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This Unified Field of Energy is Love

How do we continue to bolster and reaffirm the peace in our lives?

Peace is our natural state of being. First of all, you have to remember who you are and remembering who you are means, remembering how you feel as peace, because this is who you are in this beautiful presence. And this presence is experienced as peace in every moment. 

That’s why it’s important to live in breath. Awareness is quite honestly the only practice you’ll ever need because the more you abide in the breath and more you witness each inhalation and exhalation, the more you are remembering the peace that is your natural state of being.

Now we can begin to create a planet free of the illusion. What is the illusion? The illusion is everything based in fear. Fear is the illusion. Go back to the history books and you’ll see throughout history that entire continents and groups of people have been manipulated through fear, turning the population against itself. You end the illusion and the manipulation by being peaceful and no longer buying into what’s happening and no longer being afraid of what’s happening. 

When you stop questioning your place in infinity, you begin to access a mind and a heart that is greater than your own, a universal mind, a universal heart. And you begin to bring into this world, the answers and the solutions and the innovations that we’re all going to need. But the first thing that we have to do is build up a level of immunity to fear. We have to stop being scared and manipulated out of our light love and power. And most especially our sovereignty. 

Power is peace. You are peace.

The fastest way to peace is by remembering your oneness, by remembering that everyone and everything is you, and by remembering the truth. The truth that all of our ancestors, saints and sages, and profits from all traditions and religions have shared since the beginning of time:  we’re all a part of a unified field of energy. And this unified field of energy is love. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation.

Harvesting Your Future

What seeds do you want to plant now?  You need to start telling the truth and to start having your  life be a reflection of where you are now. What’s your story? Because if your life is a reflection of where you are now and how you are now, then ultimately your future harvest is going to be a reflection of your consciousness. Do you see how it works? 

Your future harvest is going to be a reflection of your consciousness now, and this is where personal responsibility and accountability become important because there’s absolutely nothing that you can do about where you were 10 years ago, 20 years ago, 30 years ago. You made those choices, you can’t go back and re-choose them. You needed to choose them. It’s a part of the unfolding of the divine world for your life. 

What you’re experiencing now is the harvest of where you were when you were afraid and living in survival, while you were in pain and unconscious. Be willing to be accountable and responsible for who you are now, and welcome your feelings and emotions. When you actually choose to be the infinite being that you are and commit to it, you actually operate from that place in every moment. And I’m talking about every choice, every point, every decision coming from love, then you are literally transforming your experience of the future in the now. 

The first thing that needs to happen is you have to stop blaming your parents and your family and where you grew up and what you went through. And at some point you just have to not give it any energy anymore. 

You are the source of your experience and the source of your life, and if you want to experience a future that’s expansive and dynamic, then who do you have to be now? And the answer is of course, fully yourself, authentically being you. You have to now be authentically yourself . . . the pure love that you are.

Resting in the awareness of your breath, connects you to the truth that you are love, that you are light and that you are an infinite being in every way.

Becoming Infinite Fully and Completely

This is an insight into how transformation actually unfolds in every moment. So just in case you’re not good at math, don’t panic. 

When you introduce infinity into any equation, it becomes infinite. Why is this important? Because your soul is infinite. The parts of you that’s divine. The part of you that has God, is infinite and your presence exists outside of time. It exists outside of space. And so when we begin to have moments of transcendence, and we begin to have moments of experiencing who we are beyond the identity, beyond the body and the mind, and beyond the emotions, we begin to tap into the infinite within us. Once we have that experience, even for a moment, it begins to dissolve everything inside of us until eventually everything inside of us becomes infinite as well. 

So for example, if you’ve been coming to Call to  Calm, your relationship with your emotions, your thoughts, your body, and your reality has fundamentally shifted. Why is that? Because you’re no longer perceiving or experiencing your reality from a finite perspective or viewpoint. You’re now beginning to perceive and experience your reality from an infinite viewpoint, from an infinite perspective, meaning that you’re remembering I’m not these emotions,  I’m not these thoughts. I’m not this body. What I am is this infinite continuum, this infinite expression of energy.

The reason why we experience fear is because we have forgotten that we’re infinite. We have forgotten that there’s life beyond all of this we’ve forgotten, we’ve forgotten. So that means that as we begin to cultivate this experience of presence inside of us. And as we cultivate this experience of peace inside of us, more and more, all of this other stuff begins to collapse. So once infinity is reintroduced to you or remembered inside of you, it’s only a matter of time until you become infinite fully and completely meaning that every other layer of your life, every aspect of who you are at the level of your being becomes infinite, because once infinity is introduced into any equation, it becomes infinite.

If you are  resistant, stubborn, and hardheaded, it might take a little bit, but the blessing is it doesn’t matter. The point is this, you can’t fail. You can’t mess it up and you can’t do it wrong because even 1000000000th of a second of presence is enough to open the door for this transformation to unfold.

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Evolving Out Into The Infinite

I feel like we don’t acknowledge what it takes to truly make an impact in the world. And sometimes that’s the people around you, as much as this is an individual journey. This is a journey of awakening and a journey of evolving into who we are, the people around you are necessary as well, because God put them there. And, sometimes it takes a huge amount of vulnerability to realize that actually you wouldn’t do as well without those individuals.

And it’s not that you’re codependent, but it’s just that at some point you have to appreciate who played a part in getting you to where you are, how people contributed the time, how they put in the love, and how they put in the loyalty that they displayed.

I’ve been in this place of reflecting on how much of a role my wife Jan has played in me being who I am today and how, I don’t know who I would be in the absence of her presence in my life. 

And every single one of you has one of those people. And if you don’t have one of those people, then you have the community. But it’s important to recognize the people that God put in your life or the community, the guide introduced you to, because there’s an amazing chemistry and amazing chemistry that unfolds when that group of people are together. 

Your next level is learning how to be in Oneness without losing oneself in the other. We can honor the other, we can recognize the presence of the other, but we can’t get lost in the other.

The final immersion that we need is the immersion into relationship, into family and to soul family, and how we define life beyond ourselves. How we define reality beyond just this individual expression of divinity. That’s evolving out into the infinite. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Being a Trapeze Artist without a Safety Net

When you let go of the need to be approved of, when you let go of the need to be understood, when you let go of the need to be liked, all of a sudden there’s an even greater freedom in the transmission and in the communication. So beyond ancestry, beyond generational patterns, what you are is a conduit. You’re a vessel and a vehicle. 

Freedom in its totality and the totality of its expression is being a trapeze artist without a safety net, which means in every moment, surrendering to God. And in every moment, allowing God to express through you. Sometimes there are no words, sometimes nothing’s happening and that’s great. You don’t need to always be in action. You don’t always need to be communicating. You don’t always need to be doing something. Sometimes in the silence, everything is communicated in a greater way than you ever could through words. 

It doesn’t matter how old you are. It doesn’t matter what your level of education is. It doesn’t matter what your life has been like, how you’ve lived your life. All of that was the unconscious manifestation of every pattern and every decision that was made before now.

The one thing that we have to overcome always is this insecurity that’s present. Which basically doesn’t allow you to trust your own intuition, allow you to receive, or allow you to tap into your own gifts and abilities. It’s that intuition? The reason why it’s there is because you’re so sensitive and so empathic. 

You’ve been looking for validation outside of you, as to what’s going on inside of you. And it’s just not going to happen because people outside of you, aren’t sensitive. Like you, they’re not empathic. Like you, they don’t understand what it’s like to be you. And so you’re constantly receiving the opposite messaging externally than what you’re tuning into internally. Some of you have invalidated your intuition because it hasn’t been corroborated externally by another, even though subsequently it happens exactly the way that you knew it would. 

You need to stop invalidating your ability to be a catalyst, to be a conduit, to be a vessel. Believe in yourself and have the courage to trust your intuition once more and to act on it. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Your Life Is Your Medicine

I have been contemplating life and the arc narrative of the Hero’s Journey. In these stories, and in the experience of my own life, and through experiencing the lives of other people, the worst thing that ever happened to me was the BEST thing that ever happened to me. 

The angels I am most grateful for were the ones that delivered the hardest experiences, the most painful, gut wrenching, and the most heart-breaking experiences. I feel like we don’t give those angels enough credit. I feel like we don’t celebrate the tough times or the hardships we’ve gone through. We don’t celebrate the necessary discomfort we had to experience to be agitated into awesomeness. 

Your life is designed to stir up everything within you that you have to feel. Your life is your medicine. The journey of your life is the answer to the questions, What is enlightenment? and who am I? Why am I here? Day by day you uncover that answer, by discovering who you are not. 

So the worst thing that ever happened, and I mean the very worst, horrendous thing, served to make you who you are now. This ties into the truth that we can’t mess up what’s meant for us. Ultimately, every single thing is serving a part in waking us up to who we really are. 

Some of you are so attached to the worst thing that ever happened, and you make existence, God, and creation wrong for the fact that that happened, including making yourself wrong. We have to have the courage to just acknowledge “I am  alive, I am here”. 

If there’s life there is hope. Where there’s hope there is the potential and the possibility of evolution. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Reacting To Change

How did reality come into being and emerge into its many forms? Everything began as one singular expression. But in that form of singularity, consciousness, the divine, cannot know itself because it’s only in the experience of itself. One became many. Right now, you and I are manifestations of that same singular energy expressing uniquely through all things. When you get to that point of realizing you are in the experience of yourself, you don’t always recognize how your energy is impacting everyone around you. 

Sometimes things change. It’s always interesting to notice our reaction to the change. Typically, the reaction is based in fear. When a life circumstance changes, or something shifts, we find ourselves with an intensity of feelings. Yet, that intensity of feelings has nothing to do with what has changed. 

Many of you have transitioned loved ones during this time of covid. Some you have gone through a divorce or have a change in finances or a change in work. And, many of you have gone through fundamental shifts in every area of life. 

The one thing that is constant is change itself. However, who you really are never changes. Peace is your natural state of being. The acceptance of one’s reality is the end of suffering. The more we are able to get to a place of accepting our reality, the more we begin to see that there’s something greater unfolding. In this moment, it’s important to recognize that life is forever moving us and as life is sometimes moving us for reasons we can’t even begin to comprehend. 

Change can be hard. Embrace the unfolding of your life. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Be an Observer of the Mind

One of the false frameworks we have been conditioned into believing is that you have to think, your mind is important, that it’s a transformational tool and in some way it has the ability to alter your reality. It doesn’t. It’s time we stop empowering the mind. 

Let’s start with today where we no longer care about what the mind is doing. Let us become an observer of the mind. 

We waste so much time in drama and emotion that is unnecessary. Let’s commit to being peaceful and through that commitment of being peaceful, we disengage from all of the unnecessary emotional reactivity that we once believed to be important. When you get it down to it’s essence, there is very little that is required of you every day. You still have to play your role, respond to life and engage in what you have to engage in at the moment, but it doesn’t have to be that big of a deal any more. And when it stops being a big deal, it’s like you finally get over yourself. 

We are simply just having an experience. And that experience is the cause, the effect and the finality. What this means is that when you allow yourself to align with your essence, you begin to embody and live it as your truth. Because it is the truth. 

Life is giving you your queues. When life prompts you to respond, allow the words to fall out of your mouth as the response. You’re constantly in this flow of something happening outside of you, and then if a response is required, that response will automatically arise from within you. 

I once had the experience where I was being moved. I wasn’t moving, but I was literally being moved. Everything that was happening was happening spontaneously and automatically. I wasn’t actually doing anything. 

Today, give yourself the gift of allowing your life to move you. When someone speaks to you, respond. If no one speaks to you, just be in the silence within yourself. The silence is like a pause and a symphony. The silence accentuates the music. Your life will no longer disturb your reality. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Breaking Free

There is so much energy right now, because of the emergence that is happening in the presence of who we really are. Confront the illusion of who you are living inside of, so you can allow this greater presence to emerge from within like a little chick from an egg pecking her way through the shell. I feel that this is the phase of our journey that we are on. We are that little chick, just peck, peck, pecking that little egg from inside and breaking free. 

That eggshell, is your egoic identity. As your reality begins to align with you, you begin to meet people that are in harmony, alignment and in resonance with you. And through this alignment, you begin to move away from the turmoil you have inside of you to be able to come into harmony with yourself through the acceptance of your humanity. 

I am finding more and more that I am meeting myself completely. When you first start to wake up, you get to meet all the things that are unconscious about you. And when you get to a point where you no longer resist, then you start to meet the conscious manifestation of you. 

Everyone is your twin flame. Everyone is your soulmate. When you become your twin flame and your soulmate and you finally love you, everybody becomes that and then the love that you are is reflected back to you by every single thing in creation. Your life goes from being about overcoming suffering, limitation, separation and struggle to simply just basking in the infinite love that is the absolute truth of life. 

It’s time to let go of what’s not serving us. Have the courage to walk bravely and boldly into this greater possibility.

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Finding the Blessing

Today is so perfect. Many of you have been able to find a blessing in what is unfolding. Has it been challenging? Of course. Has it pushed you beyond your comfort zone? Yes, it has. It’s important to remember that we are actually going to make it through this and find our freedom on the other side. 

Today is so perfect. Let’s get to a place where we recognize the blessing of life, knowing how fortunate we are to have this continuation of an individualized expression we call our life. I often wonder what happens when we end as a form. I understand we leave our bodies and merge with the Infinite, and go back to this incredible ocean of energy where we came from, but I often wonder what happens to reality. I find myself asking does it end when I end? Is it only happening because I am here to observe it? It’s really fascinating to me because the more science observes reality, and inquires about the nature of life, the more they are beginning to realize that life is as it is observed. 

If we are willing to observe life through the eyes of love, then it becomes heaven on earth. When we are willing to observe it peacefully, it becomes peaceful. This past year of navigating through the pandemic and Covid, we have become less reactive. And, in becoming less reactive, we have been able to observe reality consciously. 

Instead of looking at the world through the lens of your pain, where you seek evidence of pain everywhere, realize you are the source of that experience and you can relinquish it. You’re able to see reality through a more universal and expanded lens. By observing reality with absolute clarity everything dissolves into golden light. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation.