B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Ever, without really thinking, leans into Drane completely. Trust isn't something Ever is good at, not with the emotional stuff anyway, but Drane understands, more than anyone else she'd ever met. Ever takes his hand again and intetwines their fingers, "I don't want you to get hurt again" she whispers.

"First of all, so you DO think im pretty. Knew it. Secondly, do you think that?" she asks, not with anger, much worse things had been aimed her way over the years.

(Bye Damn x)

Xander stays standing and looks around the room, everything in it seems so personal, even the writing on the wall. It's all so Kylie that it makes Xander smile despite everything, this girl has gotten to him, a the more he's around her the worst it gets, he shouldn't have come in here.

(Sorry been so busy revising for exams x)

Soren has to tell himself to snap out of it, getting all worried and stuid will NOT help her or his child. Soren slows down and says "Belle, muse, Audrey, i love you so much, please just breathe, we'll be at the hospital soon". Soren gets her to the car eventually.

Orion smirks back and moves away from her reluctantly to finsih off their snack with the pop corn and chocolate, "If you don't like this then i'm afraid we can no longer be friends. It's a dea breaker for me" he says teasing.

Cas moves closer to Ioan and cataches his gaze, she won't let go, "You can't say things like that and not tell me what you mean" she says, her voice strong.

Ever meets his gaze and thier eyes lock, tears still burn from her blue eyes, Ever moves her hand over his face softly, her gesture tender. "I wish i didn't know what you mean, but i do. I feel lonely, all the time, even with other people, it never goes away" she whispers with a shuddered breath coming out.

(I'm bloody ready if you are x)

Xander nods, not willing to admit to the amount fo pain he is in. Xander has lived through so much worse and besides, he's an Irish bloke who used to be in gang, who brok the law every day, who so many people used to fear, and for good reason. There is no way one fight with a teenager is going to get Xander to admit anything. Xander heads upstairs.

Cas fiddles with the edges of her ripped small shorts and frowns, "What do you mean?" she asks.

Orion loves how she responds to him, and they fall into each other for a wonderful moment that Orion has the feeling he will never forget.

"For the same reason you're letting me. Because we are the same" says Ever simply, because that is the truth neither of them can escape. Ever shivers as his hand touches hers, she doesn't know how to feel anymore.

"I work in a bar, it's part of my job to entertain" jokes Cas as she opens her eyes wide in an ironic way and then grins.

Xander puts ll his effort into not leaning too much on Kylie, she wouldn't be able to stand his full weight. Xander lets her help him into her house, he doesn't know what to say though, even thinking hurts right now.

Ever had never felt so vunerable, she never thought she'd feel like this with someone she doesn't even know. But the thing is, even though there is so much they don't know about each other, Ever can't shake the feeling that they are the same. In a way most would not understand. Ever pushes some blood stained hair back from his face, her hands gentle, the tears hot against her cheeks.

Orion raises her head with his hand so she is looking at him, "Chocolate on popcorn, sounds and looks bloody awful but tastes delicious. You taste amazing too" he says and kisses her lips gently.

Xander chokes out a laugh but it breaks in the middle and he winces from the pain. "Alright then princess" he murmers, he looks up at her, dar blue eyes full of hurt, but seeing he face makes him feel better for reasons he cannot explain.

Ever can see the tears glistening on his cheeks refelcted in the moonlight, she knows he probably doesn't want her to see. Ever reaches out and smoothes them away with her thumb silently, her other hand still wrapped in his. Her own cheeks feel wet but she ignores it.

"I can't think of anything i would love more. It's almost as good as the accent" she says playfully,

Merlin bends his head to Decembers and lets hs forehead press against hers. Merlin shivers again at the feeling of completeness that overwhelms him in that moment. Merlin's dark hair falls forward and he pushes it back a moment before moving his hands back to her body, he holds her close, as inntimately as possible. Merlin looks into her eyes, he loves this girl so fucking much, more than should be allowed. It hurts, it hurts enough to make him hate love's existence, but then it is also the most amazing thing he has, or will ever feel. The two strong and conflicting emotions wage war inside of him. But Merlin tries to ignore it as he says "I. Love. You. I will love you until love stops existing, and even then my love for you will be the last to die. I know it sounds ridiculous, an trust me when i say i'm not the kind of bloke to talk like this, not ever, but for you, its the most real thing i have ever said, the most real thing i have ever FELT".

"I very much could" he forces out through the pain and blood. Xander is hesitant, he's never had help before, never been offered it in this way.