Soren speeds his way to the hospital quickly, he tries to calm Audrey by helping her breath like they learnt at the appointments but it wouldhave been nice if the nurse had happened to mention that the breathing techniques do jack shit. He loves her so much and seeing her in pain kills him.

Orion's expression becomes completely serious, he leans towards her so their faces are incredicbly close, his intense gaze catching hers and holding it stready, "I would never force you Bree, not ever. But i certainly wouldn't sit back like a good boy and wait. I don't share. But if you say you don't want me.....i don't like lies either" he says moving his hand to cup her face.

(Ok found resteraunt x)

"On the outside maybe not. But inside is the place where secrets can burn away everything until nothing's left, until everything is hollow" answers Cas.

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Ever considers the question. What does she want from this person. This young man she barely knows at all but who somehow seems to have gotten under her skin in a way that both frightens and fills her with a deep pleasure, so much so that it hurts. He holds her gently, like she is precious, no one has ever done that before and the fact that Drane is makes Ever finally answer his question. Ever leans forward so they are close as possible without being against each other completely, "You. I want....you" she whispers.

Xander says nothing for a moment and let her clean up a bit. Xander takes the oppertunity to watch her intensly, his artist mind already taking in every detail of her face, of the way her body moves, wanting so badly to draw it, paint it. No, to touch, but he always wants that. At least when it comes to Kylie.

Orion's look turns darker, more sensual as he moves towards Bree, without warning he lifts her up on to the black counter top and stands between her legs. Orion holds her hips steady and looks right at her with a dangerous smirk on his lips, "Through my life i've had to decide a lot of things, most of them based on my gut. I do what i want. I do what i want whenever i want to do it. With whoever i want. I take what i want. I could never be any other way. I want you. It's that simple for me" he says honestly.

(I think i already did ages ago, but i'll go check x)

Cas considers his words "I don't know, i've met a lot of bad people. But your not one of them, i can tell that right now." she says. Cas leans forward unsure of what else there is to say. Cas knows what she is, there is no turning back, "I know what i am irish boy, Ioan, there is no way of undoing it" she says.

Ever takes a shuddered breath as he leans his forehead against hers. Ever slides her hand from his up his arm slowly still holding on tight, like this moment might slip away. Ever doesn't even want to blink as she holds his gaze, "I'm offering it anyway. Whatever you want Drane. Anything." she whispers.

Xander laughs again and this time it hurts a little less, at least physically. Emotionaly he feels torn to shreds. Xander sits down and watches Kylie intently, his blue eyes burning into her.

"Well, now i'll have no choice but to marry you" he jokes and grins as he eats some himself, he leans against the counter.

Ever bites her lip for a second, the tears on her cheeks becoming cold, "You. To make you feel less like you can't feel anything other than this. I'd do anything." she whispers. Ever moves her hand to his jaw and strokes lightly along it, her eyes never leaving his.

Cas jumps down so she is very close to Ioan and says "You don't know, i could be like that." she says "I'm not a good girl" she sighs.

Ever shivers again, but this time instead of it being from pain it is from a deep inner pleasure that she is sure Drane would not appreciate, he'd always seemed to hate all that before. But Ever allowed herself to find comfort at being so close to him. "Is there anything i can do to make it better?" she asks looking up into his face.

(ok dokey she said ironically ;)

Xander waits for Kylie to return, feeling worse about involving her with every moment that passes. Xander cares for Kylie i a way he can't explain, in a way he shouldn't, in a way that will destroy him if he lets it get out of hand. But he can't make himself leave her either. Thats just how awful a person he is.