artemis’s Comments (group member since Oct 19, 2021)

_ Apollo Gloom _
Okay, yes, I don't know how to spell resturant, but at least I'm pretty.

sexuality - homosexual
relationship status - Single [open]
age - 23 or 24, he kind of lost track, but Orion knows which it is
pronouns - He/Him
mental illness/disabilities - Addiction, adhd
alignment - Canine Kingdom commoner

personality _
(view spoiler)[Despite appearing like somebody who believes they're too mature for everything, Apollo is really excitable, and get really happy at the smallest things. Most of the time he's inebreated in some way, although recently he's been trying to stop as it's been putting a dent in his relationship with Orion and Uriah, but it's been really hard. He keeps trying to but the spirits that he sees seem to be even worse than they were before at times, especially when he sleeps or tries to do anything quiet. He often finds himself wishing his personality was more intimidating, but then again, if that was the case, maybe Orion wouldn't love him. Apollo is most accurately described as a himbo, but he can seem kind of smart, maybe when compared to a child. Despite his stupidity, he still has managed to get a decent paying job, even though it doesn't require much work.

likes _
orion
towering over people
the quiet
the dark
orion
being called a pretty boy

dislikes _
people thinking he isn't sober, even if he isn't sober it still annoys him
being called stupid, despite him being aware that he is
being itchy
family
being mad fun ouf


fears_
losing those close to him
hurting orion
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history _
(view spoiler)[Apollo's life was decent. His family was kind, but that was as far as it went. One of his few friends as a kid was his brother, Sirion. He did everything with Sirion, despite him being 7 years younger than him, after all nobody really was his friend at a young age. People thought he was too reckless, too impulsive, and worst of all, scared easily, but he had reason to be so scared, with the other things they were kind of just him, but with that it was because he saw things that weren't really there. They were so scary. They were always trying to ask him to help them, yet when he tried to help they were never there. It was horrible. He just wanted to disappear from it all. Everyone at school riddiculed him for seeming uneasy in an almost empty hall, but to him it seemed like a hall full of dangers, a hall full of people who he thought wanted to hurt him. He began drinking at a young age, among other things, because he realized they could stop these spirits, or whatever they were, but he never drank around Sirion, he didn't want to be a bad influence on his brother, after all. While he tried to avoid coming home drunk, that often resulted in them getting upset at him for not coming home for multiple days, most of that time he was spending with his only friend, other than Sirion. His name was Orion and he was beautiful. Apollo loved him more than anything and he never wanted to lose him, and it seemed Orion love Apollo too. He was always so scared to tell him about his feelings, yet they always had this thing where they like jokingly flirted, but a lot of the time it seemed like they were just flat out flirting with each other. He loved doing everything with Orion, but never forgot about Sirion, when he was sober that is. He tried to be home as much as possible, but considering how his family acted whenever he came home, he thought it'd be best for Sirion if he were to stay away for a while. Eventually him and Orion got high togehter, and it was such an amazing feeling, he loved being with Orion like this, and he loved Orion. One day, him in Orion were going to explore a dark place, but he didn't have a flashlight, so Apollo had the great idea to spend the night at home and bring a flashlight from there, and he also got to stay with Sirion, so it was a win, win! During this time, he realized he didn't even know how old Sirion was, and felt like such a horrible brother. He told himself he'd try to sober up, as to spend more time with his brother, but he told himself it'd be after he asked Orion out, after all, it was almost like they were already in a relationship. After Sirion went to sleep he snuck out, bringing the first flashlight he saw just to go see Orion. They explored a far bit, but what Apollo was more focused on was the fact that they had kissed while they were exploring. It was so amazing, it felt perfect to kiss Orion. Before the night was over though, he had to return the flashlight, it was almost dead, but he didn't care, it'd be fine, it was just a flashlight after all, what could that even cause? He brought the flashlight back home, but before he went inside, Orion kissed him again, it felt amazing, despite it being a common occurance between them. He stayed home the day after their event, but when he woke, he realized it was late. He walked into the kitchen before his parents told him that Sirion died and they know it was his fault his flashlight died. She saw people mourning, maybe Sirion's friends, maybe fellow miners. Apollo felt horrible. He couldn't believe what he had done. He felt so horrible for killing Sirion. He didn't even get to sober up. He was only 15 when this happened. He had to suffer through it all, and it was even worse with his parents constantly blaming him. They kicked him out of the house when they found out he was doing drugs too. It was horrible. He just wanted to cry. At least Orion was there for him. He always had Orion. Flash forward 7 years, he still was friends with Orion, yet they still weren't together. He knew they both had a thing for each other, and it'd be so easy to ask him out, but they just never did. Around then he found a child who was alone, it seemed this child was placed in a similar situation to Apollo, except he was much younger, 8 to be exact. He felt pity for this child. Despite them living together for a year, he never realized that Uriah's imaginary friend was actually his dead brother, but that'd probably be subject to change. He stayed with Orion, never abandoning him, and he never stopped loving him. (hide spoiler)]

appearance desc _
voice claim ; Carpetgarden
fc ; i'm not sure
appearance ; Apollo is tall, very tall. He's 6'2 to be exact. He isn't very elegant, despite wearing things that would be hard to trip over. He just often struggles with moter skills, despite being a fully grown adult. His mannerisms are a bit odd, but nothing too out of the left field. Apollo wears whatever is avaliable, but likes slightly feminine things at times. He just likes looking very pretty, it's one of his favorite things.

distinguishing features _ (view spoiler)[ He bears a shocking resemblance to Uriah, although he believes it's just coincidence, not that they are related (hide spoiler)]
abilities _ (view spoiler)[ He is able to see spirits, although it mostly manifests itself in ways that have caused him extreme distress in the past. (hide spoiler)]